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APRIL 2014

Issue 182

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*** WHITE BUFFALP CALF WOMAN: Every intersection of life is etched in the

Memories of your flesh

*** You Alone Hold the Magic of Ever Changing Possibility








As of late all of life has had a great sadness in its heart. So many have  loved ones going thru heart wrenching situations. All of earth feels vulnerable and prone to dismay. Prayers are heard loud and clear but assistance is slow to get here. Divine intervention has seems to stop at a rest stop on its journey to us. One person after another is diagnosed with diseases no one has ever heard of. Doctors scratch their heads wondering where in the world all of this comes from.


Little hope is seen per the medical profession as they change their minds and diagnoses more than they change their briefs.  People are filled with fear no matter how much light and hope they hold. They are afraid of what is to come and become magnetic to even more distress. Everyone is touched by this unease as family members are stretched to the very limit; The limit of hope, the limit of belief, on the cul-de-sac of unlimited fear.


We as light emissaries are here to hold a great love that can slaughter any disease or distress. Many chose not to stay in the next phase of earths healing. They move their light to the other side. Some stay close to their loved ones hoping to guide them to a new understanding. Showing them eternal life is a truth and heavenly apparitions are real.


We as those who believe in God and light and love deeper than anyone on earth, have the unending responsibility to hold the pure thoughts of healing in our heart. When a loved one is diagnosed with a disease it is our truth to hold the vision of perfect health for that person, not to jump in and coddle them thru their predicament. We have to believe in our heart of hearts that divine healing is obtainable.  When we hold the promise of a great healing we have to trust without a shadow of doubt. We can NEVER camp out in darkness, doubt or unconstructive thoughts for ourselves or any other.


Darkness wants you to give up and give in. it wants you to run in fear leaving your true knowings behind. No matter what your friend or family or child is diagnosed with you and you alone must stand tall as a lighthouse, guiding and loving and believing that the outcome can and will shift. You cannot for one moment one thought hold that disease as truth. This and this alone will change the outcome of events.

As these energies push and pull us in every direction we are reformatted into a higher awareness. All of this cosmic re-sculpting has had a lot of wear and tear on the human body, mind and spirit. Like a million piece puzzle we seek to see a picture of the new us, but alas the puzzle box has no likeness to help us find our lost pieces.

 We are on the way to two eclipses in April 2014. The first comes April 15th (lunar) the second comes April 30th a solar eclipse. The command this month is 'change or get caught up in the whirlwind of cosmic shift.' Humanity is no longer driving the celestial car thru the heavenly configurations. We stand on the edge of the future, scraping ourselves from the past like barnacles on a boat in the shipyard. 

We stand at a point in-between space and time. A place that holds unformed quanta. We hold tightly to the spiritual lifeline that dangles from the high cliffs as we try over and over again to propel up the side of what seems to be an insurmountable superficial surface. All techniques we have been taught do not adhere to the molecules of this new world of dimensional flux that writes its own rules.

We stand in the street of our life with the eye of the tornado looking down its nose at us.  We all seem singled out as the very fluff from our pockets is spent to uphold our lives. We yell at the gods in dismay as we feel so many promises have been broken. We search Google for answers to no avail.

All seem to be in a trance as they walk aimlessly through their lives with little hope of a shiny future. Every charge we said we would ‘never pay,’ we do now with a great anger that is stuffed away and internalized. We hold back and hold on to what little we have strangling the very financial system enforcing the ‘less than law’ to the fullest degree.  

We do not see any reprieve from this onslaught of the dark night of the soul that has us all by the throats. We know life will never go back to what it once was. We grieve for for simpler safer time.  The sandcastles of old have been swept away as the tides roll against us. Deep within us still lives a single crumb of faith.

Darkness feeds on doubts and fears. It wants us to give up and give in to a bleak future with no hope. Since we are the ‘guardians of the last hope’ fueled by the Creators belief and faith in us it is our mission and duty to hold this light of hope high for all to see.

Speak hope and faith into all those you meet. Do no allow others choices to trap  you in the emotional muck, drowning in the sea of dread.  You are the light in the dark future. Let your little light shine on what seems like the darkest of days.

Hope now gently boils to the surface after too long a stay on the bottom of the cask. Don’t fuel the fears of the masses. one spark of hope can ignite an entire world.  Keeps your light bright fanning the flame of optimism to keep the planet safe and secure.

Humanity is made in the Creator’s image holding all the qualifications and ingredients for doing great feats. It is time to take the faith that has been placed in us by the Creator and invest it in a future filled with good thoughts and decrees. We can never stop believing in better days, in divine healing, and in the goodness of people.  We can never stop believing, period.  



As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As Spring finally pushes her way up thru a rather harsh winter vortex the warm breezes, and the April showers unleash what is hidden deep within life. everything that has been dormant for several months now comes to life; seeds dreams hopes. Within the seed of life lives a dynamic blueprint in divine totality. Within the blueprint is the complete evolution and the realization of every species.

Within a single seed of the great oak lives its fullest potential. It is destined  to become all that it can become, just like us. That seed does not contain half of an instruction but contains the entire universe.  Within the seed of each human being lives the same instructs, an entire divine blueprint that houses the unlimited potential of each person. Each human has the capacity to fulfill these instructions in their fullness. It is a personal choice; it is a divine directive.

As Spring comes into her peak beauty it is time for each person to take time to plant a new idea, a new seed, a new desire, a new dream, then know without a shadow of a doubt that the seed will come into completion since it holds the fullness of the bloom. Do not plant anything in your life if you doubt its ability to bloom, whether grass seed, flower seed, or tree. If you doubt its ability to fulfill its potential then do not plant at all. Nature asks you to plant at least one seed in your world. Plant this seed with an undiluted knowing that it will reach its full potential. Plant the seed knowing that it will mature, and reach its destiny and destination or do not plant at all. All life holds the entirety of its potential.

As you move into more of your co-creator awareness the question arises are you a part time God or a full time doubting human. Do you doubt yourself more hours than you believe in yourself? Would you want your Creator to work in such a haphazard way? As spring comes plant your dreams and your hopes in the fertile soil of a deep belief system. Believe in their fulfillment, or do not plant at all. Whether grass seed or a human dream it needs to be planted in fertile soil. Each seed you plant represents a celestial commitment. Plant as the Creator, without doubt.



Every intersection of life is etched in the memories of your flesh

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Let your spirits soar upon the wind that whispers through your hearts. Let your spirits soar upon the smile of a child, the song of a bird, the twinkle of a star.  Let your spirits ride upon the tail of a rainbow on your way home to your home star where your heart lives.  I am she that weaves and heals the holes in your heart. Like Spiderwoman, I too weave Light catching the morning dew of pure healing in the sacred geometries.  I am she that helps you to find that which you seek.  I am White Buffalo Calf Woman.

I look deeply at your light, your life, and your hearts.  Most do not sit fully or comfortably with the power of the treasure within you.  By not loving and embracing all of your experiences, your daily reflections, and your human body, your soul growth will  become Ming-like and stunted keeping you less than on a divine playing field.  

Ascension is not accessible until you have embraced all of Earth – her dilemmas, her heartaches; her pains, and your humanness. For you come to Earth to heal  and love Mother Earth.  By not loving your humanness, by not loving your earthiness, by not loving the cells, and the organs, gray hairs, and the wrinkles upon your body – you are not loving your Mother Earth.  You can only heal her and yourself only by loving you.  You are asked to enter into this next doorway of eclipse light by loving every ache, every pain, every bone, every hair every iota of you, inside and out.  It is easy to love the oceans, the trees and the rainbows, but not so easy to love your humanness. 

Every intersection of life is etched in the memories of your flesh.  Every choice you ever made – no matter how you view it now – was a divine choice. Every experience that you germinated, cultivated and then harvested was a creation manifested and birthed by the Divinity within you.  Every individual on Earth is having a different experience. Do not judge their experiences, nor criticize them, nor analyze them, nor rebuke them -- for their experiences are perfectly divine, as they have created them. 

The upcoming energies ask you to come into balance within yourself and not to worry if thy neighbor is out of balance, or thy husband is on tilt or thy boss is scrooge.  Balance begins and ends with you. It is not your concern what another is doing.  Do not busy yourself with the details of changing others.  Busy yourself with honoring your choices, your energies, your frequencies, and your challenges. 

Each of you has come to a boxed canyon. You seem to be at the end of your rope hanging on for dear life.  Understand dear ones, you are being asked to move mountains, to change the molecular structure of what blocks your way, to fly over what keeps you less than.  Walk in power knowing that you can shift what you originally commanded into existence.  I Buffalo Calf Woman ask you to love all of your creations --for God does not chide even one of his creations – he loves all of them, no matter how much the creation does not love itself.   Embrace who you are.  Stand tall in your light.  I am White Buffalo Calf Woman.



You Hold the Magic of Ever Changing Possibility

As received by Gillian Macbeth-Louthan

So many are still hanging on for dear life to what was and what should have been what could have been. Lets face it dear ones the tide lines have shifted and you can no longer sunbath upon the shores of the past.  You alone hold the magic of ever changing possibility.

The outcome of all actions is innumerable and cannot be numbered.  In these times of change many have lost sight of the shore and thrash about drowning in a tidal pool. When the winds of change blow you can ride them soaring to new heights in delight or allow them to keep your tired and exhausted always fighting the force. You now come to a place of struggle or release. The struggle tightens the grip, the release relaxes what binds us, and we are freed from the snare that entraps us  We have been flying against strong winds for far to long we have forgotten that we can change direction in flight, and let the aft winds support us. That which has been against us now supports us.

Don’t subscribe to that which does not know itself. Subscribe to that which houses all knowledge without the limits of time.  The presence of magic is alive and lives in the light. It is seeing God with a child like wonder in all things and all outcomes. It is believing in that which is not seen but can be felt in the heart. Recapture what was once a given.  The universe leaves secret instructs at every turn of your day. Become investigative in nature; seek to see what lies in plain sight. Communicate with a deeper face of nature. She calls to you blindly to share her experience, as she changes costumes and acts.

A natural rhythm needs to be established as you walk the sacred path of life not as a stranger but a partner. See the magical qualities of life and step back from that which overwhelms you. Nature is a great healer, look at life from a different angle, and make your choices accordingly. When you see beneath the surface you see with the eyes of God. See with a great hope and a deep knowing. Become a seer of what is invisible to the human eye but not the human heart.



As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

You have each walked into a stairway of questioning, of asking what is the next step of my journey, of my heart, of my mission. You stand at the top of the stairway to heaven, but it does not connect to anything that you can feel or see.  Your hearts’ desires live above the patterns of the mass consciousness and the mass manifestations.  As you reach into your higher heart for higher truths, higher lights and higher loves; you also reach for higher creational abilities.  These manifestations live in the invisible.  They are visible only in your mind, in your heart and in your dreams.  But they are invisible in your physical world. 

You are asked to place all of your desires, your wants, and your needs –upon an invisible future.  There are so few that truly know without a doubt that the invisible will manifest in accordance with how deeply, how strongly, how powerfully they believe.  You cannot see your future because your future does not live here on earth.  It has not come as of yet.  It has not manifested, you are ahead of your creations.  In this there is great frustration, as you feel all alone in your creations.  It is like baking a cake from a cake mix box that has no directions on it, putting it into an oven that is invisible and turning on a timer that does not exist. 

Each of you holds your personal 'vision in invisibility.'  Every great person that has existed on this earth has held the vision in a place of invisibility.  First they imagined it, then they embraced it, and then they loved it until the invisible became true.  It did not come by some divine decree. It came into manifestation through the hearts, the yearnings and the desires of those that called it into existence.  You are responsible for creating the invisible dream that dwells in your heart.  You hold it as one who holds a baby bird in their hands – comforting it, giving it warmth, nurturing it.  You are continually birthing what you need, and what you desire.   

Most people give up before it is manifested -- the very day the birth is to be announced they quit, they stop, and they walk away.  They think who will notice?  Who will care?  Everything of life notices and everything of life cares!  All of Earth was ready to welcome in that manifestation that you so lovingly created, and germinated inside of your heart and that you so thoughtlessly aborted before it was birthed.

Trust the seeds that you have planted.  You must trust that what your soul yearns for is true and will come forth and be birthed. The Creator does not ever and can not ever sequester anything from you.  You are given full reign on earth. You are the ones that will birth the future. 

Each of you is asked continually to help birth a better future, a better Earth,  just by you're thinking.  Hold the vision of goodness  for your world – not just your own creations. Whenever you have an opportunity to seed another’s thought – give them the gift of what you know to be truth and hope.  Hold that gift long enough until it is birthed.  Do not ever give up on it.  The Creator, the Source has never given up on you. Do not give up on others.  Do not laugh at their dreams or toss their dreams to the wind because sometimes a person’s dreams is all that they have to live for.  Help to birth the dreams, the desires, and the invisible into the visible




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