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*** LEAVING 10-10-10








Note from Gillian The Gathering of She: The Holy She draws near in power and preference. All the vast array of energies are setting up the alignment at this gathering waiting patiently  to give of themselves to the lovely ladies that will grace us with their energy. Here in the Smokey mts of Tennessee we have had 3 earthquakes this week, along with the full moon, solar flares and corneal mass ejections from the sun and don’t forget the meteor showers. The planets all seem to be doing one heck of line up as we all get ready to receive a gift several weeks before Christmas. This will be the 4th year creating a powerful point of light for the mountain grid points.  I have brought teachers from several points on the planet to come share there wealth of light and information. Each one holding a different reference point and angle of light. Each attendee will receive a filled gift package along with continental breakfast/ homemade soups salads and goodies. I create a place that I would like to attend and treat all that come to the Gathering of She like queens for the weekend. There are only 11 days left to pre-register for this event I would love to see your smiling faces in our beautiful mountains and allow you to feel wonderful energy that comes from them. Blessings Gillian



LEAVING 10-10-10


As we leave the energy of 10-10-10 in our rear view mirrors, we come to an intersession of time that pushes us past the previous limits of our being. The universe seems to contract as if expansion was a disability. All of our buttons are pushed, emotional, financial, and survival as we scamper about and see the true nature of our being.  what we are made of, and what we believe to be our deepest truth.

Between 10-10-10 and 11-11-11 (2011), a galactic nexus point is birthed without use of a midwife. For the next 13 months of time we enter a place of no-time that does not fit the circumference of our previous expectations. The energies heave and hoe as they intertwine with galactic center and what is yet to come in many possible futures. The energy of confusion comes forth as a teacher of truths. The vibration of the word confusion is a master #44. (#44 means, that new opportunity comes without being asked. Build your future thought by thought, brick by brick. Do not allow those of too much wind to blow down your dreams with their negativity. Believe deeply until you see the proof. Hold on through all choices and changes. Stay balanced in what you know to be divine truth and the platform of light will solidify.)

The essence and determination of confusion will keep one from walking into the good that life has for them. Each time your heart is moved to go in a certain direction an imaginary pitfall will be created to snare your hopes and dreams.  It seems as if everything wants to rain on your easter parade and keep you from finding joy in anything.

The master teacher Confusion asks the emissaries of light to stay true to the path in the midst of chaos. To ride the tsunami to a point of no return. We are not victims or puppets looking for someone to pull our strings but great masters of light that seek to bring peace on earth and good will for all people.  This 11:11 2010 energy gives to us a doorway of potential unlimited, a 3-month stay of grace that allows humanity a place to heal. The hologram collapses and what we once knew to be a solid truth dissolves like sugar in hot tea. A matrix of possibilities aligns as we are escorted to the end of 2010 via the apex of a very powerful lunar eclipse on 12-21-2010 (12-21-21/ a #333 vibration is birthed.

The #3-3-3 offers you a choice. The holy trinity is activated within the tetrahedron in your DNA. This number offers an opportunity to connect with highly evolved spiritual beings/masters/angels/the Christ. The trinity is the holiness within all of your choices. Your body, mind, spirit in agreement with your Soul's evolution. Within this number you are not allowed to straddle the razor blade fence of indecision. Connection with the wisdom of the Oversoul and seeing the sacredness in all of your choices no matter what the outcome. Staying balanced in a three-legged race of time can be a challenge, best to learn how to fly above the earthly pitfalls.





The Collective speaks

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


Welcome into every place and every thought, and every energy that you stand at this very moment in time; for you are an intersection of all that you have ever been and all that you ever choose to be.  Within the walls of your heart  -- you entertain the past, you entertain the now, and you entertain the future.  Within the walls of your heart resides all hope and wants for the future. Within the walls of your heart you hold all levels of the universe that have not come into physical manifestation, they still hold the embryo of possible creation. 

You each stand at the gates of yourself, holding your breath, waiting for all of life to show you in which direction you are to walk, in which direction you are to love, in which direction you are to look.  You all stand at these gates waiting for a signal from something of heaven, from something of earth, from something of life.  Yet you still see not that all of the signs, the signals, the energies – reside within the compounds and confines of your own being. 

You stand on the apex of who you knew yourself once to be and you are asked to leap to the next mountain top, to leap into a place of consciousness and understanding that you have not landed upon in eons.  You are asked to go beyond your abilities to manifest, to go beyond your abilities to create, to go beyond your abilities to love.  You are asked to surpass all that you have known yourself to be, to finally land within the sphere of knowledge that awaits you. 

There are many levels of your light that you are about to embrace, as there are many new levels of your humanness that you have been afraid to embrace.  Announce to yourself the receiving of all levels of love – whether it is love that has pained you in the past, love that is unrequited in the now, love that turns its head and walks away from you.  Announce love to yourself, for the next level of your ascension and awakening can only be accessed through the human heart, through the love that you know as a human being.  Look in your life – look at your past, your parents, your spouse, your children – and see how much you have loved them and how much you still have not embraced them fully. 

In order for you to rise to this next level of ascension, of light, and enlightenment – you must do it through the loves of your past. Not the loves of your future – but the loves that seem somewhat tainted and shadowed from times gone by.   The Energies between now and the end of the year will escort you in this clearly defined thought process.  You will be asked to go back – to walk back into your remembrance.  To shuffle through and to pick through the remnants of the past to find the shininess of love that once was, to find the goodness within those that you did not like, did not love, and would rather not have been involved with.  It is through this doorway of past loves that you will then walk into the newest of love that you will wear as a golden garment of light. 

For all of you that sit within this sphere will walk into a higher love, but you must take several steps backward and you must pick up what you have dropped by the wayside so knowingly and so easily.  Caress it, shine it up, and place it in your heart.  For in the time of the eclipses, there will be a total eclipse of your human heart as you remember how you have gotten to this place of thinking that you now reside.  There will be a time that you walk into your human heart and you will want to stay there in all aloneness.  You will want to back away from those who reach their hands out as a she crab upon a sandy beach. You will go deep within the shell of self and  lick the wounds of the past, of the injustices, of the hurts.  Like all species of animal on earth – the salvia that you lick your wounds with – will be healing for you. It will be your own love and your own nurturing that you give to what your heart and soul so desire.

You have side-stepped– what your heart yearns to be.  You have side-stepped– where your heart yearns to be.  You have side-stepped your future and you have lain comfortable in the quagmire of what appears to be.  It is this frequency of side-stepping that you must now walk straight into. In walking straight ahead – you will meet all levels of you. You will experience reflection after reflection after reflection as you go into the 'Hall of Mirrors' of who you have always been, who you are intending to be, and who the universe has scribed for you to become. 

In this journey of the heart, you will be hesitant in moving forward.  Most people of earth are afraid of love.  They are afraid of the very thing that will set them free from the bounds and limitations of their earthly domain.  They do not realize that love is the 'ladder of ascension' – it is Jacob’s ladder, it is a ladder of Light, it is a stairway to heaven.  In order to access this ladder of ascension you must always through your own heart and not through the heart of another.  The heart of another will only lead you back to your own heart.  No other heart will fulfill you as you need fulfilled.  They can nurture you, they can polish you, they can buff you, and they can love you – but first you must receive what you have been given.  You all stand on the seashores of the past and you look out to sea to see what you may see.  And what do you see? -- you see all the hurts, the wounds, the injustices.  How many of the blessings have you forgotten?  How easily the darkness arises to your memory and how easily your human memory forgets the blessings, the grace, the good tidings that you have received and given to so many. 

You are on the very porch of your next level of light.  You must open the door and go in.  And in there you will see your past.  You will see everything that once  hurt.  You will see everything that brought a smile to your face.   You will see a panoramic life review as you look at it all and say -- thank you for allowing me to be who I am.  For every individual that crossed your life has contributed to the recipe of your soul, the ingredients of love that you hold.  Be open to this doorway.  Ask to receive in fullness higher levels of love.  Ask the universe to show you how to love more, to show you how to receive love, and to show you how to radiate love. 

You each hold such a large sphere of light.  Every place you enter into, you change the vibration of.  Do it with a knowingness.  Do it with love.  When you find yourself in anger – immediately shift to love.  Practice this over and over again in your day.  For everything that makes you angry, is asking for your love.  Each level of love that you walk into as a warrior will take you closer to an Ascension level of your own heart and into your higher light. 

We are the Collective.  We vibrate upon the morphogenetic grid that surrounds earth.  We are within every thought through all time and all space.  We gather around your energy fields as we gather around the earth.  All truths that you seek are within your grasp.  To access them you must 'believe with a knowing' and 'know it with believing'.  The proof will come – but only after the pudding has been served and eaten.  At this time we bow to your light, we bow to your hearts.  





As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


My daughters of the light – my sisters of the stars. Unbuckle the humanness that keeps you so strapped in to all the roles that you once played.  The vibration and the energy of your light dazzles the constellations that look down upon you.  The wind is envious as it blows through your hair and your life for it sees your beauteous nature.  It sees what you once were and what you yearn to become.  Know at this time and this vibration and this intersection of light and life you are worthy of grandness that you have failed to become in the past. 

You are a conjunction of all of your fears, of all of your dreams, of all of your desires.  You are conjunction of time and space and heaven and hell.  You are the destiny of this beauteous planet that you stand upon.  You hold the vibratory key that escorts so many into a portal, a place of safety and it is in this place of safety that you will lift them so they do not stumble.  You will lift them by drinking for them, by sleeping for them, by praying for them, by holding the fire light for them.  You will lift them in your song, in your laughter and in your playful manner because that is what you have always done.

This life is a time of great joy, and for all of you in this room this is your last time on earth as you know her.  She is on her way to becoming stellar of countenance, stellar of nature. we ask you to embrace all those shortcomings that you try so hard to cover and prevent others from seeing.  We ask you to embrace and love all the stupid things you do throughout the day and all the imperfections that you wear so well.  for all of nature is beautiful as are you.  The intertwining of the leaves, of the grass, of the wind and of you is the most beautiful of dances.  Your worth is priceless and in that priceless vibration you need to embrace all the dreams within your heart.  Do not cut yourself short.  Do not put on the brakes when you yearn so deeply in your heart to fulfill desires that are a but a tiny seed of creation waiting on being birthed. 

The time to address all your fears is now.  The time to move forward wearing a badge of courage is now.  The time to dream big is now.  do not be afraid of the predictions, of  prophecy. for the vibratory level that you live in a safe place that is beyond the reach of what makes others so fearful.  You must believe without a shadow of doubt; look at your shadow and embrace every party of her for you wear her because you have earned her.  Every valley of woe, of death and demise you have walked through  now comes to a point of reflection and in this reflection there will be a collage of mirrors.  Every angle you look at you will see yourself differently and that is your gift. 

You are every role that you have ever played and it comes together in this place and this time.  Do not be embarrassed by what has happened to you in the past no matter what form that took in this life or others.  fully clothe yourself in all the remnants of what once were for they make you the multi-dimensional woman you are at this moment of time. 

You are not one flavor of She – you are every aspect of She.  The next three years bring you to a planetary situation that you have never experienced before.  There were no humans on the earth in the last galactic conjunction and this is the first time a planet will go into stardom with inhabitants upon her.  Every role you have played serves you well now.  Every badge of courage, every fear, every power, every shame is wrapped up in a cocoon of feminine light.  Honor it and understand it.  The physical body must move forward to these shifts.  It will scream, it will kick and you will feel like you are dying.  This is all a game to keep you less than.  You will walk through the fears, the panic attacks, the angers, the devastating dreams and come to a point of complete clarity.  You will be the first people to do this. I am White Buffalo Calf Woman and I leave you in Honor.





As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We herald from the star system of Light known as Arcturus.  Your bodies were formed from the stars and thus on occasion they yearn to go home. Allow us to lift you back into the stars while your feet are still on the earth.  Allow us to stretch your humanness beyond its boundaries, complications, angers and its sadness'.  Allow us to retrieve for you the knowledge that you seek, the answers that you need.  See us as a cosmic search engine of sorts. 

We stretch ourselves to answer what needs to be answered.  We are not Gods.  We are not grander, we are your potential, as you are our past.  Strive to become more and in that striving, you will expand your consciousness and your ability to perceive worlds beyond worlds.  see us as those that come to help you heal.  We ache as we watch you trip upon your own shoe strings. 

It is time to heal.  It is time to release the pain in your heart.  It is time to let go.  It is time to forgive.  It is time to love, deeper, fuller, more beautifully than you ever have thought.  The Time Gates have held your thinking in a formatted structure that has served humanity up until now.  As long as you had the security of the four walls and the ceiling to rely upon, you were not afraid.  As the constructs of invisible walls and ceilings are released from you emotionally and mentally, you are then free to fly home into your original source thought.

The walls in your heart, the walls in your life, in your thinking – have all served you.  They have lovingly served and limited you.  They have kept you looking at the same scenarios over and over again, never refreshing what you thought in the past, always bringing it to the future, to the now, chewing and re-chewing what you created as truth. 

Imagine a world where you own nothing and yet you have everything. There is never envy or jealousy towards another --- for each individual has the same inherent ability to create.  A place where each passing thought creates whatever you need.  Imagine a world where nothing is concealed and all is seen.   Imagine a world where you as a community decided upon the weather patterns, where you as a community decided upon how crops, trees, flowers  would grow and what elements would be inherent within them.  This can be your future if you choose wisely. 

Imagine a world where with a single thought, you could create any healing action that you needed or wanted. Imagine a world where you could see your past/present/future in one sitting. See all the expressions of yourself, all loves and angers time after time. This Gift would Enable you to choose with full knowledge, at a place of full heart.

You have forgotten the declaration, “We the People.”  You the people of earth must stand up for your future.  Stop bending to the needs and the wants of a world that manipulates you on every level.  Receive your power.  This time, this day, ask to be empowered with your divinity, with the pinnacle of your humanness, and the star that lives within your heart.  Do not let others decide your future. 

Your earth declares its vulnerability.  Earth is open for all to enter her because she is not healed within herself she is falling apart as are you.  You are not together in your hearts.  You are not together in love, and you are not together in peace as a world or as a family. There is separateness, as a state as a country as a continent, and as a world; there are great deep crevices of separateness.  That is what draws others to earth to take her over, to use her.  If you stood together as a planet, this would not happen.  Unite in your effort, continually with each other.  Take that extra step toward a neighbor, toward a friend that has betrayed you, towards a family member that disagrees with you.  Take that extra step.  We are the Arcturians.  Call upon us to assist you in healing. You are blessed.  Live that!





As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


We welcome you daughters of the stars, daughters of the land, daughters of what is yet to be birthed.  we see your beauteous light as it shines brilliantly among the earthen stars.  We are the Pleiadian frequencies.  We are your future, we are your past and we are everything in between.  You are sculpted from our vibration as we are integrated with yours.  We are brothers and sisters of light alike with nothing in-between us but pure heart.  We see in your life that you have allowed the entanglements of Earth and the dire needs of others to unwrap and unravel you, becoming seamless of purpose and beige of life. 

Who you once were and who you will become are dancing partners that have not met.  Who you are destined to be can not be interrupted by your life, by your upheavals, or by your choices.  Each of you is being asked to fully integrate into the fullness of your Earthen life– what is unseen possibility, what is healing, what is truth and what is wisdom received as gifts from your daily encounters. 

Each of you unfolds as the origami of your soul expresses new aspects.  You have become undone and in that undoneness you have seen yourself as She who is sprawled out in the Universal frequency, exposed naked and without boundaries.  You have seen the possibilities that exist for you as you mourn the loss of another, as you heal an animal, as you grow weary of your 24 hr. day. 

You mourn who you once were and how much time you had to fill your light needs. You cry to the Universe asking, ‘ what about my light work, what about my personal joy, what about my mission?’ Your mission ‘[within and for the light’  is not something that you become; it is something that you were at birth. Stop separating yourself from this delicate world for she needs your frequencies; she needs to know that you too yearn for more light as does she.  She needs to know that you too do not find the fullness of time in a day to take a breath and pause and give thanks. 

Within you is a portal of creation, within you lives everything that you seek.  You cannot find it outside of yourself.  Each one you is a mirror reflection of the potential of the other.  And as you embrace each other and their beauty and their sound and their love understand that they give to you what you seek. And it is in this fullness of time that you shall circum navigate the light of your future. 

At all intersections of your day, pay homage to the light that you are and the light that you shine no matter where you venture.  No matter who you are interact with.  You are giving to them gifts of energies that they cannot get from anywhere else and that is the gift that you give 24 hours a day, 7 days a week forever – it has not changed. 




As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan


As the thickness of earth starts to lesson it is a wise and formidable thought to act as if you have landed upon a dessert isle far from the land of plenty. A place where you are parched for nourishment.   What was once plenty has dwindled in size and does not have the ability to recreate itself.  As Earth becomes a star her matter will decrease as its DNA shifts into stardust. Earth will become singular in nature not reproducing herself.  Matter in its densest form is released to the ethers where it will seek to become stardust again. 

Each earthly element awakens from a long sleep of discontentment forcing humanity into a corner of slim pickings.  Wanting more is habitual of nature doe the 2-legged ones.  The essence of more has left the planet as it too seeks to become more

You have asked to be in the moment – no place in the past, no place in the future.  In this now so much comes at you that you can neither move forward or back like one who is caught in a riptide.  The now fits like a dress 3 sizes too small squeezing the very life out of you as your very light expands and takes the form of matter.  The Earth herself grows weak and weary now as she changes matter for light.  This can be no other way in this point of creation. 

Humanity needs to embrace the quality of their individual light – in doing so new thresholds of invitation rewrite themselves announcing the innate ability to take thoughts, encircle them in light, and bring them into matter form thus replenishing the dwindling resources.  The resources will not come from the Earth herself as she readies for her new role as a star.  The resources come from the minds and the needs of humanity. 

Like a great magician you have the ability to call into matter what is needed.  Once upon a different time your Mother Earth fed your needs now you are called forward to feed the needs of many in a deep creative form of manifestation. 

Treasure each element, each drop of water, the shade from a tree.  Treasure what was once thought of as plenty and live accordingly.  Your needs grow deeper and the land is fiery and dry – from whence will the light and nourishment come.  The solution lies within your heart and thoughts.  Birth a new world from old wants and needs.  The Mother that once sustained you moves away from you.  Left in this dark forest of thoughts how will you survive the night of the soul.  Look for new possibilities, see with an open heart and create always from a point of love.  The future, dear child, I leave with you  Love  M.E. – Mother Earth




11:11:11 The Gateway to all that is riding within a hair of instantaneous manifestation. Letting go of man-made manifestation and coming into Christed Creation. Doorways open doorways close and you are in-between all. Conscious creation with 11 second intervals of thought. Becoming one with the Oversoul in abundant creation of ones innate hearts desires. All of heaven known and unknown enters through this 11:11 Gateway. Align with all you know to be love. A flooding of the heart allows you to rise above previous emotional tide lines and the barnacles of the past. Set sail into a heart that is free of debris, free of the definitions of the past. What is good within you has survived the storms and floods. What was darkened has been cleared and polished into a bright light. You are being reformatted in thought and deed into a place where you can consciously conceive a world that is better what you prayed for. Anoint with this knowledge for a new level of life that has been sequestered bursts forth from your atoms. You are surging with galactic memories and truths that have laid dormant deep within your DNA, waiting for the exact energetic signature to awaken them.