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JUNE 2015

Issue 196

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Created, Channeled, Written, Published and Copyrighted with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986.

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***From your Hostess of Light



*** We continually sabotage our dreams and our future,  

in an effort to save the rainforests of the old self


***Portals of Seeing



Finally I have the Gathering of SHE 2015: THE SEA SHE & Gillian MacBeth on facebook.



Each kindness that you do travels thru space and time touching all


From Your Hostess of Light, Gillian

Lately we have all walked thru many layers of fear as we come into more of our unearthed selves. Just like the shifting earth we do not remain the same for very long. We stand face to face with every inch of ourselves, knowing that our bodies are storage devices of unspent energies and unopened truths.

Energies that are now being asked to be dissolves. Like jello sitting out on a hot day, we are all letting go and most of that has been liquid!  Parts of ourselves surface like shifting sands and we come face to face with parts of our selves we have not known. We gasp as we see shades of our other selves making themselves seen.  Even if you have released and released every darn lifetime/ past present an future, parts of our unknown selves surface, like we are releasing multidimensional lives not just one.  The very matrix has shifted and humanities thoughts have risen in accordance with their desires.

Thoughts are living entities that seek themselves out, like to like. They gather and form into patterns of similarity. Some of these thoughts will take the form of virtual interference, technical glitches, others will form as unusual weather patterns. Do you ever notice that people that expect it to rain on their picnic can plan for it?

Many energies rise to the surface within self and others that are not very pretty to look at.  Parts of ourselves and others are now seen in living color as well as black and white with no gray area. Part of the ‘ongoing Initiation’ demands that we stand and straddle the river of emotions and thoughts that have surged as of late. People we love gone in a blink, animals we had forever leave us alone and empty, marriages stretched to the braking point, everyone feels this force no exceptions.

Humanity runs so fast from anything and everything that hurts, they do anything to num their emotions. Life is hard, and we are very soft. Many seek virtual soothing in the words of someone they never met. While in their very world no words are said. People 1000 miles away know you better than your own family.

The summer will reunite many parts of self that do not make sense now. As if being prepared for an important event you do not even know about, you will move thru the many stages of self, like an experienced caterpillar, knowing one day its true colors will shine.




Dear ones it is time to remove the humanness that keeps you so strapped in to all the roles that you once played.  Know at this time and this vibration and this intersection of light you are worthy of grandness that you have failed to become in the past.  You are a conjunction of all of your doubts, of all of your imaginings, of all of your needs.  You are conjunction of time and space and heaven and hell.  You are the destiny of this beauteous planet that you stand upon. 

You hold the vibratory key that escorts so many into a portal, a place of safety and it is in this place of safety that you will lift them so they do not stumble.  You will lift them by drinking for them, by sleeping for them, by praying for them, by holding the fire light for them.  You will lift them in your song, in your laughter and in your playful manner because that is what you have always done.

 So many wear somber faces hating life.  This life is gift and should be received accordingly.  Embrace all those shortcomings that you try so hard to cover and prevent others from seeing.  Embrace and love all the stupid things you do throughout the day and all the imperfections that you wear so well.  For all of nature is beautiful, as are you.  Your worth is priceless and in that priceless vibration you need to embrace all the dreams within your heart.  Do not cut yourself short.  Do not put on the brakes when you yearn so deeply in your heart to fulfill desires that are a but a tiny seed of creation waiting on being birthed. 

The time to address all your fears is now.  The time to move forward wearing a badge of courage is now.  The time to dream as big as your possibly can is now.  Do not be afraid of the predictions; do not be afraid of the prophecy whether it is true or not.  for the vibratory level that you live in a safe place that is beyond the reach of what makes others so fearful.  You must believe without a shadow of doubt; look at your shadow and embrace every party of her for you wear her because you have earned her.  Every valley of woe, of death and demise you have walked through  now comes to a point of reflection and in this reflection there will be a collage of mirrors.  Every angle you look at you will see yourself differently and that is your gift. 




Within the human being is a seed of hope a divine blueprint that has promised never to leave. A seed that stays planted no matter how bad the weather and storms of life may be. So many people have worked so hard only to see their dreams laid to rest in a barren thirsty soil. They have followed their divine blueprint into a desert that grows little and a land that does not support.  They have extended themselves financially, emotionally and physically plowing a land that is unfriendly and desires not to support what their heart yearns for.

As their dreams begin to wither in the high noon sun of earthly chaos and manipulation the light of hope seems to fade, the heart begins to close the door on hope. We become robot like as we struggle not to feel the sadness in our heart. We  don’t want to give up on what lives in our heart but we do not see the seasons changing in our favor.

All hands of the planet reach out to take what little you have stretching you into more fears and tears.  The price of all goes sky high as you continue to make ends meet the rope gets tighter and tighter around your dreams seeming to squeeze the very life out of them. We begin to feel like silly putty bouncing off the walls and only absorbing the pictures that others give to us.  We try hard to escape this harsh reality but life swims toward us with an open mouth hungry to take any and all.  Any illusion of control is held tightly in the body as pain as we announce to the world what we are not going to do louder than what we will be forced to do via life and circumstance.

Our bodies kick and scream and our soul pirouettes spinning out of control as the seasons of time demand our undivided attention. All personal considerations go on hold as these vast energies enter our field of inquiry. Fight or flight gallops thru our biological system as adrenaline glands pump hard like horses in the Kentucky derby.  Like neighbor kids in a snowball fight, no harm intended but it still hurts. We feel helpless and hopeless as our dreams seem to whither on the vine. Our ability to nurture has turned into the need to survive. We begin to panic looking for the escape hatch, anything has to be better that all of this planetary upheaval.

All of these events have been predicted for many years but we did not hear and we did not want to see that particular future. We now sit in space and time asking to be rescued by anything or anyone. In this place of vulnerability the scent of danger is sensed, as we become victims of a changing world. How can little ole us fight the oil companies the government the choices of people that do not seem to know what they are doing? How can we correct the balance of a world and economy on tilt?

Well dear ones it is time to get off our humbled haunches and stand up for all we believe to be good and light and truth and honor. We have been schooled for this time and energy our entire life. We are not little in light or purpose we are destined to make a difference person by person thought by thought without fear of consequence.

We have the light to shift the molecules that seem to own us taking away our freedom of choice. Yes we are adrift on a sea of manipulation by all that seems grander than we do. Yes we are padding to our hopes and dreams in a beautiful pea green boat, on a sea that changes its currents every day. We are not someone’s puppets to be played with and restrung at a moments notice. We are the rescuers of a world that has come undone. It is up to us to hold  the vision of peace, praying for the greatest good of all concerned.

We can shift our world thought by thought starting with our own little personal universe. We are not blind victims in a con game, we have come into this with eyes wide open, and no matter how hard we try to close them we can still see clearly.  No one on this earth has the right to shrivel our dreams pushing us from the cliffs as we strive to climb to new heights.

We have a great promise that lives in our soul over-shadowing all disbelief. We can not and will not let others decide our destiny. Are we so small and meek that we are afraid of everything. How can we let such things make us give up on our dreams of doing and becoming? We are greater than what befalls us. Our life force has better things to do than swat at what is small and pesky.  We have people to love, an earth to heal, and life to live to the fullest.



We continually sabotage our dreams and our future,

in an effort to save the rainforests of the old self

Humanity is destined and designed to change and for change.  Like water, we each have the potential to experience many forms.  We have our liquid days, our solid days, our vaporous days, and our evaporated days.  We can be as an iceberg, a stream, a cloud, a raindrop, mist, or an ocean.  We are 90% water.  We ebb and flow with every new thought, every sunrise, and every storm, every eclipse.  Yet year after year, we yearn to stay still, stay stuck, stay constant and in our comfort zone.  The only true constant that we really have is the fact that we will always shift and change!

As we move thru this year, the weight of our do’s and don’ts seem to get heavier and solid. They gather around and cement themselves at our feet, creating an immovable sinking feeling. Our intentions chomp at the bit, our soul gives us the green light to move ahead. We sink deeper and deeper into despair and dis-repair, as we beat ourselves with the proverbial wet noodle.  We spend vast amounts of energy disagreeing and arguing with ourselves. Trying to tame what seems to be the wild beast of indecision, that holds us back, always blocking our way to happiness, to love, and to abundance.  With the amount of energy that we spend on arguing with ourselves, we could build malls, erect towers, and maybe even a pyramid or two. Yet still we stand still, as we sink deeper in the quicksand of immobility, into the quagmire of non-action. 

We continually sabotage our dreams our desires, our future, in an effort to save the rainforests of the old self.  We hold tight to that which once served us.  Numbing our ability to move into the new, the shinier, and the bright future of our dreams.  Why are we afraid to move forward?  Why are we afraid to take action on what lives in our heart? 

Everyone on earth is feeling the transformation.  We all know that there is no staying in the comfort zone, the null and void zone.  We know it is time to get up off the benches of the old self of the past and move into the playing field of the new, the now.  Yet when it comes our turn to bat, we freeze.  Frozen still in all of the possibilities, the new doorways the wonders of our future.  Embracing our ‘Popsicle consciousness’.  Like Frosty the snowman, waiting fearfully for warm weather, knowing the change is inevitable.  Understand that the restlessness within you is a Gentle reminder that it is time to let go. ‘Resistance is futile’.  Nothing can grow in your resistance. 




Just like Time itself, Black Holes have an all or nothing temperament offering no in-between. This summer asks us all to enter places in our awareness that we have never even considered an option. To  venture into our own  personal cave and come out clearer than we have ever been. To enter a black hole in consciousness requires a letting go of all you knew yourself to be. Emerging into a place of  complete metamorphous.

The phenomena called black holes can be seen as bottomless pools of consciousness. Places where you enter and are forever changed. Many of the great ones from the past went into deep dark caves for years and returned profound. They used these dark caves of consciousness as one would use a black hole, an entryway to other worlds allowing them to see more than ordinary man. When they exited the caves it was obvious they had lost fear of life and death and everything in-between.

This year is an all or nil experience. As you stand at the edge of who you once knew yourselves to be the universe is asking you to embrace a future that has not been scripted. Allowing new encodings to be fired off in the brain that had not been accessible before now. The ultimate choice is to live and love without thought of loss. To jump without fear into the abyss with the knowing that in all darkness light is held captive. To come to the ledge and fly without remorse. There is no growth in a safe space.

Embrace the energy and light that you house and reach for the sky. Seek what inspires you as you idle in neutral waiting to see.  All emotional flailing about weakens the immune system in a world that is already on edge.  The planets will align this summer in a form that creates a sacred geometry. Bantering with the future does not place one in the cockpit of destiny. What is yet 'to' be is still unformed and embryonic of state. Waiting to be birthed.



From now until the end of the year you will find yourself

In an accelerated Visionary capacity

As you have the eyes to see a great responsibility is birthed


– Open eye visions happening as you are driving, as you are talking to another, as you are just sitting pondering.  This ocular frequency is opening up eight separate portals within the eye structure.  There are many parts of your eyes that are like a honeybee hive with hexagon structures. There are eight segments of geometric patterns within the eyes around the iris.  These portals of seeing are coming as a gift for you.

do not ask you to be flustered, fearful and angry over what you see.  As the Seers, what you see is not always pretty. See with the eyes of the universe. You are becoming as listeners as well. You hear the thoughts of others, you hear the cries for help and silently you address them.  You are so sensitive to these energies, we ask you to lift your senses, lift your seeing abilities, lift your listening abilities, lift your knowing abilities to a place where they cannot be dislodged.   How many times a day do you ‘flunk’ in the name of the Light? Imagine all the people that don’t even think about trying, that don’t think about being a better person, or about doing a kindness. 

Allow these truths to escort you into higher octaves of your own DNA patterning. you have played every role thru time and you hold that information within you.  We try hard to prepare you with as many vibrational tools as possible. Trying so hard to Help you move effortlessly in a fluid manner through these shifts. You are the one that holds the light and anchors it. When everyone else gives up, you stand tall in believing.




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