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JUNE 2010



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Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted since 1986 with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986.

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*** Shearing the Internal Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing

*** Prayer to the Light

*** Trying to escape the  reality clause

*** Seeking the Proof of the Pudding


*** Cosmic Classified




As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As the energy of Gemini duels with itself we all feel pulled in every direction, like a whirlwind, our thoughts gather in these daily dust devils, distracting us from what is truly important and asking that we lend a hand in situations we would rather not address. The dark and the light of the astrological twins demands that we make peace with the dragons within and the dragons without. Everyone is a little more sensitive a little grouchy a little hair-brained. We seek council of our self and soul and all we see is a fog. Our thoughts change like the weather in a full moon pattern.

June 26, 2010 brings a lunar eclipse in the vibration of ‘8’ (As Above So Below And Within). This configuration gives to you the infinity portal escorting you past all pervious limitations. It is a number of going beyond what you know to be your normal boundaries. It asks you to fly to the moon and stop by the Milky Way on your way back. It is pure spiritual atomic energy, a pure power source. It is success, prosperity and big business with the added flavor of universal blessings. It is finally remembering about your divine inheritance promised to you by your Holy Creator. It is turning you nose up at earthly limitation and walking forward and upward into a place of opulence and bounty.

The second eclipse which is solar of nature and July 11, 2010 of birth, is about the essence of ‘11’ in all of her glory. When the forces of Eleven become fully activated they have the power to change history in the making.  The Gateway to all that is ‘11’ is riding within a hair of instantaneous manifestation. Letting go of man-made manifestation and coming into Christed Creation. Doorways open doorways close and you are in-between all. Conscious creation with 11-second intervals of thought.

Eleven teaches us every problem comes as a divine opportunity to learn. It shows us how to see beyond what is everyday and boring. It tests our faith and our belief system and our faith. It forces us to listen to that small still quiet voice within the silent witness. It reminds us we are all vast beings who have come to earth to help with the healing and awakening process starting with ourselves. It asks you to locate the light within and share it with all. Eleven is our Best Friend and Teacher.

All in preparation for the eclipse of 12/21/2010, taking us all into a new fabric of time, written and unwritten. Between 12/21/2010 and 12/21/2012, we practice within our own reflections. In 2012, we will collectively enter the Solar Mirror, a passageway thru time to a place that awaits our arrival. Everything between now and then is simply practice.

In the place of Mirrors, there is no good or bad, nor right or wrong - there is only reflection.  Within the reflection, there dwells a sword of Light, lancing what has poisoned one, allowing the healing to begin, releasing the illusion of cause and effect. All the slight of hand that has presented itself over time will be seen naked and exposed in the blinding solar light thus creating new time lines that will usher earth into a place it has not been before. The fork in the road leads humanity in a new direction.  A place where compasses no longer work and the hologram shifts to fits ones needs. Do you change time or does time change you the answer to that question is yet to be seen.

Seeing into the future is not a place for those weak of heart or knee. As one walks thru the time doors many trap doors make themselves know. Mini black holes to other universes and places of parallel time can escort one back and forth creating a dizzying effect. Time doors open and close faster than the blink of an eye/I. Truth and time are individual, and do not present a singular view or outcome. All the ancient texts from time gone by and time to come are read from a personal perspective and digested as ones favorite meal. Each morsel is seen and felt individually thus creating a multitude of interpretations and outcomes.



Shearing The Internal Wolves In Sheep’s Clothing

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


The very fabric of time is a quick-change artist that dresses and undresses for each minute of the day. She relieves herself of the past as she impregnates herself with the future. The dress is formal, casual, ancient and culturally sound. You will find that you too, dress, undress and redress the issues within.  You will find that what you thought you were to do, no longer serves who you are becoming. You will find that the dreams that you have woven in your mind and heart ask to be set free as homing pigeons caged far too long. You enter a doorway of ripening, a pathway of fruitfulness. A pathway and pattern of seeding a future that is asking to be germinated.

You will find that what you once housed as patterns of a repeat ask to be set free. Just like an inchworm that works its way across the continental divide, inch by inch, thought by thought, you let go of, what was, what could be, what should be, what would have been. You will find that you shear the internal wolves in sheep’s clothing and that you undress the turkey dinner that you were so prepared to serve yourself and others.

Your addresses will change, and the way you define yourself will change. For you have changed in vibration, in thought, in pattern, and in weather. You are undoing everything that you thought you were to be. You are escorted into that place, by every word and every thought, internal and external. You now stand at the peak and you look back at the trail of tears, the crooked path, the sludge of your being. You stand naked at your apex and are ready to re-design yourself.

Dear Child it is time for you to remember you have been a living star all along. You are a representative of all of the constellations of time and space. You are an Ambassador of Molecules holding all possible life within you. You work for Potential Unlimited. You are the founder of it and you have forgotten. Don’t do anything unless it brings a smile to your face. If you cannot pick blossoms from your dream without a smile, do not do it. If you cannot give to another without a smile, do not give until you do it with love. Give up the obligatory energies that have so strangled you and estranged you from the true essence of your heart and come home into completion.



Prayer to the LIGHT before channeling session: We beckon your help, we beckon your High heart, we beckon your truth and we beckon your Divine Light.  We stand at the very top of who we know ourselves to be, at the very top of all that we know to be Light.  We stand naked in our truth, in our heart, in our being and we reach out.  We reach out beyond all that we know to be holy, beyond all that we know to be God, beyond all that we know to be Light.  We gather as the Great Light and the Great Heart that seeks to know itself. We ask from the very bottom and the very top of our hearts for the highest divine truth.  We need to know you are there.  We need to know who we are and to connect with all that is Holy at a deeper level. 

We ask that all that is Love come and banish all that is dark within our hearts, and within our world.  We call in new guides, new guardians, and new angelic presences of light to stand guardian around us.  We have dedicated our light force, our life force, our hearts and souls to what is good, what is Light and what is of the highest vibration of God.  All of us that stand at this frequency of light ask for divine intervention for self, for family for earth. At this point of energy we sit here and we receive your truths.  We ask to be clear and perfect channels for all that is of the highest Light.  We ask the sisters of the stars/ the Pleiadians/ to bring truth and hope to a people that seek to know their Maker.


Trying To Escape the ‘Reality Clause’

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Welcome dear children, we are the Pleiadian Council of Light, we come forth and wrap our arms of light around you.   yes, dear ones we know we have left you by the wayside, yes dear ones we know and hear your cries in the night and yes we stand back as we watch our dear children of the stars battle what is dark, chaotic, and without hope.  We stand along side the battlefields of your life as great generals of light that seek to know they have taught their soldiers well.  The generals themselves do not walk into the battlefields but stand by to lead and  instruct. 

We are above in the crescents of light and you are down in the valley of shadows. we watch your hopes leap from the cliffs as we ourselves bear the brunt of what you are feeling – the pain and the despair.  The divine intervention has not yet set flight.  we ask you to hold tight Dear ones, to what you know is truth. 

You innately hold a seed of hope and light that can never dim.  It is this place that you must seek refuge from the daily flogs of self-pity.  It is in this place that you will find peace.  It is in this place, this tiny point of original source light that we can align with you taking you to a new level of love. 

As your humanness grows more confused and giant like in all of its frailties, and fears you will begin to cast a bigger shadow.  Every doubt, every fear, every point of escape reality clause within you casts a very long shadow. You feed what is dark by your fears and allowing yourself to become a victim over and over again.  You grow heavy as unleavened bread with each word of negativity from one to another.  It is you, dear one, that cast this shadow and it is you, dear ones, that must retract that darkness and not let it blind your light. 

You stand at a threshold of molecular decomposition. You come to a decompression point like a balloon that spins you out of control.  You stand in between here and there without defining there.  You float about in-between matter, and anti-matter.  You try heartily to hold on to who you knew yourself to once be but it is like hugging Marley’s ghost, you cannot touch it. You hold tightly and deeply to your memories of when life seemed simple and easy. Memories have a way of rewriting the emotion attached to them.

Your humanness is despondent for it feels as it has lost control of the good ship of lollipops.  You feel as if life tricks you into a corner painting yourself into a place that is triangular and fanlike of shape.  Once you believed with all of your heart and soul that you could manifest and create whatever you desired. Once you believed so much deeper than the wellspring of your belief at this point of life.  You have given up, The sound of that giving up beckons its self like A shot in the dark.  You have allowed the dark mistress of life to slap you into a place of submission.  You have allowed matter to own you. 

The very molecules of your light discuss your future, and conjoin in attitudes throughout your day.  Every aspect of your being, both positive and negative, flows as a battery charge.  Imagine that you are storing light like a solar device and you have a positive charge or you have a negative charge.  Imagine every thought of your 186,000 second day you are positively charging or negatively charging the solar battery of your life.  Earth is a funhouse, dear ones, you see and take life too seriously.  You are in a place in between here and there, a place of pretend, a place that sculpts itself from your positive or negative charge to every thought and situation. 

The energy of time wraps around you in the tightness and the ‘not’ that you so wish to tie.  You have timed yourself into a limited existence. The vibrations of life are an ever-changing  illusion.  They seem real to the touch and they seem real to the taste but they are not.  Your humanness is looking for a way out of present situations, present dilemmas.  Looking for a new solution since nothing you have learned in the past now avails itself to you.  We ask you to step outside of yourself and at the same time step into the very deep abyss into your single cell of light and see yourself.  See the beauty that you are, the master that you are, the being of light that you are deep in this place of you. 

You must gather you if you are to walk into the creational fullness of your life.  Each and every day you step forward without being in the fullness of your own light.  Each and every day you wake up worrying about what will the day bring and what is the debris from yesterday.  You are a pro-creator and activist in your life.  You are not standing by the sidelines cheering your life on.  you are the person behind the curtain as well as the one with ruby slippers on. 

Yes, life beats at your door like a hungry wolf.  Yes, life breaks through your  protection. Yes, life is thick and  dark and  sticks to the bottom of your sole.  you are light and you can be nothing but light –  the layers of self you wear as winter clothing on the hottest day of the year does not benefit you.  The misery of others that beckons you down the rabbit hole, dear Alice, is part of the releasement and part of the karmic process you have signed up for being on Earth.  the people in your life that trip you up, that snare you, that trap you are those that you are karmically in-debted to, on multi-levels. 

Many come upon the doorway of your heart scratching as a hungry bear in the night..  You stand in the center of this cabin feeling as if any minute you’ll be devoured by the very thing that comes upon you.   you have asked to lose yourself in the  higher light, you have asked to be above the earthly problems, you have asked for a retreat from worry.  It is at this point of complete despair that you must breathe and enter your original  point of light, the pure cell of God that lives within you.  It is only at this place that your star brethren, your light brethren, the masters and beings of light can enter to assist you. 

Earth is so dense and congested and riddled with so many veils we are not able to get through, The angels are not able is not able to get through, The Christ, himself, is not able to get through.  The star beings twinkle for you every night but you do not see it and feel it because the day has left you in a  dense hardened place.  The state of Grace must be awakened within you, it must be fueled from within you. 

Please dear ones with your thoughts go to this place of light, this single entrance of God within you.  See the fullness of your being there and as you do, you see our presence.  You see all those that have always loved you from earth and beyond.  You see every master you have ever believed in.  You see every heart you have ever touched and you see how you are pure love.  Just be there for a moment, feel all those that believe in you, feel all those that love you, feel all those that are part of you on every level of DNA.  You have never been deserted, you have never been abandoned. 

We stand by you and believe in you even when you do not believe in yourself.    Everything has lent to the now - every incarnation, every word, every love, every hate.  You are at the Apex of your light.  What happens to you is reflected in your world.  Instead of drowning in the sorrows of others you must stand united with us with all levels of your light and with all aspects of those that support you in light.  When you hear of anothers sadness, do not drown as you rescue them, but stand in a place that is able to manifest an energy that will assist them.  You are so loved beyond time and beyond space. You have been well seeded for this time, this place and you will be the saving grace by your belief and so it is.  We are the Pleiadian Council of Light.



Seeking the Proof of the Pudding

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


As the sands of time slide through the entrances and exits of all that is sacred, seen and unseen, humanity’s future is unveiled as it is seen in a full spectrum of possibility that has not existed before sequence of energy. 

As each person walks forward in their life, there is a set of energetic time prints, that they announce to the world.  As earth walks forward into newly formed dunes of progression it will seem and feel as if one is left completely alone. No one beside them, to hold them, to help them, to assist them or ‘sew it seams’.  The energies of the Angels on high come to lift you into a place where you can not fall or falter. The restless flight ends as the angels on high escort you into a safe harbor

Time asks you to not give up on what lives in your heart and lives in your dream.  The Universe has placed within you a seed that cannot die, that cannot be sown over.  The Universe has placed in you a time imprint that asks to be viewed under the microscopic eye of your heart.

Earth herself wades through a deep level of fear, she processed as we process. fear that She is to drown in the tears and fears of humanity, fear that outside forces will interfere in her path of ascension.  Humans fear the war, the debt, lack of money and loss of control.  Earth herself and all her inhabitants are at a turning point that asks everyone to be explicit in the expression of every passing thought for they all count.  No more excuses for the mistaken choices of those in power as they look for ways to polish their own metals. 

As of the summertime of 2010, higher echelons of light will be integrated into the soul patterns of those that have asked.  Every individual upon Earth has an opportunity to ask for Divine assistance, for Divine acknowledgment, for Divine intervention.  Many allow themselves to be washed about in a tidal pull as the waves crest pushing them about. 

Each thought that humanity has is more important than the thought before.  Within Each thought wisdom either increases or decreases exponentially. Every interaction with every person gives you food for thought to be digested at your own discretion.  When you hear sad news move your heart and your energies up to a safe place where one can see the totality of the situation and chose action accordingly.

Those that wear the higher patterns of light and time without the constraints of Earth will be asked to go beyond what they deem suitable for their experiences as well as commitment to the cause.  What this means is that you will be given deep soul insights that will ask you to fly higher, move more mountains and dance through space as well as  time.  You will be given instructions from the Universe within your heart that ask you to surpass any limitation you thought you had. You will be asked to become one with the legions of light, the legions of God that have no fear.  the legions of heart light that hold the heart of humanity within the very palms of their hands. 

So many of earth have chosen not to change, not to move forward, not to believe and not to trust, even themselves.  So many of Earth have given up, have not seen their absentee landlord God in many moons, have not felt the presence of holiness, have not seen the manifestations of miracles. What humanity seeks as the proof of the pudding is so animated that it actually has taken form and walks upon earth disguised in humanity and humility.

The energy of miracles desired may have taken the forms of raindrops that were deeply prayed for on one street but not another.  What you seek as a planet now has more mass to it.  The biology has changed and shifted in the land of the supernatural, the land of the unseen.  The belief system of Earth has faltered because many do not see with the eyes of Faith. 

Most have given up being rescued, most have given up on the angels, and many have given up on God.  As a planet you are asked to believe in what is invisible, what cannot be seen, what cannot be felt or touched or smelled or tasted.  You are asked to believe in a supernatural being that has placed you here for your highest good and your highest growth and then walked away to another project.  You have been asked to believe that every loss, every death every dark day has a divine opportunity wrapped within it – a chewy center that you often stick to. 

We come to tell you that the miracle that you seek walks amongst you.  It listens when you speak, it dances in your dreams, it sees the patterns of your heart.  The miracles that humanity so needs is guaranteed by the universe if one will only believe to the final hour.  for single a miniscule pattern of doubt creates a lethal toxicity.  As the planets line up and the eclipses stake themselves out, deep emotions, come to the surface - angers and hates, loves and tears. Life is circular of nature and this too shall pass. We are the Sirian Council of Light.  




These beautiful vibrationally strong Brazilian crystal spheres are Atlantean of nature. They come as a calling card to remind us of times that have past and times to come. They house within them instructs that are aligned with promises we all made in the days and time of Atlantis, the star, and Atlantis the earthen continent. Within the memory of Atlantis lives so many layers of emotion coated with love and fear and an amnesia that was so necessary for us to move forth into a multitude of incarnations. Mostly it is about the ancient memory of loss of control, of live of family. The first loss happened with Atlantis the star was about to collide with a large planet type object that had moved out of its predisposed path of revolution brought on by conflict in other parts of the universe. Just like what is depicted in Superman many were sent off Atlantis the star to other parts of the universe taking their teachings and truths and stellar ways with them. Many had to leave family and friends and a life they loved behind to start over again on a blank slate. Those that settled upon and above the earth are a part of our history known and unknown recorded in time and our DNA.

The new world, the foundling fathers, American history that is so Masonic of nature was part of the revolution of Atlantis and the rebirth of their ideals of a free society one for all and all for one. Like the original Atlantis, that blueprint of what failed due to inside corruption and outside interference is beginning to make itself seen again. the dove of peace has literally flown the coop.  The trials and tribulations of the foundling fathers will look meek in comparison to the upcoming trails and separation of what was once a great nation. Divide and conquer is the mantra that is seen via the global communication modality. Just like in Atlantean times an upheaval begins to well under the surface like and unexpected ice heave in a desert storm.

These spheres come as a circular reminder that we the people are the ones that determine the outcome of any land/nation/ or world. We have all made a million promises to a creator universe. intentions we intending on keeping but have found ourselves falling short in completion. These promises have been to finish what we started without excuse without complaint without shortsightedness. We are big of purpose and ideals but little of time and energy as of late. Everything wanes our very light as we fight the emotions of what is unfair and unjust trying so hard to keep them below the surface of time. All of these energetic surges bring to the surface another time and place we seemed not to have any control no matter how hard we prayed or begged the universe.

Approx. 77,000 years pasted as Atlantis rose and sank 3 times finally resting in a place below the waters of time.  Even though she is not seen with the naked eye she is being felt in the deep cellular memory that now floats to the surface as summer inches her way toward us. It does not take one finding the lost continent of Atlantis to know she is back and asking her children of light to remember their promises to her. So many of us stayed to the very last minute in the healing temples and pyramids and underwater cites holding the light to the very last second. knowing without a doubt we would be incarnated again and again to fulfill our promises yet still feeling like we failed our mission on some level.

These crystal spheres come to help us remember what it is we promised to complete in order to heal the Heart of Atlantis, allowing her to finally fulfill her destiny. The ancient Egyptians were many of the Atlanteans that fled the sinking continent. Thoth the Atlantean is the one that built the Great Pyramid of GIZA for all to remember the majesty and beauty of Atlantis and her timeless secrets. The entire world is filled with Atlantean relics and technologies from the crystal skulls to modern day computers.  Atlantis is so much a part of who we are and who we will become.

Your crystal will bring you a sense of remembering and inner peace that you have not had in a very long time. Like an old friend that has shown up on your doorstep. A great healing will begin to occur as you and your crystalline friend have many a conversations and dream sessions. You will find that your clouded psychic abilities begin to clear and you are more tuned in than you have been in a long time.

These crystals tell me that they are part of a larger global crystalline grid that is holding the Atlantean encodings. They come as instructors of time to assist us in holding a higher clearer vision for the future. Many of the Atlantean secrets will surface within our cell memory and heart. We could not save Atlantis and that same memory lives in our heart and face everyday. we feel small and helpless. all we can do is never give up that good will prevail that light will dawn in the early morn, that love will outlast all that is trying so hard to steal our peace. You are part of a divine instruction that is larger than life and the price of living. Events come to lessen your value and worth to keep you distracted and your life force lowered. You are vast beings that have waited your entire existence for this playing field of life.

There is no lack in the universe it is overflowing with all possibilities. The universe does not know how to spell limitation. You are destined for great things. Remember when you worked in the temples of sound, and healing? Working with the dolphins and the large crystals, loving every minute of your day?  Going to sleep so excited to wake up and continue the joy the next day. When was the last time you went to bed and you were excited about the next day? people have lost that excitement for life and this is what the heart healing of Atlantis brings to us. Let your Heart of Atlantis crystal spheres escort you to a place of peace where hope and your heart once lived.


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