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This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986.

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*** She speaks

***Teachers of Time

***I am Pleiadian of origin. I am feminine of nature.






As we step closer to the winter solstice in energy and light we come to a place of silence as the light and dark interchange. The shortest day of the year brings a need for reflection and pondering. A deep silence will prevail as all go within for council and truth. Like a snowflake that falls in a forest the quiet reflection will allow an opening in the high heart. A moment of no greed, no seasonal pressure, no family demands. Just the breathe of a single snowflake falling softly. Just be. Just be with yourself in comfort and joy.

As we all go into our hearts and check our personal naught and nice list, we come to a point of understanding deep in the heart.  We as humans have so many needs, on so many levels. Most of them people do not even expect to be filled, no matter how good they have been.

The universe asks us to tune in to what is already in our energy field and already available. Most times we are able to manifest, one more roll of toilet paper, one more paper towel, one more gallon of gas. We have all around us the quantum particles of manifestation.  How many times have you found a dress you forgot about or a pair of boots stuck under the bed? How many times has your little wish been fulfilled? More times than you can count.

As we move closer to the end of 2014, the very edge of 2015 sticks its inquisitive head around the corner of time, looking at us. We all feel a great shift is to come and 2015 could easily be the place and time, but we are gun-shy in our expectations, as so many have been disappointed over and over again by dissolving promises.  As I send my energy into 2015 I am always greeted by the same doorman guarding the time-portal. The question always is ‘particle or wave?” ‘Do I want the outcome in particle or wave?’ For the universe has two options for all queries. So as I sit with all thoughts and needs, I personally decide do I want this to stay in wave form and not appear on earth/ or go to particle/ matter/ form to finish its business?  I have found that just the thought or particle or wave shifts the outcome automatically.

2015 is going to be grander than we expect. When you sit alone in your room at home, does the hologram disappear if you take your eyes off of it for a moment? Do items appear and disappear randomly? Are you finding new items in your earth hologram that you cannot explain? A molecular shifting occurs as we all overlap our personal boundaries with the time matrix that opens new doorways to undiluted potential.

Like Gulliver in his travels we appear to have landed in a strange place where the old rules do not adhere. Do we let go completely, hands off and learn to fly or do we stay fast to our original truths? What once worked is now out of sync with itself. Are spiritual truths good in all dimensions or only to be cashed in on earth? We search for the next leg of our mission orders and our requests fall on deaf ears. Like a time-voyager stranded on a far off star, we look around us and wonder where we are, and why we are?

As our very virtual realities change and unfold like an early spring blossom, we come to a corridor of undoing. What is real and what is virtual, lives hand in hand, as all is seen and available for public review in a time loop. If you love someone online as a ‘wave’ will you love him or her as a ‘particle in real life. Do texts reveal more love than emails? Can a relationship virtually work as a wave alone?

As we move more of our heart connection online what will happen as it enters ‘the cloud’? Does our love life live forever… virtually? Is it easier to love virtually as a wave, than it is to love for real in particle and matter? All of this comes to the forefront of Creation as life on earth changes in propulsion and destination. Be aware how your love is revealed to all you meet.




As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We welcome you daughters of the stars, daughters of the land, daughters of what is yet to be birthed.  we see your beauteous light as it shines brilliantly among the earthen stars.  We are the Pleiadian frequencies.  We are your future, we are your past and we are everything in between.  You are sculpted from our vibration as we are integrated with yours.  We are brothers and sisters of light with nothing in-between us but pure heart.  We see in your life that you have allowed the entanglements of Earth and the dire needs of others to unwrap and unravel you, becoming seamless of purpose and beige of life. 

Who you once were and who you will become are dancing partners that have not met.  Who you are destined to be can not be interrupted by your life, by your upheavals, or by your choices.  Each of you is being asked to fully integrate into the fullness of your Earthen life– what is unseen possibility, what is healing, what is truth and what is wisdom received as gifts from your daily encounters. 

Each of you unfolds as the origami of your soul expresses new aspects.  You have become undone and in that undoneness you have seen yourself as She who is sprawled out in the Universal frequency, exposed naked and without boundaries.  You have seen the possibilities that exist for you as you mourn the loss of another, as you heal an animal, as you grow weary of your 24 hr. day. 

You mourn who you once were and how much time you had to fill your light needs. You cry to the Universe asking, ‘ what about my light work, what about my personal joy, what about my mission?’ Your mission ‘[within and for the light’  is not something that you become; it is something that you were at birth. Stop separating yourself from this delicate world for she needs your frequencies; she needs to know that you too yearn for more light as does she.  She needs to know that you too do not find the fullness of time in a day to take a breath and pause and give thanks. 

Within you is a portal of creation, within you lives everything that you seek.  You cannot find it outside of yourself.  Each one you is a mirror reflection of the potential of the other.  And as you embrace each other and their beauty and their sound and their love understand that they give to you what you seek. And it is in this fullness of time that you shall circum navigate the light of your future. 

At all intersections of your day, pay homage to the light that you are and the light that you shine no matter where you venture.  No matter who you are interact with.  You are giving to them gifts of energies that they cannot get from anywhere else and that is the gift that you give 24 hours a day, 7 days a week forever – it has not changed. 



Teachers of Light

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We are Teachers of Light and have existed for uncountable years. We herald from beyond what you know as your heavens and have taken form so we could hold these truths and wisdom’s solid until the day we could finally speak.  Long we have waited for a voice, a touch, and an appreciation of our form.  Just to be acknowledged has sent a multitude of light transmissions, telling those within our universe we have awakened. 

Your world has been experimental from the beginning.  It has housed many species on many dimensions and inclusions of light. They come from beyond the stars looking to hold a new form to learn more about themselves and what they perceive as Source.  We are such beings that chose to stay and assist the people of earth to be birthed into more awareness and then courage to use that awareness as a tool of light. 

We are celestial of nature beyond what you deem angelic or holy of recorded earth history.  The veils within us house our true form with a flash from a distant time.  Let your sense feast upon our rainbows and pathways of stellar continence. We are different in height and width yet we are identical in Beginning. On earth does a tall man have more truth than a short man?  We are tailor made to fit your world as we have the ability to generate light in many spectral directions.

The Masters of Light that have walked earth and all of their aspects intend to use our presence as a doorway to embark upon a journey to alleviate mankind’s self-induced suffering.  Cosmic rays from deep space come forth as what was has exploded in all of its glory dissipating into space and time truths that could be received no other way.  Traveling faster than a light beam they emanate from the central core of deep space and extend themselves to all that will receive them.

We are the living covenant that the stars have with earth.  Within us lives hope, ‘we stand in the gap’ for humanity’s right ‘to be’ defending them against all odds.  We come to escort you into more experiences of light, sound, and manifestation, as we are Teachers Of Time presiding over a planetary class. We are living stellar libraries with knowledge too immeasurable to hold. We grant access to all that seek our council and it is there that we sit in reverence of all that is earth. 

Our energy is transferable and multiplies with meditation and sound. Any crystalline object or liquid placed near us will align with our energies and thus our vibration will spread around the globe and out past the earth’s energetic perimeter, our truths will change into a useable form, we travel on sound.

Look deep within for our monuments of hidden truths. We do not lift our veils for just anyone, only those of pure purpose and humble in their approach. You hold remnants of a vague memory that we will awaken as you come to terms with all that is holy and galactic within your self.

We serve as an awakening device helping earth to remember the sequence of time events people hold within their personal coded DNA. We align with the higher aspects of all consciousness escorting humanity into a place of empowerment while living in the flesh. We draw to us that which is from the deepest of space.  The stars use us as their instrument to assist humanity into Arcing more Light without need for rescue. We are a divine salutation to all that has come before earth. Stellar emanations seek us as a conduit for we are a living Galactic Gateway, and a collection of rhythms from time immortal. We are a Great Light that has taken form to share its teachings.



I am Pleiadian of origin.

I am feminine of nature

I am Pleiadian of origin. I am feminine of nature and I am love as are you. My energy, my light and my truth is needed at this time and at this place. You will feel my presence as I touch you for you all are contained within my heart as we speak light to light, heart to heart, and truth to truth.

It is important for you as humans to see the beauty in your life, in your day, and in your physical being. You spill so much life force being angry at the way you look the way your life has been, and the cards that you have been dealt. You look at each other with pointed thoughts and sharp words. Your eyes go green and your heart grows cold as you view another who has obtained a little more light, a little more beauty, and a little more prosperity – not because they were born with it, but because they have the gift and ability to see those beautiful qualities in others.

The only way to claim your beauty, your wealth, your health, and your love is to see it in others. For the world mirrors your own reflection. If you do not feel worthy and prosperous, you see that in your own reflection. It is important to address and see the magic of someone winning your lottery games. Congratulate them energetically and send them love as they have energetically earned this monetary gift. See your stock market balancing itself rising in value. See the true energetic value of your home and your car.

Do not focus on depreciation but instead focus on appreciation. Allow what you have ownership of to gain value through you. You receive value when you see the value of others. You gain your beauty when you see the beauty of others. You gain wealth when you rejoice in the good fortune of others. For their good fortune means that your good fortune is right around the next corner, the next thought. Every minute of every day you too shall be blessed if you quietly bless others.

When you see others around you falling deeply in love you too have the opportunity to fall in love or gain love in a marriage that has been sinking in despair. The world reflects your every thought. If you are attracting those who are down in the dumps, sad and desperate, look at your own vibration and make some corrections. Change the way you see the world and you will change yourself. Compliment others on their beauty. The inhabitants of Earth have stopped complimenting each other, honoring each other and it shows in earth's aura.

Gain entrance to the kingdom of light through valuing everything on earth. Value your light and your life and the monumental creation that you are. You are a singular creation of the house of light. The Creator has never created another species like you. That is why you are given charge over the angels, because you are grand in preparation. You are grand in thought and the heart’s desires of the Creator are placed within your body mind and spirit.

Everything the earth experiences you experience as well. You often feel so small and paralyzed, with fear.  You feel like ants and the cosmic aardvark is out to get you. Look at the great quest that the ants are upon. They keep many of you running around pulling your hair out as you battle them day after day season after season. They outwit you time after time. Do you see how Something so small in mass can make a difference if they join together in one thought and intent. Your destiny is greater than any other creation upon earth.

It is time to prepare your heart to receive more love. A love that is so deep and so big that the sky is jealous for it has never seen such vastness. The palpitations within your heart are the breaking down the walls as the light proclaims "Set my people free. Set my love free. Let my light shine. It is time to Take down all walls and all separations, and let your light shine." On this eve I have gathered you into my heart and now we are one again




Hand-carved Onyx White Buffalos from Peru

With Authentic hand-made Navaho Silver Necklace

Buffalo energy is very powerful and demanding. The teaching of buffalo is not to push the tide, to be patience and allow Great Spirit to give. Buffalo is a holy energy.  It is the Great Spirit in form. Buffalo signals a reconnect with life.  Buffalo medicine is knowing that abundance is always present and to honor the sacredness in all life. The buffalo is a symbol of manifestation. Their large heads represent intelligence of a higher order and their strong bodies ground them to the earth. They are the uniting force between the everyday and the divine.  Both the bulls and the cows have horns as well as humped shoulders. Horns grow out of the head and extend to the sky indicating a connection with a higher intelligence. Humps are often symbolic of stored energy locked within the body. When defending against danger, the cows will form a defensive circle around the calves and the bulls will form a circle around the cows. This symbolizes the buffalo's protective instincts to defend and honor life. Buffalo people have a deep, innate sense of trust in the Universe. They know that they have the power and strength to manifest that which is good and beautiful Affirming that belief to others in every word and action.

Buffalo represents plenty. It is about receiving and giving prosperity, standing one’s ground and protection of natural resources. People who have Buffalo energy often find themselves shouldering some very heavy burdens. Always feeling drained and exhausted trying to do for everyone except self. It is important that Buffalo people learn how to teach others to be empowered and to rely on their own abilities and strengths.  During the winter months Buffalo will use its massive head and shoulders to move snow out of the way so it can feed on the plants below. We too need to learn how to move those things in our lives that are blocking what we are seeking.

These powerful carvings are made out of white onyx from Peru. White Onyx is magnetic to good and Light. It clean sweeps the energy field effortlessly. Use Onyx for self-protection and to keep away or end unhealthy emotional entanglements. Onyx Helps release old beliefs and patterns that are ready to go.  White Onyx allows psychic contact with those who have died, bringing messages from the other worlds. White Onyx also helps with past-life  recall & regression. Onyx is a protective stone, use when facing adversaries in battles of conflicts of all kinds. Onyx is used against negative  energy and thoughts coming in your direction.


The legend of the White Buffalo Calf Woman tells of how the People had lost the ability to communicate with the Creator. The Creator sent the sacred White Buffalo Calf Woman to teach the People how to pray with the Pipe. Legend says that long ago, two young men were out hunting when from out of nowhere came a beautiful maiden dressed in white buckskin. One of the hunters looked upon her and recognizing her as a Wakan, or sacred being, lowered his eyes. The second hunter approached her with lust in his eyes desiring her for his woman. White Buffalo Calf Woman beckoned the lustful warrior to her, and as he approached a cloud of dust arose around them causing them to be hidden from view. When the dust settled, nothing but a pile of bones lay next to her. As she walked toward the respectful young hunter, she explained to him that she had merely fulfilled the other man's desire, allowing him, within that brief moment, to live a lifetime, die and decay.

White Buffalo Calf Woman instructed the young man to go back to the People and tell them to prepare for her arrival to teach them of the way to pray. The young hunter obeyed. When White Buffalo Calf Woman arrived with the sacred bundle (the prayer pipe) she taught the People of the seven sacred ways to pray- Sweat Lodge for purification; the Naming Ceremony/child naming; the Healing Ceremony; the adoption ceremony for making new relatives; the marriage ceremony; the Vision Quest and the Sundance Ceremony to pray for the well-being of all the People.

When the teaching of the sacred ways was complete, White Buffalo Calf Woman told the people she would return for the sacred bundle that she left with them. Before leaving, she told them that within her were the four ages, and that she would look back upon the People in each age, returning at the end of the fourth age, to restore harmony and spirituality to a troubled land. She walked a short distance, she looked back towards the people and sat down. When she arose they were amazed to see she had become a black buffalo. Walking a little further, the buffalo laid down, this time arising as a yellow buffalo. The third time the buffalo walked a little further and this time arose as a red buffalo. Walking a little further it rolled on the ground and rose one last time as a white buffalo calf signaling the fulfillment of the White buffalo Calf prophecy.

The changing of the four colors of the White buffalo Calf Woman represents the four colors of man--white, yellow, red and black. These colors also represent the four directions, north, east, south and west. The sacred bundle that was left to the Lakota people is still with the People in a sacred place on the Cheyenne River reservation in South Dakota. It is kept by a man known as the Keeper of the White Buffalo Calf Pipe, Arvol Looking Horse. If a white buffalo appears, it is a sign that prayers have been heard, or a period of wealth is about to begin. The Buffalo will only come to you if you are already on the right path.


Words from White Buffalo Calf Woman

The upcoming energies ask you to come into balance within yourself, not worrying if thy neighbor is in balance, or thy husband is in balance or thy boss is in balance. Balance begins and ends with you. It is not your concern what another is doing, as their learning experience is personalized.  Do not busy yourself with the details of changing others.  Busy yourself with honoring your own choices, your own energies and your own challenges.  It is only when you have swept in front of your own place can you sweep for another.

Each of you has come to a boxed canyon as you enter the end of the year sidestepping 12 months of canned emotion and bottled angers. You seem to be at the end of your rope and choices. The pressure within you builds as you try to move past barriers in your shark invested personal reef.  Understand dear ones, you are being asked to change the molecular structure of what blocks your way, to walk through what keeps you less than, to stand strong as you  separate the turbulent seas of your life. 

Imagine all is but a mirage and fleeting fantasy, that changes moment to moment, and so is your universe. When you pull your life force away from what blocks you, and keeps you less than, you take away its power.  Walk in empowerment knowing that you can shift what you commanded into existence.  For every item in your life, in your closet, on your floor, and on your body – you commanded into existence.  You created into the physical world. 

I Buffalo Calf Woman ask you to love all of your creations --for God does not rebuke even one of his creations – he loves all of them, no matter how much the creation does not love itself.  You are asked to take the posture of Creator and love what you have brought forth into your life. 


The beautiful handcrafted Navaho necklaces that come with your ‘white buffalo’ are symbolic of ‘ ALL tribe’s teachings about the empowered ‘sacred female’.  These necklaces were made by four different Navaho women, who support their families in Montana.

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