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*** 10-10-2010 A day of Conversion

*** When you See a Need Fill it…..

*** Let Go of the Way you define yourself

*** Every thought is priceless





The HOLY SHE 2010


Smokey Mountains Sevierville TN

November 6-7 2010

Saturday 10:00 am-7:00 pm

Sunday Workshops start 9:00 am

Set your Heart and Light for November 6-7 2010 and point your magical crystal wand in the direction of the Smokey Mountains and Sevierville TN.  Women of a Great Light from all over the world come to experience the 4rd ANNUAL GATHERING OF SHE: ‘THE HOLY SHE’ held at the BLUFF VIEW CONFERENCE CENTER in HIDDEN MOUNTAIN RESORT-Sevierville. TN. This Event Horizon comes to fill your heart with a soft powerful feminine light that heals and guides.  Journey with these Great Teachers ‘those who See with timeless wisdom’ into the Holy She Aligning with all aspects of the Divine Feminine from Sophia, The Magdalene, Shekinah, Mother Mary, Maat, Isis, White Buffalo Calf Woman, Eve, Lilith, Joan of Arc and more! Each speaker houses codes of Light that will awaken the Divine Feminine allowing you access to ancient and future truths.  2 Days of Miraculous Journeys Working with The Holy She in all her Sacred forms.

For only $111 (pre-pay by 10-31-2010/ $122 after) you get a full day of seven powerful female speakers one after another, plus a continental breakfast, homemade soups/salads/bread for lunch and ‘just desserts’ whenever your in the mood. Sunday’s workshops with each speaker is a separate cost $20-$25 paid directly to Speaker

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As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

The vibrations of 10-10-2010 are all about conversion, changing from one form into another. A time where miracles come to life and breathe deeply of the broken dreams and lost hopes of so many with golden hearts. Conversion is defined as an event that results in a transformation, a change in the units or form of an expression: (like conversion from Fahrenheit to Centigrade) the act of changing from one use or purpose to another. A change in which one adopts a new faith, or belief. As a total unit  numerical #10 has the same vibrational word energy as the words; crown, man, arise, shine vitality, and conversion point

The vibration of this paramount day and year of 10-10-2010 conversion asks you how do you spend your time energy, money, and light. Do you spend too much time and energy in worrying or waiting for a sign from the universe?

How much time energy and money did you put into the last large item you bought for yourself (car, house, appliance, computer  etc) how many hours did you log (or blog) worrying about the money to get the item? How many miles did you drive looking for the item?  Look at all that time energy and life force that is now held in your new refrigerator/washer/ lawnmower etc. 

See that energy as a living light. The item has increased in value since it took so much of you and your time to manifest it. Take a moment right now and  visualize yourself breathing all that time energy and money in the form of a living light. Breathe  deep filling your void, filling the empty tired spots of your energy field. Just keep breathing in deeply and filling yourself with all the life-force you spent getting that item in the first place. 

When you are to a point of saturation just stop and feel that fullness touching every cell and molecule of your being. Now in your heart of hearts how do you want to spend this new light and life-force you have just filled yourself with?  You can keep it and just relax into it like a big ole soft cushion or you can take it and shoot it toward the next star you want to wish on.

It is important for you as humans to see the beauty in your life, in your day, and in your physical being. You spill so much life force being angry at the way you look, and the cards of fortune you have been dealt. You look at each other with pointed fingers and thoughts issuing such sharp words to those you love. Your eyes go green and your heart grows cold as you view another who has obtained a little more beauty and a little more money– not because they were born with it, but because they have the rare gift and ability to see those beautiful qualities in others, which is then reflected in their own energy field and manifestations.  

The only way to claim your true beauty, or love or wealth is to see and appreciate that quality in others. For the world mirrors your inner reflection. If you do not feel worthy and prosperous, you will see that in your own reflection. It is important to address and see the pure magic of someone winning.  

See the true energetic value of your home and your car. Do not focus on the thoughts of depreciation but instead focus on thoughts of appreciation. You gain value when you see the value of others. You gain your beauty when you see the beauty of others. It is only when you rejoice in the good fortune of others that you will gain your true wealth. For their good fortune means that your good fortune is getting closer, maybe right around the next corner, the next thought. Every minute of every day, you too shall be blessed if you quietly bless others.

The world reflects you. If you are attracting those who were down in the dumps, sad and desperate, look at your own vibration and shift your energy. Change the way you see the world and you will change yourself. Compliment others on their beauty. The inhabitants of Earth have stopped complimenting each other and honoring each other and it shows in earth's body and aura. Gain entrance to the kingdom of Light through valuing everything on Earth. Value your light and your life and the monumental creation that you are. There are no any other species like you. With the Creator, there are no repeating patterns everything is truly one of a kind. You are a singular creation of the House of Light. The Creator has never created another species like you. you were given charge over the angels because you are Grand In Preparation.

It is finally time to prepare your heart to receive more love. For the vibration of the 10:10:10 doorway of October 2010 is a doorway of love. A love so deep and so vast that your sky, your oceans, your earth is green with jealousy for it has never seen such GLORY. The stars grow dim with envy as they look at this Unconditional Celestial love that beckons to the heart of all on Earth. The 10:10:10 energy vibrates earth into a higher love quotient initiating itself within the hard-wired crystal of the human body. The palpitations within your heart are the breaking down of the walls around you as the light proclaims her solar emanations into every cell of the body. I leave you with the beat of the Creator’s heart pulsing thru your body and thoughts. 



When you See a Need, Fill it…..

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Each of you holds your personal 'vision in invisibility.'  Every great person that has existed on this earth has held the vision in a place of invisibility.  First they imagined it, then they embraced it, and then they loved it until the invisible became true.  It did not come by some divine decree. It came into manifestation through the hearts, the yearnings and the desires of those that called it into existence. 

You are responsible for creating the invisible dream that dwells in your heart.  You hold it as one who holds a baby bird in their hands – comforting it, giving it warmth, nurturing it.  You are continually birthing what you need, and what you desire.  

Most people give up before it is manifested -- the very day the birth is to be announced they quit, they stop, and they walk away.  They think who will notice?  Who will care?  Everything of life notices and everything of life cares!  All of Earth was ready to welcome in that manifestation that you so lovingly created, and germinated inside of your heart and that you so thoughtlessly aborted before it was birthed.

Trust the seeds that you have planted.  You must trust that what your soul yearns for is true and will come forth and be birthed. The Creator does not ever and can not ever hold back from you or sequester something from you.  You are given full reign on earth. You are the ones that will birth the future. 

You have each walked into a stairway of questing, of questioning, of asking what is the next step of my journey, of my heart, of my mission. You stand at the top of the stairway to heaven, but it does not connect to anything that you can feel or see.  Your hearts’ desires live above the patterns of the mass consciousness and the mass manifestations.  As you reach into your higher heart for higher truths, higher lights and higher loves; you also reach for higher creational abilities.  These manifestations live in the invisible.  They are visible only in your mind, in your heart and in your dreams.  But they are invisible in your physical world. 

You are asked to place all of your desires, your wants, and your needs –upon an invisible future.  There are so few that truly know without a doubt that the invisible will manifest in accordance with how deeply, how strongly, how powerfully they believe.  You cannot see your future because your future does not live here on earth.  It has not come as of yet.  It has not manifested, you are ahead of your creations.  In this there is great frustration, as you feel all alone in your creations.  It is like baking a cake from a cake mix box that has no directions on it, putting it into an oven that is invisible and turning on a timer that does not exist. 

When you see a need, fill it.  At that moment in time the universe is saying to you – “Help me to birth this.  Help God to birth it by just holding the vision long enough for it to manifest".

Each of you is asked continually to help birth a better future, a better Earth,  just by you're thinking.  Hold the vision of goodness  for your world – not just your own creations. Whenever you have an opportunity to seed another’s thought – give them the gift of what you know to be truth and hope.  Hold that gift long enough until it is birthed.  Do not ever give up on it.  The Creator, the Source has never given up on you. Do not give up on others.  Do not laugh at their dreams or toss their dreams to the wind because sometimes a person’s dreams is all that they have to live for.  Help to birth the dreams, the desires, and the invisible into the visible.



Let Go of the Way you define yourself

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


When God, the Almighty One, the Source, desires, that desire is enough to make it happen.  Your desires have great potential within them.  It is one level of the Commandment of Creation; desire, passion, want, need – all of these are descriptions of Creation.  God does nothing but desire an outcome and it is made manifest and so it is with you.  Watch your world more closely and you will see what we speak is not divided truth or diluted truth, but plain truth.  For all that is expected, births the unexpected.  Everything leads to evolution no matter where the path begins.  It is by walking upon your own creations that you will understand your dormant abilities.

All energies move forward in a continuum of invisible manifestation.  No event is wrong or right that serves the higher creation.  This sequestering all thoughts into doorways of right or wrong damages the birth process.  As you walk into the wholeness and the holiness of the expression of who you know yourself to be, you will find that the lines that divide and sever your being begin to fade with time, with wisdom, with love.  You will find that the expression of self that you know as the beginning and the ending of this life no longer are divided components. They become streamlined in the natural sense of the word flowing forward naturally. Issuing notice of cleansing of clearing. Issuing awareness of different octaves of knowledge, of wisdom, of strength, of being of young, of old, of was, of will be. 

Open the gate to the Vastness that you have forgotten that you are.  Open the gate to all that you keep yourself from separated in thoughts, in fears, in longings, and heart’s desires.   For it is only your belief systems that can decay the body.  It is only your belief systems that keeps you from moving forward in leaps and outward bounds.  It is your canyon that seems endless in a sky that seems cloistered.  Open the gate and set free all that has once served you so that it can learn to fly, learn to swim, learn to tunnel deep in the earth.  Open the gate to everything that your parents, your teachers, and your lovers told you that you could not be, you could not accomplish, you could not experience. 

Experience the flowing of the trueness of your beginning without end, of your end without beginning.  Let go of all self imposed limitations and programs.  Let go of all excuses that you have worn as medals, and all the procrastination's that you have used to lift you to places you fell from. Un-pot the potential that you have kept sequestered away, allowing the roots to bind themselves in containers of thoughts that limit you, containers of fears that only grow weeds, and containers of truths that were seeded to you by others.

Open to see all that is happening in a single moment in any place in this universe. For you have that ability but you must announce if to yourself in remembrance.  'I can see through space and time, through sky and cloud, through dirt'. 'I can walk upon water, through trees, through stars.  I am one with all and thus I can experience birth on a star millions of light years away.' 'I can experience being crystalline in nature and at the same moment be in an ocean and on a moon.'  'I can be fire and ice simultaneously.  I can be passion.  I can be love.  I can feel the sensuousness within all beings, in all places if I choose.  I can ask that every droplet of laughter be poured for me as a drink to sup upon.' 

What you seek is inherent within everything. What is of value to you?  Is it diamonds?  Is it gold?  Is it wood?  Is it water?  It depends on what part of the universe you park your self.  You can beckon to you all things that hold the richness that you seek.  The letting go of perimeters, of expectations, of boundaries, of containers, of thought forms frees you up to be it all.  Let go of the way you define yourself and allow your soul to re-define you in a way that serves the higher soul path.  the soul is destined to expand, to re-create, and re-define your lineage of light. We are the Pleiadian Council of Light.



Every thought is priceless

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


Time has shifted in accordance with new laws that have not even been enforced as of yet. In average human 24 hour day there is 86,400 seconds.  The speed of thought is faster than a nanosecond.  So in an average day see yourself having approximately 86,400 thoughts at the speed of the light.  If you were given a penny for every thought on an average day, you would accrue $864 per day.  Multiply that by seven days and you will accrue, per penny, per thought, $6048 per week.  Multiply that by 4 weeks and in a month you will have accrued $24,192 just by having a penny for your thoughts.  Now expand that and multiply it by twelve months.  In one year, just by a penny per thought, you will accrue $290,304 just by believing you will receive a penny per thought. 

Within this thought is a vast abyss of possibility. As we all truly know time has sped up as we move closer to Galactic center in our milky way it is a necessity to spend your time and thoughts wisely. To increase the value of time as it loses more and more of itself every day. Humanity equates time with money and so shall we. Is $290,304 enough for you to live on in one year’s linear time?  Does that seem like a lot or not enough? Every thought forms itself into what you believe – it is a living pulsing frequency that obeys your perception and creation of what should be.  Hold this powerful thought that has just been birthed and receive it in the fullness of time. 

Receive it into a place of deserving that surmounts any other limited thought of poverty creation.  Each day you have a choice to create in a positive pole or a negative pole.  Each thought moves to the South or the North of your thinking to abundance, to lack, to having enough to having not enough. Your day your abundance follows your lead into the land of plenty or the valley of not enough. Earth is like a big day care center you can play with all the toys but you cannot take them home. Allow yourself to receive financial blessings, allow your self to receive unexpected miracles of money.  Allow yourself to spend the abundance of the Universe with pleasure and with wisdom because that is your divine right and destiny. You and all life on earth were birthed from the stars. You are chemically and biologically part of all things.




As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


I am he that is known as Michael.  I am he that has stood behind you, who has backed you, who has separated you from your grief, from your angers, from your limitations.  I am he that walks with you on this day.  I ask that you beckon and call upon me to stand to the front, to the back, to the left, to the right, above and below of your energies.  I ask you to call to me on a daily basis and ask me to cover you with my protection.

The realms, begin to shift.  Like two tectonic plates that slide side by side.  In this sliding, there is a surface difference.  There is a crack in-between the worlds between the dimensions And between known realities.  The energies of this tectonic tilting comes forth in the form of earth shifts,  personal shifts,  heavenly shifts.  This tectonic energy and tectonic flux will effect your biological body.  There will be separation within body, mind, and thought process. What this means is that the body will react differently as though a time shift has occurred, separating action and human thought.  You will have a thought, there will be a pause, and the body will then react.  There is a time-lapse between thought and biological function.  You will do something but you will not have memory of doing it in this realm.

This time space definition in-between thought and biological action is deliberate.  There will be delayed reactions on everything on earth.  for you are going though a time shift that will effect everything and all actions, and re-actions.  This is gives your mind an opportunity to change, and shift slowly.  In that one celestial pause the Light, is hoping that you will embrace change and stop fighting your divinity. 

Time will feel sufficiently slowed down enough so that you can almost  see the flower bloom.  You can see the seed begin to sprout.  You can see the hummingbird’s wings motionless.  You have already begun to notice this as your sun rises and sets.  There is a difference that is noticeable, and felt on the subtle levels of your being. Everything and everyone knows  something has changed. 

you are given a slowing of time so that you can expand-- not contract.  You are given in between time to move away from the contractions of your world, of your money, of your health, of your thoughts, into the expansions of the divinity that needs to be more  involved in life, in money, in the future of earth. 

In this time slowing event, in this methodical plotting of energies upon a graph of light, in that pause, (in that inhale in-between every breath) see it as God breathing life force into what pains you, into what limits you, into what holds you captive and holds you victim.  Allow the energies of the universe to birth through you.  In God’s eyes – expansion and contraction are one energy.

In the slowing of time, the pause, God’s breath, you are given a moment of hesitation, a moment of peace, a moment to reclaim which way you are focusing your directional energies, which way you are focusing your mind and your intentions, and which way you are focusing your light.  You are being asked to breathe the spirit of God into your life.  Time and energy has slowed down enough to allow you to do this.  If in your world and in your mind, you feel that you must pay higher prices and that you must suffer – then you will create this reality.  But if in your world and in your mind, you are not deserving of such and it does not benefit you – then do not receive it.  It is as simple as that.




Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
PO box 217
Dandridge, Tennessee