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As the summer fans herself in the heat of transmutation, you will all begin the arduous task of casting away parts of yourself that you still hold onto, parts of yourself you once identified with. As you cast these very heavy nets of self, you may start “throwing stones in the direction of others’ blaming them for all of your choices, beginnings and endings”. 

Pointing fingers at parents and siblings aunts and uncles. Hosting the blame game on your very own network of ‘poor me’. As you begin this dialogue with cells and universe and memory, you will push and alienate those who once had a place in your heart, throwing out the baby with the bath water. You will find yourself emotionally stranded upon an island of self, creating from empty spaces in your heart.

The haze from your eyes will be lifted so that you will be able to see the past potential within every ingredient and choice of your life.  Every failure, every success, every loss, and every gain will fuel the fires of transmutation.  Finally opening your eyes to fully understand what the word 'Creation' means and how it takes all elements and all choices to fully create as a God-in training- without fear.  Your choices that seem so limited today are vast future potentials disguised with a veil of invisibility, a sub-atomic membrane that surrounds what is not yet birthed.

It is said by many that there are secret chambers within the Great Pyramid and within many sacred sites.  Yet using all scientific instruments of the day, nothing can be found. Yet millions of people continue to search because innately they know it is true.  It is hidden from the eye of the beholder,  but it is not hidden from the eye of the future and the eyes of the past. 

It is the same with you dear ones. You feel every thing around you beginning to take form, offering you new opportunities, new understandings, and yet, you see it not with the eyes of your humanness.  You know it is there because you can feel it.  It silently breathes upon you; it fogs up the lenses of your eyes.  Nevertheless, it avoids your touch.  You look deeply at your world and you see nothing.  Yet, you feel it with every inch of your body.  The invisible is alive and kicking, but it cannot be seen as with all the great secrets of life. 

You are straddling the boundaries of the formed and the unformed.  You visit the land of the void and you bring back creations from that land, but they are invisible in the now, the present.  Yet you know you held them in your hand as you came across the boundaries of the formed and the UN-formed.  In the present vibration of earth they cannot be seen.  You wait with bated breath for the next level of energy so that you can see all that you have not seen, all that you have not dreamed, and all that you cannot capture in a picture, in a thought, in a hand-full. 

Your sensories are being unveiled, but you trust them not.  You trust not what you see internally because you do not see it externally.  You trust not what the heart tells you for the mind is in command and the brain is captain of your ship, or so it seems.  You trust not the feelings that come to you, that wrap around you, and slink by you.  You trust not the touchings, the promptings, and the yearnings of your sensories because they cannot be depicted as tangible, as material, as 3rd dimensional. 

You all enter a doorway that is so much more than you can understand.  As a castaway on your island of light, reformat what is tangible, re-examine what you 'can' see.  Look in-between the letters of your name.  Look in-between the vowels of your life.  And look in-between the consonants of your expectations.  Just for a moment, focus upon your name; see it etched in the mind.  Now in-between every letter, there is another letter, a vibration, a sound.  It is the name of your soul that is etched in-between your human name.  Look for it.  It will explain much to you.  In-between is where you are right now. 

You are not formulated.  You are not your past.  You are not future.  And in truth, you are not your NOW.  Because there is no 'now'.  This metaphysical rhetoric of 'now' does not exist in the higher planes of energy.  Everything that you see has already passed.  The images your eyes give you are of the past.  The thoughts your mind gives you are of the past.   So there is no present, as you know it.  As you grasp for the present, it immediately becomes obsolete and the past. 

You are moving quickly through time gates of self.  You are at the octave in-between these next levels of self, of soul, and of expansion.  You are the unformed clay upon the potter of life’s wheel.  You are the chrysalis, you are the cocoon, and you are all that is not formed.  And we ask you to become comfortable in this.  For this will be the place of your future.  Do not expect to go back and have your world solidified as it always has been for most of your earthen existence. 

You now enter a time of vaporous energy.  A time where the ether, the ethereal is the doorway you enter day by day, minute by minute, and experience by experience.  Do not bet upon the horse that you can see, but bet upon the horse that is about to run the next race. What is in front of your eyes is not as solid as it appears.  Do not place all of your provisions upon the solidness that you see.  You are all building rafts to escape what seems to own you. 

You are building rafts out of parcels of thinking of the past, placing your future self upon a raft venturing into unknown seas.  Venturing onto unknown platforms.  Do not tie yourself to a raft of expectations that cannot assist you into the higher realms of light.  Do not tie yourself to your life as you have known it up until now, but allow it to be birthed free of form, something that was impossible to accomplish in the past. Throw out the expectations through the window of the old self, let them go.  Allow yourself to ride the winds of change into a newer shinier, less solid future. 

The human body will do much to confuse you as it makes choices that are necessary for its survival.  The human body can only re-live what has passed.  There is nothing within the human being that in actuality futuristic. Visualize yourself in a fog so thick you cannot see your hand.  See your human body within that fog. The human body cannot see the past, it cannot see what is behind it, and it cannot see the future and so it panics.  As it panics, memories that are held within the cell structure of the body come forth to draw your attention away from what your original intent was.  Expect your humanness, to kick, to scream, and to sidetrack you, as you become more comfortable with the unknown.  Know dear children that you are of the flesh of light and you place the light into flesh. You are paddling out to sea as Christopher Columbus, not knowing what lies in the fog, but moving forward regardless. 











From The QUANTUM AWAKENING & Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

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