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IN THIS ISSUE

*** WESAK May 17, 2011

***SITTING ON THE PARK BENCH OF EVOLUTION

*** Walking on the Shifting Sands of this Time

***Lift Your Thinking Upward To A New Plateau Of Creation

***Riding The Wave Of Contraction Back Into A Point Of Explosive Expansion

Wesak

May 17, 2011

Wesak is the celebration of Buddha's birth & enlightenment & death. According to ancient beliefs, the Buddha was born, attained enlightenment, and left Earthly incarnation under the Full Moon of Taurus. The Buddha returns at this time each year to bring a new light to the world. Spiritual leaders gather in Wesak Valley, a mythic place high in the Himalayas.

Wesak is the time in which the Christ gathers the entire Spiritual Hierarchy together in meditation to invoke the healing forces of SHAMBALLA. The Buddha, representing those forces, appears and blesses humanity. The ceremony of Wesak is held in the actual Wesak Valley in the Himalayas. A vast crowd assembles in the valley, in front of the great rock table at the end of the valley. The Buddha is the expression of the Wisdom of God, the embodiment of light and the indicator of divine purpose. The Christ represents God unending Love for humanity. The Full Moon is like a pitcher pouring out a healing elixir. The celestial dispensation continues for three days following the day of the Full Moon. This year Wesak is on Tuesday May 17, 2011.

SITTING ON THE PARK BENCH OF EVOLUTION

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Welcome we are the Pleiadian. Each and everyday as you embrace and understand more of your energy, we too come into an alignment, with parts of ourselves that we have not yet embraced.  For we are but a few rungs up the ladder of light beyond what you can see in your bathroom mirror reflection.  We too strive to move forward.  We strive to become more.  We strive to embrace all aspects of ourselves that we have not fully evolved into understanding, as do you.

We sit beside you on that park bench of evolution – each speaking a different language, each representing a different octave of light – but knowing innately that we walk as one.  It is that oneness that we want you to introduce yourself to on.  It is this oneness – that you often shun, and push away. It is the face of God that you think is too ugly, too big, too old, too little, too fat, too skinny, too much of one thing, or too little of another. 

Understand this dear ones-- the parts of you THAT YOU DENY, that you rebuke, that you undermine, and under estimate – are 100% God.  The parts of your being that encircle you at this moment of time are all aspects of a creator that you have denied.  We speak of God as an all-encompassing unit of life, an all-encompassing unit of light, and an all-encompassing unit of love. 

You cannot embrace one aspect of your God-ness and shun the other 143 aspects.  You cannot walk away from your inner core as you turn your back, your pretty head, and your heart on the very Divinity that needs to be embraced.  You deny your Godhead by denying your beauty, by denying your talents, by denying your abilities.  You deny the Creator when you deny yourself.  You deny the Creator when you deny the chance of a miracle in your life, the chance of true love knocking upon your door.  You deny the Creator the chance of helping another through you.  You do not just deny 3 times a day as the cock crows  but you deny your Divinity 100’s of times a day by refusing compliments, by refusing friendship, by refusing the gifts of others. 

Look at how many you push away every day, and how often you push the good away.  Whenever you deny anything – you rebuke and push away the Holiest aspect of the Universe.  daily you verbally decree and declare that you are one with the creator, asking for more spiritual wisdoms, and truths.  You seek these understandings and yet minute after minute, breath after breath you deny the universe, the Source that lives within you and every one of your experiences. 

All things that come to you are gifts from the Creator that you choose not to unwrap, or acknowledge. Goodness is easy to see and find in the long hours of the day but what about all your experiences that are not as easy, not as pretty, and not as fun.  All parts of the universe are walking into your world because you summoned them, you put out the clarion call, and you issued a decree – “Come forth into my life Teach me, Show me. The learning’s come whether by pleasure, by pain, by goodness, by badness, by dark, or by light.  It does not matter.”  You called forth everything that happened to you on this day and yesterday and tomorrow from the very second of your birth to the very second of your death.  You called it all into existence.  You called to the good guys, you called to the bad guys, you called the lack, and the prosperity.  You beckoned it by your thoughts, your words, and your energies. 

We say it over and over again; your world is a giant cosmic etch-a-sketch.  You are drawing the very blueprints, of your existence.    You beckon it forward with your likes, your dislikes, your angers, your loves, your hates, your wants, and your needs.  Deny nothing that comes to you.  It is all in Divine proportion. 

Look to your world for the divinity that you seek.  Your world reflects the divinity that you seek.  You want angels – angels shall come.  You want the Easter bunny – he shall be here too.  Whatever on Earth that you ask for – is given to you –you are the favorite children of the Creator!  You are the chosen people yet you see it not. 

The quickening is upon you, for you, beside you, in you, beneath you, and above you.  We are all family members in the heavenly realm, but you were the last-born and the favorite of the Father.  Everything was given to you, but like a spoiled child you do not appreciate the gifts.  You who are the favorite children, need to remember and choose yourself.  Why do you think it is a planet of free choice and free will that you reside upon?  Everything revolves around choice, chosen, choose –What will you choose?  How will you choose?  Who will you choose?  You wait energetically for others to choose you, for God to choose you, when all along it has been your choice. You chose, you create, you manifest, from the inside out!

Become the Chosen, the One who chooses the highest Light.  Stop denying your divinity.  Every minute of your day, every action with every person and every situation -- is divinely instructed and orchestrated what songs are you playing to others?  You break bread with the Creator every minute of every day with every breath, every choice, every situation – you are breaking bread with the Divine.   Sit at the table of Light and sup upon what has been given you.

You have been cut from the finest weave of the Creator.  You are the best of the best that was placed upon earth, a place where you have forgotten who you are.  You have forgotten your abilities.  You have just plain forgotten.  And you feel forgotten as you act out forgetting.  You cannot ever be forgotten by any aspect of God.  Whenever you meet another – you are meeting divinity incarnate – and that should be a given.  At this time we leave.  We  are the Pleiadian Counsel of Light.  We sit by you on this park bench of the cosmos and we share our lunch of light. 

Walking on the Shifting Sands of this Time

 As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Quan Yin Speaks: As I weave my energies around you, within you, and to you there will come many faces of the feminine.  Allow each face that comes to your mind to enter your heart, to enter into you, to enter in through you; and thus you will create a portal, an entrance, and an exit that you will facilitate at a much higher energy than you realize..  Weave into the context of your heart to the very beginning island of your soul in the first thought of God, in the first thought of creation.  Place yourself upon that island of Light within you.  See it as a Galaxy, a Universe, and begin to spin forward from it what your heart desires, what your heart cries for, and what your soul demands.  Let not your humanness enter into this aspect of weaving, of creating, of birthing. 

Humanity for so long has sensed the birth of new projects, of new ideas, of new energies, of new eras as something that was painful, something that was hard to do, something that took great strain and effort and more than yourself to do it. Humans themselves need a midwife, or so they think to birth their dreams, to birth their hearts, to birth their creations and their manifestations.

It is time that you become the midwife of your own essences and trust that you have the knowledge, the innate cellular and stellar knowledge to birth into your everydayness whatever it is that you feel that you need.  As you view the outside world, as you view the humanness from your island of Light;  there is a feel, a need, a want, to retract yourself to pull back into your shell and not venture out again until the rising waters are safe, the electricity has stopped popping and the sand has stopped shifting.   Now is time that you will learn to walk on these shifting sands, now is the time that you learn to understand the electricity in the air, the tides that ebb and flow throughout your life.  You can no longer stick your head in the ground as an ostrich, and hide from what is your destiny.  Your destiny screams at you from within. 

Part of the angers that many are feeling is the very voice of that destiny:  “Let me out of this tower that you have kept me in, let me out! Destiny is about to bend the very bars of its prison breaking free and breaking loose.  You can no longer sit on the haunches of your humanness and wait until the sands settle, until the tides abide, or the angry winds stop knocking on your door.  It is time to dance with the energies of wind, ride them tame them and then  use them to propel you forward.  It is time to merge with the granules of the shifting sands, in the hourglass of time coming undone.  It is time to hold your breath and dive deeply into the murky waters that flood the shorelines of this time and place.

Moving forward, and moving without fear will be the names written in the chapters of the upcoming books and sequences of events in you life.  Learning to walk in between the worlds, learning to walk in the cracks of self, to straddle what is fractured and broken, riding it into smoothness.  Hone it by your desire of movement.  You all sit as a baby who has taken its first step and fallen, crying, screaming, railing for the Father/Mother/Creator to come pick you up; but the child must pick itself up.  You can yell, you can scream, you can be angry at what injustice was done to you, who and what hurt you, who and what owes you, but still the movement forward thru all the emotional debris is yours and yours alone.

You have heard that necessity is the mother of invention? Now through necessity you will become the mother of creation going into the cupboards that seem so bare, scraping the emptiness, forming it into something that is wonderful and delicious. Seeing what still lives in the invisible in-between the molecules of time.  

Lift the veils of your humanness scrape the cataracts out of your heart and your soul.  Scrape the resin off the outside of you and let your pores breathe; let your dreams breathe, and let your heart beat in joy again. Walk as a babe that is cautious but yet strong and determined to take another step.  See the arms, the hand, the heart of your Creator stretched out to you as a parent beckoning you forward and forward and forward.  You look back with each step forward as the door of the past shuts and seals.

You cannot go back for the very essence of time immortal has changed.  Many of you cry out to your earth parents feeling vulnerable like a  frightened child that is left alone. Why is this happening Mother?  Why is this happening Father?  Your child like cries fall upon dead ears. That is why we come to you.  To hold you, to nurture you, to support you when you cannot or will not support yourself.  Yes, we are invisible to most people; like all that is grand such as love and God, but we are in the eyes of the one who sits across from you tonight.  We are in the eyes of the children.  We are in the eyes of your dreams, and of your animals that say, please hold on one more day, one more minute, one more choice;  we cannot make it without you, you are needed by so many for so much.  You have shed the coat and skin of who you were earlier this year; and you are naked.  The light is bright and sometimes stark and you feel exposed, and vulnerable; you may find yourself lashing out to those who offer help or love or an encouraging word. It is you who is angry at you. You feel as if you have no control or what is happening in your life.

Each day speak to your mind, body, and soul as three separate beings.  Treat them as such.  They have bickered and fought far too long.  Your mind argues with your body and the body gets back at the mind, and the soul just views and shrugs wondering what is the matter with these two Why do they fight as siblings with different father.  Stop fighting with yourself.  The body is right, the mind is right, and the soul is right.  They are all right from the angle they sit.  View them as a Trinity, each one sees from a different direction, from a different perspective.

Speak to the body, love it as an old friend who has served you well.  Speak to the mind for it has always sat in council for your highest good.  Tell your brain, your human brain to let you expand, to let you see more, to let you be more, to let you dream more, to let you become more.  Coax it, as a child coaxes a parent for more allowance, for more privileges, by assuring the parent that it knows what it is doing. You are about to stretch forward.  It is as putting on an undersea diving suit to begin with.  The fit is tight.  You must hold your breath.  It catches on your very flesh as you zip it.  But little by little your humanness warms it and expands it and stretches it.  And so shall you do with the next phase of self that you walk into.

There is no failure in being human.  It does not matter if you waste your life, or you use your life appropriately, Whatever you are choosing to do is just fine.  There are no mistakes, there are no failures.  There is nothing you can do wrong.  The essences of wrong was given to you as a limitation; as was the frequency of death to limit you and bind you in fear.  In the Orient they bind the feet.  In some cultures they bind the head, in others they bind the heart.  Cut away all things that bind you and  no longer serve you. 

Show by example over and over and over again, like the mother eagle who comes to the ledge and shows her fledglings how to fly. Each fledgling has a different strength, and wingspan and the wind blows in accordance.  Do not Judge what another does for they are most probability doing the very best that they can in that moment.  They are at their peak for them.  Not their peak for you.  Allow them to stay in the nest longer to stretch, to fly.  Love them where they choose to camp, love them where they choose to settle.

There are multitudes of choices because there are multitudes of people.  You hold within you a Universe, and within that Universe are layer upon layer of other Universes and possibilities.  It is your choice whether you go deep into the very first cell of your being or expand out the largest galaxies of your perception..  All possibilities live within you. 

You as a holographic piece of the whole, contain the entire Universe.  You have the whole picture within you.  It has been promised since the beginning.  It is the promise you stand on.  It is the promise you dream in.  It is the promise you breathe.  It is the promise that your heart beats for.  It is time that you believe it. All structure comes down.  The old property has tumbled.  You stand amongst the rubble.  It is time to clear it.  what will you build now on this prime creator property?  What will you build on this priceless corner lot of self?  Build what you never imagined.  Build what you never thought possible.  Build what your humanness can not even comprehend.  And force your essence into expansion.

Do not allow the traffic jams of your soul and the frenzy of others to misdirect your intention.  Stand strong, stand tall in you.  You are the true miracle.  You easily love everything and everyone outside of you, yet you look at yourself in disdain.  How could I have created such an imperfection? Even though your physical beauty is great you do not see it. Thus you see not the beauty in the people around you, and the world around you, and the lessons that grace you everyday. 

You can move mountains.  You have access through all times, all dimension, all truths that have ever been spoken, or thought.  You have access to the library of failures and the library of successes.  You have access through the time holes, through the time doors that sit in each one of your yards.  You have access into the spirit of the wind.  Into the spirit of the birds, and the raindrops.  There is nothing that you cannot become one with.  There is nothing that you cannot experience.  It is a merging, it is an emergence.  You walk in one door and out another door.  Become one with your day, with the sun, with the clouds, with the people that you see so blinded by the cataracts of society.  Let these energies of seeing open up to you.  See through all denseness, see through all the ones that you love.  See into the truths that are hidden yet so exposed.  I am Quan Yin, Merge with me.  I hold the womb of no time that I keep you within, where all creation is birthed with a thought.  I protect you and love you.  Place me in your heart.  It is there that I do my best work. 

Lift Your Thinking Upward To A New Plateau Of Creation

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Whenever you have a resistance towards anything (person, place or thing), you end up creating an electrical charge, a bio-electrical response.  This charge then becomes positive or negative depending on which pole you direct your sled towards (your sled being every thought). This place of Earth is filled with infinite possibilities.  Possibility lives in every situation you are continually being drawn into every energetic thought you react to. Imagine yourself as a mathematical equation, a series of numbers and outcomes.  Each time a number in that equation changes, the outcome also changes.  When your life moves you into a cul-de-sac that seems to have no way out, it is then you must learn to fly above what blocks your progress.  Lift your thinking upward to a new plateau of creation. Anything that is happening in your life is there because of you.  Own it. You are not a victim but a student engulfed in deep animated teachings. Just like learning to become a soldier with real bullets this is not a practice run but the real thing. Even though earth is holographic of nature all actions on earth are recorded and held secret. Even in your holographic universe all thoughts count like live ammunition.

Progress is quickened in everyone’s life as time marches forward and faster than you think or know.  The lessons are thicker and deeper than one has expected after years of clearing up the debris of the personality.  You no longer live on the same street of light.  Your soul address has changed once again. You're Moving on up to that deluxe apartment in the sky... You are asked to experience a new level of self and soul that you are not familiar with nor comfortable with. Like meeting new people all you can do is observe until it is safe to act.

 The mind and the body are joined by a new soul being – one they have not interacted with before.  They are suspicious and confused by this new vibrational presence.  The old aspect of you has left never to return but in a fleeting memory.  The new aspect of your soul presence is not attached to any outcomes as the old you once was.  The new aspect sees the entirety of the dialog of creation and sits in the land of thought manifestation with a feeling of power.   There’s one glitch in this vast portrayal of light enhancement.  There is a thin ethereal membrane that keeps the new soul light/ intact.  This thin ethereal membrane is like a protective sac around a newborn baby.  It keeps it safe from the harsh outer world until it is ready to be birthed then the membrane weakens and tears.  The new soul light that has been activated in all of Humanity will not be fully felt until the time of Easter when the soul membrane is ready to be dissolved in the higher light of achieved Ascension. (Achieved ascension being the many layers of your being that already reside at a higher light)

Right now there is a feeling of being torn between two lights, two souls, and two worlds.  The sense of being you and not being you is amplified. All elements of life point at you asking 'will the real you stand up?'  As you try and try to redefine yourself the confusion just seems to get stickier and deeper.  Allow time for the membrane between layers of light to quicken and thin.  Fill up with what is good in your life and embrace what is beautiful around you.  There will always be something that is unresolved in your life on some level.  It's important to move your awareness above it, into the beauty of life.  There will always be a pulse of polarity that keeps the small black hole in everybody’s life spinning.  Do not be sucked into what is wrong – always holding you hostage. What is wrong is but a minute percentage of your life force.  Move your awareness into what is right, what is good and what is blessed and spend your creation in that place.  Every thought changes something.

Riding The Wave Of Contraction

Back Into A Point Of Explosive Expansion

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

I am the essence, the Blessing, the music of SHEKINAH. That which dwells in the house of the Holy Spirit.  I come on the winds of time to allow you entrance into knowledge that goes beyond self and memory.  Within what is known and unknown as the Holy Spirit, there are many dimensional descriptions.  There are many doorways, and inter-dimensional truths.  Humanity believes that the Holy Spirit is but one being.  There is a great-pronounced diversification that lives within the house and dwelling of Holy Spirit. 

Each of you holds within you the personal breath of God. I come on this day to breathe that memory back into you.  You each live within the out-breath of God.   God breathed you into existence and the flesh that you are now.  With The first breath that a baby takes, the Holy Spirit enters the child in fullness.  The Holy Spirit does not dwell within the fetus during gestation.

The Holy Spirit energy is an imprint, an encoding, that is held by each individual on their journey through life.  On the death of the individual, the last breath, the Holy Spirit is released back to Source.  It is a separate and different being than the spirit of the individual, but often when death occurs they leave as a two-fold light.  God inhales you back onto and into original light.

You all ride the inhale, the wave of contraction back into a point of explosive expansion.  As the universe inhales you each and every day you are being released of toxins, negativity's, angers, blocks and memories that no longer serve your soul’s evolution and divine purpose.  When you sleep your spirit exits the body and the physical unit is left to fend for itself with the help of angelic beings.  The spirit is connected by a chord of light and can always come back during any emergency. 

When you leave in spirit, when you slumber, no matter what time of day you move easily and effortlessly Into the higher realms where you exist simultaneously.  Your humanness is only approximately 3% of all of your light. Even during the day you tarry off to the higher realms in your thinking, in your imaginings and in your past  reminiscing .  The universe is cleansing many layers of your being, loosening and redistributing blocks so that can easily be dismissed on the next inhale of the Creator. In other words, all that is solid and dank and dark within you is breathed loving and exquisitely by the prime creator back into itself. The angers that have been keeping you down and stagnant will be lifted. 

The reason for the heaviness of self as of late has to do with the many portions of you that have gathered as a depository.  They migrate to a magnetic point in your physical body.  From this magnetic point, they will exit and be sent to Prime Creator.  Not only will this be experienced within the physical body, but it will also be experienced within the planetary body, the planetary emotional body, and the planetary memory body.  For Earth herself will be lifted out of the ever clinging memory of the tar pit of death and annihilation that has happened throughout time.  The Prime Creator, the Universe will escort this back into original source to be purified recycled and used again.

The Prime Creator is taking the thick energies and birthing new universes.  When They run a little bit short on the very fabric of livingness and the atomic structure of what has been created They take from the stockpile of earth, the thickest and darkest of all and bring it into a formation that is beyond your measure of beauty.  With this knowing allow this coagulation to happen within your body.  You may have pains that come and go in the body, in the heart memories, in the heaviness of all emotion, but it gathers to be birthed anew into a new universe. So the very fabric of your being and all that you have been through time after time as well as all Mother Earth has endured, will be birthed into beautiful cellular structures of baby light and beginning life in another part of God, and you will be part of that. 

As a gift for allowing all of this to take place (as if you needed a gift for releasing all of this thick emotional debris) you will be lifted into the higher levels of light towards Ascension. This will be equal to climbing a mountain of 10,000 feet and looking over your world with a gentle knowing and a heavenly appreciation of everything that has brought you to be who you are now. 

It takes more molecules to create anger, than it does a joy.  It takes more molecules to hold disease within a body than it does to hold love.  All that is holy is very light and non-fattening.  I ask you to allow the Creator to breathe you in deeply.  Feel yourself being lifted by this holy breath. Allow the out breath to bring you into the expansion that you so seek.  As all of this is happening  you may find a lightness of head and vertigo of nature.  You may find emotional surges come forth to you in great tears and fears.  You will feel the presence of the holy ones as they stand by your side. You will be alleviated of what has stuck to your soul as tar and feathers for so many existences.  I am SHEKINAH, one of the octaves of the Holy Spirit. I leave on the winds of light.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
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