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*** Gathering of She ‘when you see a need fill it’


*** Light Involution and Evolution







Gathering of She

‘when you see a need fill it’

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


Once a year the great ladies of light come together in energy and purpose to ask the light within the Smokey Mountains to awaken from a long dormant sleep and shine upon all that seek her wisdom. The mountains stand sentinel over many people who enter her sacred land seeking some type of peace and resolution within self and life.

For five years now I have watched as millions upon millions of people come to the Smokies like a mass exodus from many lands. Every type of person comes forth into the forestry heart of what is good about life and people. A deep gentleness and kindness permeates the soul and  whispers, ‘ I give fully from my heart to yours’. The gifts of these great energies come in many guises mostly to those who do not suspect and have turned a blind eye to life just going thru the motions but never really seeing or felling.

I created the yearly Gathering of She because when I see a need I fill it.  I saw the need and do my very best every year to fill it. Each year the energies, speakers, and frequencies are different and each year they increase in dimension and propulsion. This years SHE was no exception. As always, Spirit gives me the names of the speakers and I ask if they would like to be part of the SHE gathering. I always trust the universe knows what it is doing whether I do or not.

 This year was very interesting as the energies created a multi-dimensional crop circle type of sacred geometry configuration that moved over the energy field and body of each person in the room. The many lines of the divine female and holy she converged into a place that emulsified what would not blend of its own accord. The sacred geometry will allow the Ladies of She to carry the encodings until they are ready to be activated. These sacred encodings went deep into the earth at the point of the Smokey Mountains and penetrated all leylines. The language of light and sound, symbols and attunements entered with ground penetrating precision lifting the veil of the Promised One. Within the Smokies are dimensional doorways of time that has come undone, it is always so with the Guardians that stand as stone and earth amounded.

The Gathering of She in all of her forms and energies speakers and topics creates an actual ley line that is attuned to a place deep within the earth very close to the beating heart of the Mother. All ley lines lead to the planetary grid, the primary light and matrix. The Grid is the forgotten nexus between mankind and the Creator and a lifeline of extreme importance. Like a cell phone with bad reception, all can become distorted very easily. A line of direct communication must be open so all can hear with their heart of hearts. That is what the Gathering of She is all about.

Mark your calendars for October 22-23, 2010 Sevierville Tennessee /Smokey Mountains, the Gathering of She 2011: The Prophetic SHE in all her glory. Busting the Prophecies of old that keep us less than and attuning to the highest level of Light available is a must in these changing times. A lifting of Light will occur on a cellular and spiritual level. Learn to align with the highest vibration of ‘pure prophet’,  learn to shift the outcome of prophesied doom and gloom for all earth. See ya there, blessings Gillian MacBeth-Louthan




As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

I don’t know about you all but I am having another ‘on the road to 2012’ type paramount energy surge. we all are being pulled into a swirling black hole awareness with the thought of being completely alone in a rather crowded world. So many have been aware for so long we do not know any other way of life. Spiritual awareness is a normal part of life. so many are prepared and practiced in the art of conscious awareness and creation while driving on the road to enlightment.

We know we are lightworkers with a purpose but there are still days that we hang on by a single damaged hair. We know that we are not like others except for the way we look. We know that we will shift the outcome of a prophesy that comes unraveled and then re-sews its shapeshifter self into another possibility. We watch everything and everyone for a sign, a message, and a truth that will continue to invisibly escort us down the path of enlightment like a white feather floating down at every turn of awareness.

We look deep into the eyes of all we meet knowing good and well any person could be a saint a sinner an angel or a decoy. We discern every drop of energy that comes our way like a Mixmaster that examines its fruit before it becomes an emulsified smoothie.

We are the sentinels of light waiting for what is to come in any and all forms, it may take. We look for the cosmic code, an eclipse, a planetary lineup, stars exploding, something, any type of breadcrumb to lead us down the right path.  We sit high on our Mt. Olympus awareness looking above and below the clouds of illusion. There are days we think we are truly crazy for such thoughts and in the next breath, we get an undeniable proof, a new clue and the game starts again. Like well-dressed Bobbies in front of the Queen Mums abode, we wonder about the secrets we are guarding and the truths within our heart.

Between now and the end of the year 2010 we will have a few more energetic hoops to jump through. The wonderful planet mercury goes retrograde December 10-29, 2010. May the saints be with us as we visit the ghosts of Christmas past thru the looking glass of many lifetimes. It will not just be one past /per person/ per holiday/ but several layers like a cosmic croissant. Food may fly as poltergeist like activity may enter the scene of many a family gathering as the great-great great grandparents make an appearance.

On 12-21-2010, we have the first of 2 eclipses (Lunar Eclipse on 12-21-2010 in Gemini. Solar Eclipse on Jan 4, 2011 in Capricorn)   The eclipse of 12/21/2010 escorts us into a 2 year power surge until 12/21/2012. it is a 3-3-3 energy. This number offers you a choice. The holy trinity is activated within the tetrahedron (3 sided pyramid)in your DNA structure. This number offers an opportunity to connect with highly evolved spiritual beings / masters/angels/Christ. The trinity is the holiness within all of your choices. Your body, mind, spirit in agreement with your Soul's evolution. Within this number you are not allowed to straddle the razor blade fence of indecision. Connection with the wisdom of the Oversoul and seeing the sacredness in all of your choices no matter what the outcome.

12-21-2010 is a place where the numerical status of planet earth comes to an immediate turning point. Well Exceeding the speed limits of the turn stile one will be catapulted forward into the echo of every past thought and deed. A perpetual place of transformation held captive by all energies that are and have been aligned with the host human.

An expansion that is introduced from a place where worlds and stars merge is given as the gift of hope to humanity. A celebratory creation comes as it did once before.  What was once christed is crowned King of Light moving from a place of the sun/son.  Hope is imbued with science as more and more of what one believes in their soul comes to past and present. You’ll see it when you believe it is shouted from the rooftops of humanity. Cellular intelligence declares its independence from circumstance, trial and error. No time to sit and ponder with the scholars as they rock upon their hunches.

Right comes from the left of humanness as internal circuitry reacts to the luminous downloading. Photonic particles are created as once was seen in fantasy, as life moves closer and closer to a dialogue with space without time.  ‘Make it so’ is echoed in the halls of time as everyone is asked to participate in this next creational dance. The Achilles heels/heals of many will ache with prayers as they are brought to their emotional knees in order to receive communion with FIRST LIGHT.  Humbleness allows an opening in the canyon of self that once dead ended and echoed of wrong choices.  The impassable mountain responds to true emotion from the deep clear well of caring.  Hollowness will not be seen as a friendly gesture as many still continue to serve self at the cafeteria of denial.

You are asked to become the healer, you are asked to become the scholar. You are asked to become all that you shirk. You are asked to make personal decisions that even Christ himself would fret over.  You are being pulled away from your personal line in the sand and taken to a new beach where your footsteps will count.  You are asked to become more than you ever thought possible! You are asked to increase your belief factor in yourself and all of your abilities. You are asked to redesign yourself in a collage of life imitating art.  You are asked to step up to the plate and sup upon what is needed to be done, let it fuel your life force. Instead of allowing life and her daily deeds to suck all of your energy allow it to give to you increased energy from all circumstances that surround you.  Stop whining about what has be-fallen you and see it as a heavenly helping hand, a piece of the soul puzzle you seek to fit the picture in your heart.

The Solar Eclipse on January 4, 2011 is an 1-4-4 star seed activation point. These energies allow you entrance into star vibrations that help you to shift your future by making higher choices within your creational field. This eclipse comes to teach us about our stellar connection and the 144 starseeds that run within our DNA. They help us to remember the inherent light within all that appears dark.  They hold the matter of luminescence, a light that is alive and constantly changing in form and appearance.  When man was first discovered on Earth he was primitive of nature. Advanced beings came to earth as the giants of the old testament and Egyptian lore and married the fair maidens of earth. Thus the stars were seeded into the flesh of mankind.

The 144 star seed activation is really the language of light from the stars that comes to speak to us directly in a form that can be absorbed. No more encrypted codes that can only be deciphered by the gods but a new underlying simplicity to the pattern that untangles the DNA.  Finally taming that which was previously mustang within us with a soft hand and a loving whisper.  We are finally ready to biologically instruct the way we were born to do.

The 144 vibration A creates a new entrance thru the old neuro-pathways as the higher vibratory light goes hand in hand with the new neuron functions, allowing the dimensions to meld and become  Seeable. All situations that have you coming undone are holograms of distortion projected by what feels a need to be seen. Problems come to move you through sections of time into a cleared aspect of your own truth.

144 also vibrates at a Nine frequency. Cosmic and personal completion, The End! Entering the next level of love, of heart, of soul and service to the planetary evolution through healing self. Free-falling from the height of the nine into the next level of Light. Entry and exits all in the same breath. A quantum leap into unknown gifts comes through the nine. Are you ready to see and be more than you are at this minute of time? Nine is the photo finish on the heavenly line of multiple choices. If you believe you have won, you have.



Light Involution and Evolution

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


As the universe expands to fit its awesome growing self it asks all of its creations to become more, to receive more, to create more. It pushes itself past previous boundaries and expects all of its creations to follow suite. In this time and place a great cosmic pulse beats within the galactic heart and is felt within the heart of all that lives. Declarations of expansion are heard loud and clear through time and space.

Every thought is as a time piece that commands your immediate  attention. Each minute that passes is as a cosmic gift certificate to be spent at the place of choice on the street of desire.  Quantities and denominations of this gift certificate are structured and defined to fit earth and her life credits. As the pulse of light strengths in proportion to desired outcomes it moves its awareness forward thru time to look at each and every one of its creations.  Seeing how they are spending their life force wisely or foolishly; benefiting the all or just paying homage to self.  If seen as beneficial then higher dominations of light are added to the cosmic credit limit.

What is less than in time and value is also multiplied and expanded. Choices are blatantly seen for what they will reap. Hiding anything is not an option. An evolutionary wave length in direct proportion to the creators pulse is felt on a cellular level within the bio-circuitry of all that has life.

Time once obstructed is seen for its flexibility, bending forward or back takes the same energy. As mankind changes his awareness of what space and time is he will release himself from the shackles of the past choices which continue to restrict.  The molecules of life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness are ever marching forward thru time and space without hesitation.  Outcomes are designed by the species as it chooses to move forward or stay put.

Mankind has the innate ability to become as the ‘masters’ he energetically bows down to.  The graven image is changed permanently.  Receiving the Christ power is the key to this truth, as what came before comes again.  Stars and galaxies live within the human body and DNA. They are stellar captives of matter who ask to be set free to become what they were born to be.  Let the universe living within you become its true value, as you seek to understand your true value.  The universe is moving forward with or with out you.  New programs and determined properties of bio-luminance creations are coming to the surface of time creating new opportunities for the light to express itself. Completion of the old programs begins quickly as the new codes are issued to humanity via the cosmic pulse. Those who earnestly seek will be lifted on high. All is amplified as it ebbs and flows.

Thought forms of light are ingathered, reevaluated and dispatched to create new worlds. All will be accountable of how they have spent there light.  In the past spiritual gifts have been stunted as many types of energies competed with man for his space and perpetual time.

During the eclipse of 12-21-2010 when the sun is darkened and many seek the light, a sign will come from the heavens showing mankind a visible piece of the missing puzzle piece.  As gravity, electromagnetic and other energies tied to the old doctrine shift, they do not stick to the rules of biology and physics.  Scientific laws are broken and rearranged as the energy between space and time and space and earth changes.

The elliptical aspects of the stars are challenged as planetary aspects change in and out of earth’s solar system. Energy is transferred back and forth in time and between stellar points in space. Humanity goes past the need for spatial order as it dances to a new thought resonance.  Paranormal gifts can be received via light/sound allowing immediate saturation in a very bio-physical way. Pyramidal pulses will house these new encodings as they can be absorbed easier via geometries of light and sound.

Electro and bio-chemical imprints have been downloaded into sacred stone housings since time began, waiting for those of earth to receive a remembering into their biology. Physical ionization is necessary to quicken the process of man moving upward into a brighter physical light. 

A great gift awaits those that have been strong enough to stay on the path of light involution and evolution. Within the treasury of light lives all desires, thoughts of want and need. Drawing from this field of light shows one how to complete the process of instantaneous creation.  Those that are righteous in light thought and deed are seen by the luminance of their intentions. They shall be lifted on high to be delivered from an imminent molecular fall. A body of belief must exist before this can happen.  Light transmissions between the physical body and light universes will move upon the stellar rays of creation, in order to birth the collective Christ Light.

The gifts of what is holy will come to a place of saturation and maturity and a light filled program will be finalized. Light awareness from an outside source will be transferred allowing a higher intelligence to be imbued upon those that seek to know.  Old ways of thinking will be dissolved and many out dated limitations with them. 

New thought forms will generate at an excelled speed giving life to all thought and words. An arc of light will be used to join other star intelligences that are aligned with the new Christ codes.  Divine seeds that have been afraid to sprout now take root in this higher ambiance of light that houses a deep universal love.  By living in a place of light wearing a garment of love humanity will be able to move past the space time fence to a place of new energy codes which will bring a fulfillment that cannot be attained any other way. 

Messengers of light in spiral form come to liberate man from a linear existence, opening doors of time (past and present) so humanity can get a clear look at the choices to be made.  Star keys are given in response to an outcry from the future that humanity needs another chance to prove its self worthy of this light. Mankind will once again be shown how to save itself from a self induced bleak future.




As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


Everything on earth is defined by a numerical configuration. Master numbers accentuate the meanings of single digits. They are considered to be some of the most powerful vibrations known. They are thought to symbolize raw untapped potential. This numerical energy is waiting to be harnessed by those who have the eyes to see. The numbers are an optical downloading....the eyes are an extension of the brain and when the eyes see these magic numbers an encoding is activated in the brain. As the brain adjusts to these new energies a lifting occurs allowing the individual heightened awareness and use of untapped gifts.

When you experience the numerical downloads no matter what kind, (master numbers or groups of single digits) stop for one full minute, allowing this energy to be birthed through you. Focus on your deepest desire and see it as manifest. The universe has just taken a picture of your thoughts. Empty yourself of any preconceived notions and let the light sew up the frayed edges of your intentions. Each and every number within your personal universe is triggering your subconscious into a new pattern of DNA configurations.


00, 000, or 0000

The void asks us to enter without fear of losing ourselves completely. The great void, the unknowable, the un-seeable, that which seeks to be birthed asks us to Move into a higher dimensional light while shifting time matrixes. This is the portal of creation before creation. A reminder you are always one with the universe. Feel yourself within the center embraced by Source as you are held and loved unconditionally. Walk around the inner circle of self-completing what needs to be completed. Then jump with a knowing and fearlessness into the void and pure place of creation.

11, 111, or 11:11

Within 11 lives all answers and even more questions. Eleven teaches us every problem comes as a divine opportunity to learn. It shows us how to see beyond what is everyday and boring. It tries and tests our faith and our belief system and our faith. It forces us to listen to that small still quiet voice within the silent witness. It reminds us we are all vast beings who have come to earth to help with the healing and awakening process starting with ourselves. It asks you to locate the light within and share it with all. Eleven is our Best Friend and Teacher.


Eleven is The Gateway to ‘all that is’ riding within a hair of instantaneous manifestation. Eleven ask you to let go of fabricated manifestation and come fully into your Christed ability to Create. Doorways open doorways close and you are in-between all. 11 is Conscious Christ Creation within multi-dimensional intervals of thought.


22,222, or 22:22

Twenty-two gives you a choice of expansion or contraction. It makes you weigh all possibilities and does not allow one to throw out the baby with the bath water (throw out the good with the bad so to speak). It is the highest sequence of manifestation/creation without the frustration. All words thought deeds and intentions will take seed with or without rain to help them grow. Twenty-two asks you to Move out of the neighborhood of polarity. Do not create by default, have a say so in your life. Time moves forward with or without you. Keep a holding pattern with your intent, know that what you have planted by your words, deeds and actions will grow and bloom in accordance with the heavenly seasons and your personal belief system.


33,333 or 33:33

The trinity is the holiness within all of your choices. Your body, mind, spirit in agreement with your Soul's evolution. This number offers you a choice. The holy trinity is activated within the tetrahedron (3-sided pyramid) in your DNA structure. This number offers an opportunity to connect with highly evolved spiritual beings /masters/angels/Christ.  The trinity vibration does not allow you to straddle the razor blade fence of indecision. Like running a three=legged race you can adjust to the pace, you can fall or you can learn to fly. Connection with the wisdom and the sacredness in all of your choices shows you there are no wrong choices only learning’s on the path to ascension.


44,444 or 44:44

What do you stand for? what do you stand up for? A foundation of light is being cemented. New opportunity comes without being asked. You are Building your future thought by thought, brick by brick. Do not allow those of too much wind to blow down your dreams with their lack of belief. Hold on through all choices and changes. Believe deeply until you see the proof. Stay balanced in what you know to be divine truth and the platform of light will solidify. Like all matter on earth, time is needed to make the Quanta solid.


55, 555, 55:55

These numbers are aligned with the leyline of change. Expansion is not always user friendly. the Universe is making changes for you whether you ask for them or not. The universe is changing your direction with your Souls permission, hold tight to your HUMANNESS on this ride of a lifetime. Hold the vision until you land safely on the shores of the higher self. This change may be an answer to some long forgotten prayer in this lifetime or others. The future is hidden so see it in your minds eye as you would a long sought after dream that drifted by morn. Allow the currents of Light to take you into a new future full of possibilities still hidden from you at this point of seeing. Ruby Slippers are needed for this master number. I DO BELIEVE, I DO BELIEVE!


66,666 or 66:66

This master number is asking you to come back to the original seed thought/ blueprint of life with a reverence for its numerical vibration. The vibration of this master number is aligned with the planet Earth in all her beauty and uniqueness. There is such a beautiful holiness about Earth and within all those that live upon Earth, that does not exist anywhere else in the universe. A grand divine experiment that continues to expand past any previous boundaries. By aligning with the true essence of this vibration, you will find a smoothness and harmony that allows you to blend with nature and remember your true powers. Knowing that you are part of every living thing on earth.


77, 777 or 77:77

This is a blessed vibration of the spiritual warrior. One who walks a narrow path within self and soul serving the Light first. This master number works for the light, by the light and with the light. Sevens eat drink think and speak the light. Sevens are not allowed to stray outside the boundaries of light for more than a fleeting moment. This number brings you home to the place where miracles are an everyday occurrence. This is a place where wonder, magic and miracles happening naturally. A place where you can fly and dance in the stars.  Your natural state of being.


88, 888 or 88:88

This is a number place of action and reaction. A place of life force untapped and ever flowing. This configuration gives to you the infinity portal escorting you past all pervious limitations. It is a number of going beyond what you know to be your boundaries. It asks you to fly to the moon and stop by the Milky Way on your way back. It is pure spiritual atomic energy, a pure power source. It is success, prosperity and big business with the added flavor of universal blessings. It is finally remembering about your divine inheritance and your true worth. As Above So Below.


99, 999 or 99:99

this master number is about cosmic and personal completion, Entering the next level of love, of heart, of soul and service to the planetary evolution through healing self. Free-falling from the height of the nine into the next level of Light. Entry and exits all in the same breath. A quantum leap into unknown gifts comes through the nine. Are you ready to see and be more than you are at this minute of time? Nine is the photo finish on the heavenly line of multiple choices. If you believe you have won, you have. The beginning and the end are but one!






from Serge Kahili King,


To bless something means to give recognition to a positive quality, condition,

with the intention that what you recognize will increase, and come into being.


ADMIRATION ~ the offering of compliments or praise to something good that you notice , "What a beautiful sunset; you're so much fun."

AFFIRMATION~ this is a specific statement of blessing for increase or endurance, like, "I bless the beauty of this tree; blessed be the health of your body; I am grateful to share small acts of kindness today."

this is an expression of gratitude that something good exists or has happened, like, "Thank you, Great Spirit for hearing me; I give thanks to the rain for nourishing the land."

ANTICIPATION ~ this blessing for the future, "We're going to have a great picnic; I bless your increased income

HEALTH ~ Bless healthy people, animals and even plants; everything that is well constructed; everything that expresses abundant energy.

Bless all that is good in people and all things; all the signs of happiness that you see, hear or feel.

PROSPERITY ~ Bless all the signs of prosperity in your environment, including everything that money helped to make or do; all the money you have in any form; all the money that circulates in the world.

Bless all signs of achievement and completion (such as buildings, bridges and events); all arrivals at destinations; all signs of forward movement or persistence; all signs of enjoyment and fun. Bless all changes.

all signs of healthy confidence in people and animals; all signs of strength in people, animals, and objects; all signs of stability (like mountains and tall trees); all signs of purposeful power, including power lines, big machines and rivers.

LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP ~ Bless all signs of caring and nurturing, compassion and support; all harmonious relationships in nature and architecture; all signs of cooperation, as in work, games or brainstorming; all signs of laughter, fun and play.

Bless all signs of quietness, calmness, tranquility and serenity (like quiet water or still air); all distant views (horizons, stars, sun and moon); all signs of beauty in sight, sound or touch

Bless all signs of growth, development and change in nature; the movement of sun, moon, planets stars; the flight of birds and the movement of wind, trees and the ocean.