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Created, Channeled, Written, Published and Copyrighted with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986.

The Quantum Awakening reaches a core group of millions of dedicated Planetary LightWorkers.

One to one, light to Light, it births itself into completion from that point forward


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***From Your Hostess of Light about these lovely button pushing energies

***9-9-2015 Cosmic and personal completion

*** I am Sophia


*** 12:12 Accessing the Goddess Codes Workshop





From Your Hostess of Light about these lovely button pushing energies

We all come to the apex of our being in-between the light and the dark of the moon, the sun, the self. We run from our own shadow as it comes up every morning to teach us how to connect with our personal dark matter universe. Like a personal pan pizza the shadow fits all sizes. It taunts us seeding our thoughts with little deceiver nouns and pronouns, First names, past actions, deceits that went unexplained, plausible deniability all comes knocking at our subconscious filling our psychic in-box.

Everything comes to the surface as we shadow dance and box with our own light. Questioning everyone’s motives and actions, As we slide away from our own dingy personal laundry.  in the USA political years seem to bring out that Wiley Coyote Energy, trickster. Like a magic trick exposed too many broken promises produce a planetary acid reflux, a bad taste in the mouth and soul.

The eclipses of September push all of our buttons no matter where the energy lands in your chart or in your yard. It will be one attention-getting event. However with that in mind know that holograms abound and at the push of a button. A second coming, a Marion apparition, a Buddha or Krishna in the skies or our space brothers?  How do we know what is real and what is Memorex? Do we trust our Visions or are we being emotionally manipulated by outside intentions?

These very deep questions come up for our soul to assimilate, and like a cow with seven stomachs, boy will we digesting many new truths, until we get it right or the cows come home.

The very vibration of a sacred holy event in the earth sky is what the people of earth truly seek and need. They want to know that someone, anyone is out there, looking out for them caring for them and maybe even rescuing them. In the years gone past such events of heavenly presentations were an every day event. People made journeys all over the world to see the reflection of Mary on a building or Jesus’ face on a waffle. The land reflected the holy hopes of a people that are wired to believe.

Everything holds a holiness no matter what its earthen structure and form. People know miracles when they see and fell them, no matter how silly that may appear to onlookers. A miracle is a miracle and like a double rainbow or a flower in the winter snow, it is a personal gift from the universe and for your heart only.

Everything is connected in this place we call home, we are all made of the same stuff. When the atoms of our heart desire a holy manifestation a little miracle or 2, to lift our hopes up, the very quantum and biology of life is programmed to give that to us.

Predictions and prophecy fly about like magpies at the Queens outing. They cause chaos and fear which then lowers the body’s immune system and the entire planets immune system. Holograms abound on and off the planet. When you witness a holy manifestation or a bonified miracle you will always feel it in your heart first. Trust what you know is truth.

Sometimes we allow ourselves to be manipulated by outside stimuli and circumstances. It take a burly sailor to navigate in the emotional waters of today’s virtual tsunamis. We are touched by all words and actions of others, for we are one weave that the Creator has put together on a beautiful earthship seeking to find peace amongst his creations and species.

Like any parent energy you want your children to get along even if they are from different parents and parts of the Universe. Sibling rivalry can be messy and dangerous, look at Able and Cain.  We all come from the same Cosmic Wool but we each are woven a little differently to fill the gaps of creation and sometimes the need to entertain the universe.  It is this DIVINE DIFFERENCE that gives us our power to move forward beating a different virtual drum, while line-dancing in parallel existences, and still bringing home the tofu-bacon J No wonder we are tired all the time!

In other words dear ones even if a holy manifestation of a sky-lined event were to take place, ‘natural or ala carte’ it will still bring to us what we seek, which is some kind of sign. All things whether manmade or God made inherently hold a divine code, for every living thing comes forth from One Source and is forever connected to that Source.



Cosmic and personal completion! Entering the next level of love of heart, of soul and service to the planetary evolution through healing of self first. Free-falling from the height of the nine into the next level of Light. Entry and exits all in the same breath. A quantum leap into unknown gifts comes through the nine. Are you ready to see and become more than you are at this very minute of time? Nine is the photo finish on the heavenly line of multiple choices. If you believe you have won, you have!

As you walk forth into the door of completion, the longing for what you once desired will be changed forever. For in the recognition of completeness there are no needs, there are no desires, there are no wants. All is automatically filled by its corresponding parts of completion. As you sit in all of what you once were and all that you are destined to become, You look back upon your life and wonder was all of that necessary? Couldn't I have reached an all-natural state without the stress, the strains, the pains, and the lessons? The answer that you hear so loudly in your heart is No!

You needed to walk the ladder of experience in order to come to the roof of yourself, in order to see over the hills and the dales that you once thought you needed to experience. You enter a place of graceful emptiness. A place where you have completely emptied out of what you thought you were suppose to do, who you thought you were supposed to be. It is a place that you need not  fill with any yearnings. For in the emptiness of all that you are, there is such a fullness and completion that nothing will hamper your movement forward. It is only by emptying a glass that you experience its full potential. When something is full and complete, the next step is emptying.

Light defines itself in completion as light. The vibrations of all substance reside with the genetic imprint in the house of light. The light holds the original blueprint of all things.  Light comes in many shades. There are thousands of shades of white and there are thousands of depths of black.

On this planet of duality, you are given the task of dissecting the light and dark of your life. This year has issued a truckload of white lies outlining a gray ever-changing area. Many speak loudly with forked tongues. They ride the rails and do not commit verbally to any given ideology.  Humanity tends to stay close to the borders of light and dark, straddling the razor-blade fence of that particular creation. Humanity is now asked to do the cosmic wash and swim through all the dingy whites and dive deep into all the darks,  without coming up for air.  In other words, you are to come fully into your experience of life not judging the many shades of white/ light, nor judging the many shades of gray or shadow.

Each of you will become translators of energy. It would be a very bland world if everything were just vanilla. The hills and dales have created moral-fiber lines in your heart. Walking the path of poverty and prosperity has gifted you both the pauper and the prince’s viewpoint.  It has tenderized and seasoned you well. So stand tall knowing that everything is perfect. Stand on the chessboard of this earthen experience stretching your self and encircling all roles. In coming full circle one meets another face of their self. Completion does not mean destruction of the old but rather the use of that matter of past experiences as a support beam in upcoming creations.




I am Sophia, I am the breath of creation.  I bring within my words and energies a fulfillment that comes not from the substance of earth, but from the Stars. I ask you to taste the sweetness that you are as you kiss the lips of God. I ask you to taste the sweetness that was destined to be your life before you chose the conflict. Come forth into the fullness of your power in this hour of light. Do not wait a fortnight; do not wait another day until the timing is correct in your perceptions. For in the scheme of universal knowledge and the schematics of universal light, there is but this moment. In this moment you need to fill yourself with all that you want to be. Do not talk of what you shall accomplish one day, but fulfill that accomplishment within your mind, within the pictures of your heart and the pictures of your word in this moment, this thought.  You will find that as you speak, a gentle hum is heard in your heart as it begins to vibrate with truth so fast that music is created. These are not heart palpitations but the sound of love that hums through the caverns of your being.

I am She that was whispered into existence by the mouth of God. I am sometimes seen as Shekinah, the holy breath, the Holy Spirit. I am feminine of nature, but not always depicted as such. I come forth with the vibration and the teachings of the ancient order of the Magdalene. You birth a New World on this day by believing. You birth a great white hope that lives so deeply in your cell memory that you have not yet seen it in your world. You birth on this day a completion as you spiral and dance around all layers and faces of your soul and of yourself finally landing in climax within the oceans of your being. I am that which is yet to be found within you. I am the sacred feminine that you seek but do not always see reflected in the mirror of your life. I am the sacred face of the feminine light of God and I come to heal you as I come to birth myself.

It is time for you to celebrate everything about you.  For every one of you is a strand in the tapestry of the cloak of light. The doorway opens for you to see and to celebrate. Your life needs to be a celebration of who you want to be and who you know you are.

Shred the weather coatings that you wear as protection and allow your glorious beautiful self to be seen. Do not be afraid of your emotions or your angers or your passions. Do not be afraid of your wild hair days.  If you would sound my name in your heart, it will help you to heal.  it comes as an elixir.  Say my name softly to yourself – Sophia — Sophia – Sophia. Does it not soothe the thorns of your being? For in that sound is a memory and in that memory there is a great healing.

I thank you for being who you are. You have never allowed others to break your spirit even though there were times when you teetered very close to that. Do not allow anyone to take your heart. You can give it all that you want, but do not let others take your dreams or your desires. Give and give and give. That is the doorway to the greatest healing of all. Invite me in I will escort you thru passageways that you have forgotten. Run bare-footed in the temples of your past. Allow me to escort you into a place of completion. I am Sophia. 



I am He that is known as Michael.  I am He that has stood beside you, who has backed you, who has divided you from your grief, from your angers, from your confines.  I am He that walks with you always. Ask for my armor to shield you. Call upon me to stand as guardian of your light. To the front, to the back, to the left, to the right, above and below. Anchor Lock and seal this Light.

As the realms begin to shift like two tectonic plates doing the tango.  There is a crack between worlds and between time lines.  The energies of this tectonic tilting comes forth as an emotional earth shifts into a new perspective. This tectonic unrest will effect your body as it changes to accommodate the new energies being discharged.  This time space sorting is deliberate.  There will be delayed reactions as you go thru a time upgrade. This pause in time will  give your mind an opportunity to adjust little by little. 

Time will be sufficiently slowed down so that you can see the flower bloom, the leaves change color, the hummingbirds wings stand still for a nanosecond.  There is a noticeable difference that is felt on the subtle levels of your being. Everyone knows something has changed and they look all around to find it. You are given a slowing of time so that you can experiment with creation without consequences.  You are given this pause in time as a gift. In this time slowing event, in this methodical plotting of energies upon a graph of causal and pause-able time you are given a moment of divine hesitation, a flash-dance of peace, a moment to reclaim your true Identity. You are being asked to breathe the force of God into your life and body.  Time and energy has slowed down enough to allow you entrance.  Receive this ecliptic pause as a respite from an onslaught of emotional mayhem as reflected on the earths ever changing holodeck. I am Michael at every angle of your light and life.



The Goddess Series Presents






DECEMBER.12, 2015

10:00 am - 5:00pm/ snacks & coffee


Goddess Party 7-10 pm 

Glitter, glam, fun, dance, munchies

$77 covers it all

The vibration of ‘The Mary’s’ lives within the energy of 12:12. it is a holy frequency that aligns with the vibration of the Christ which is a #33. December 12th is traditionally celebrated as Ascension Day in some spiritual beliefs. 12:12 has always been a very powerful energy doorway that beckons us forward out of our comfort zones.  I personally have had some magical experiences at Marian grottos all over the world on 12:12.

12-12-2015 is a place where the numerical status of planet earth comes to an immediate turning point. A cellular and stellar expansion is introduced from a place where worlds and stars merge.  The gift of the ‘The Mary’s’ is celebratory HOPE imbued via Cellular intelligence. Throughout time, ‘The Mary’s’ have appeared to those that need consolation, healing, and love. On this special day we will open so many places of love and peace in our heart we will become the 12:12 Portal.


In this Powerful fun filled day with Gillian MacBeth-Louthan you will embrace many flavors of the Goddess and the Codes She houses as they are received in this Season of Love.  

The 12 days before Christmas come to gift us what our heart seeks.

The Codes come in waves of light, laced with a deep reverence for life.


***Experience a Great Multi-dimensional Christmas Healing

***Connect with the Christmas Angel

***Each of you will Channel your own Christmas messages via the Angels

***Connect with the Christ Child and Holy Mother

*** Gift of the 3 Marys Grotto Meditation

***Channeled Message via Gillian and much more…


Come spend the day and night with Ladies of Like and Light Mind.

Get a room at this brand new Hampton Hotel, sits up high away from the confusion

Share with a friend, have a pajama party!

Go for a healing swim in the heated pool after DANCING THE NIGHT AWAY…

Just think, you don’t have to make your bed in the morning.. J

A full hot breakfast awaits you, no dishes….

You can really have a girl’s night out with no worries

No Long Drive home after a fun night





601 N. Weisgarber Rd

Knoxville, TN 37919

(off of Papermill rd and I-40 , up High behind Holiday Inn Express)


Please pre-register & pre-pay

Seating is limited to 40 Goddesses


Send payment to

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

PO box 217 Dandridge, TN 37725









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The Chocolate Goddess

The Chocolate Goddess is a  divinely inspired Chocolate  Company that blends the power of gem and flower essences  with healing chocolate.  Gem and flower essences facilitate healing on the mental, emotional, and spiritual levels.  

The chocolate is just a magically delicious vehicle!

As I write this, I reflect on the number of times I've been called the Chocolate Goddess!   It was two years ago that Gillian of The Quantum Awakening suggested I merge chocolate with flower essences.    Healing chocolate, she called it.  The first year I declined - I wasn't ready and had other projects.   But she persisted.   After a long and rather arduous birth, they are ready and eagerly awaiting their journey to you!

These blends have been carefully crafted to assist you as you move forward on your path to higher consciousness.   They exact a particular effect in a very grounded way!    They will work for, with you, guide and inspire you

to bring about true healing in your life.

The Goddess Donna Gilbert, who is The creator of these healing confections, bridges the loves in her life. She is ‘A flower essence practitioner, an energy healer, Reiki master & intuitive counselor’ who receives her financial blessings as a ‘chocolatier’ and energy worker.  These flower and gem essence formulas are infused prayer, reiki,  love and gentle healing.

Specify your choice of one pound box or half pound box of Dark Chocolate, Milk Chocolate or White Chocolate with the formula you wish to purchase.   

A message from the essences will be included with each formula.

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Integrating the Divine Feminine/Masculine Consciousness

Manifesting Your Heart's Desires


The Eye of the Hurricane

Balance (a Chakra blend)

Celestial Assistance

Cost is $25 per pound or $16 per half pound plus shipping (to be determined by zip code).  Please Pay by money order, check or credit card. For details, more information and to place your order email

I wish you well on your journey.






September 13, September 20, September 27 & October 4th
Sia will be conducting a series of healing sessions called

designed to amplify self love through the group dynamic
while accelerating the individual participants along their own personal paths
and expanding their love quotient.

One of the most fulfilling things in this life is to do everything with love.  So even if you
feel your self love is healthy - this healing can still offer great benefits to raise your love
quotient - the amount of love you have within.
This will be offered four Sundays in a row.  You can choose to participate in one to four of
the offerings.  The more you do the less you pay.

Some of the effects of these Sundays will be...
- following your heart's desire
- taking care of your own needs
- taking responsibility for your life and happiness
- laughing often
- being yourself inwardly and outwardly
- spending time with people who make you feel good and
limiting the time you spend with people who don't
- forgiving yourself for what you perceive you've done wrong or haven't done
- accepting yourself the way you are
- allowing love into your life
- spending regular time having fun & playing

How it works:
A Therapeutic Gemstone session with Citrine Wash (approx 1 and a half hour)
will be received by every participant.
In each session Sia will use  Therapeutic Citrine, Tektite & Pink Sapphire,
Trinity Plus Plus Pink Divine Healing Liquid, Reiki & a 6-star formation.
(Usual price per this type of Therapeutic gem session is $125.00)

The sessions are done remotely connecting to your energy field and anchored through
your birth date  - so it doesn't matter where you are - what country you are in - or what
you are doing. Participants can go through their "normal" routine - sleep, work, play, etc
and fully receive the benefits.







Intuitive Readings, Therapeutic Gemstone Sessions,

Color Ray Readings,

 Healing Intensive and more.

Everyone has what it takes within to live her/his full potential.
On occasion, a new insight or input can catapult us to another level, creating
inspiration, new found energy, motivation, drive or simply an opening of another
door of awareness.  The sessions and services offered are designed to do just that
- providing a new inner harmony to stimulate an expanded version of yourself.





Therapeutic Gemstone Guide EBOOK 

This unique ebook contains explanations of the properties and effects

 of 187 different gems from the Gemstone Guardians along with color photos.

Also included is an explanation of gems as multidimensional tools, info on the chakras, info on color rays & the influences of the colors of the gems, explanations of shapes and more. A wonderful source of all types of information relating to Therapeutic Gemstones.




Tools for energy (vibrational) healing, meditation,

transformation, self-realization and higher consciousness



(Ascended Masters, Archangels, Elohims, Sprays, Blends, Gemstones, etc.)

EMF /CELL PHONE PROTECTION (Stickers, Necklaces and Spheres)


We create our tools through direct contact with the Host of the Ascended Masters including higher non-physical beings (angels, etc.) and the Ashram of the Gemstone Guardians.





Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
PO box 217
Dandridge, Tennessee