Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted since 1986 with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986

and reaches a core group of millions of dedicated Planetary LightWorkers.

One to one, light to Light, it births itself into completion from that point forward

IN THIS ISSUE

*** LET GO OF WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE!

*** MERGING AND EMERGING

*** Create from a Place of Knowing or do not create at all….

*** Every Word You Speak Is Birthed Into Existence

*** You Are Galactic Beings Of Unimagined Proportion

*** You seek to reunite with what you are

***Magdalene Pink Amethyst Portal Crystals

LET GO OF WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE!

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We live in a world that is a whirlwind of thoughts, fears, expectations, and prayers.  Sometimes it feels as if we are the little dinghies hanging on in the typhoon of life.  Everything seems overwhelming, vast.  We feel powerless and less powerful as we enter each and every new day. Moving forward as a little light trying to shine in a black hole consciousness.

Every morning we wake up to a new day, a new opportunity.  With our first breath and first thought we set up the energies for the entire day.  We can breathe in the vast possibilities of a day filled with miracles and dreams come true, or we can breathe in a day just like yesterday, nothing more, nothing less.

The quanta (unformed livingness) of life responds to us It depends on us to achieve form any form (the good the bad and the ugly upon occasion).  We are the Coffee Filters through which the new day is poured.  We are the river that directs the currents of our lives.  We are the producers, actors and directors of the play we call life.  When we do not like the direction that the play is headed, it is up to us to energetically intervene and change the stage, the props, and the well rehearsed lines of our life.

We are a celestial singularity, as well as a celestial whole.  We each have free will and free choice, and yet our free will and choice affects the outcome and the flux of all Creation.  Every choice, every turn, every thought we have, creates a ripple effect Touching everyone and everything in its wake.  We selfishly think that our decisions and our choices are no ones business but our own. We each are as an ocean that holds within it precious life.  If the ocean dries up, or surges, into a point beyond balance, everything it touches is affected. Look at the cells and organs of your body.  Even though everything is a separate unit, it is also a connected consciousness and depends upon one other to survive.  We all live in the body of the Universe.  Each separate cells, yet all part of the Divine Oneness.

The Universe as of late has created a ‘Common Denominator’ amongst the people of Earth.  This is in an attempt to unite what seems fractured.  Each part of the world is experiencing a forced ‘Unity” due to the extreme external situations and conditions which are permeating and saturating everything and everyone.  We are receiving a wake up call from Mother Earth.  She cries “Change easily, or change the hard way, it is up to you my children!”  Not only does Mother Earth demand this, but everything we have taken for granted up to this point is also issuing this wake up call! Our lives seem not to be working.  We try to repair them, but the repairs do not hold up in this higher energy. 

Our biological structures (bodies) are now receiving new Light cellular instructions on a daily basis.  We are changing from the inside out.  Nothing will stop or slow down this great change, for it is our destiny.  The more we hold on to the old way of doing, of thinking, of living, the more uncomfortable these changes will be.  Whatever is not for your highest good will fall away, no matter how hard you try to hold on to it.  Let go of who or what you think you are, and what you think you want, and receive what has been cultivated by Divine Decree just for you!  The perfect experience, the perfect time, the perfect size.  This is a full body planetary experience.  Religion, creed, race, and color does not matter.  Everything is shifting into a higher order, a higher light, and a higher frequency.

Who you are has been issued an emancipation, and is in the process of being set free.  The butterfly cannot stay in the cosmic cocoon any longer.  It is destined and designed to fly.  All of this is a Gift from the Universe, not a punishment!  Focus only on the fullness of your life, not the emptiness.  Whatever is for your highest and best good, cannot be taken from you.  Only those energies and experiences of a lesser vibration will be dissolved in this new light.

MERGING AND EMERGING

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

You are in a time and  place of birthing yourself into higher light. Your life is similar to that of the unborn child.  You feel limitations, as if the very walls of your life grow steeper and steeper each time you try to scale them.  You grunt, you groan, you complain as the limitations become more and more animated.  You have the same abilities and capabilities as the unborn child.  You are living in this dimension and yet you are also living in spirit.  Your body seems limited and vulnerable, yet the spirit that inhabits that vehicle has magnificent and untapped abilities.

Sitting in the womb of No-time, you feel limited.  In this limitedness you try to stretch, but the walls of illusion, and the walls of earthly limitation seem to keep you confined.  You are not able to stretch into the vastness you innately know yourself to have.  When a child is in the mothers womb, the child’s spirit has the ability to reach out past the limitations of the womb.  Skirting about in the parent’s everyday lives. Reaching into the past, and future, overcoming space and time. It is this part of the Galactic/Earthly gestation period that Earth as a planet, and you as a people are entering into.  It is a time where the limited perception of your humanness merges with the vast and all-knowing Spirit.  Coming together merging and then emerging. 

As of late you all feel like a caterpillar, in a cocoon.  You know that you are destined to become more, Yet Everything In Your World Points To Less Than!! You feel deep within your being that if you tried, you could fly.  Then you take another look at yourself and see only the reflection of density, and human limitation.  The Chrysalis around you thickens and hardens keeping you confined in a prison of your own thinking and making.  There seems no way out!  Then one day a small light appears coming from a hole within this cocoon, and your heart races with possibilities.  The holographic illusion of limitation begins to crumble right in front of your eyes.

You all are just now seeing that small point of light.  Showing you the way out, the way up and the way home. The caterpillar must walk into a time of surrendering.  Surrendering the illusion of limitation. surrendering to the divine spark within him.  Surrendering is accepting the process, it is trusting!  It is internally knowing what is truth, when everything else reflects and mirrors limitations.  The hole is small only in the mind of the caterpillar, not in the mind of God.  In the mind of God it is large enough to accommodate all the future butterflies of earth.

Surrender and trust your process. The butterfly that you are inside this earthly cocoon is far greater than any illusion.  Let go and know that the divine plan will work through you no matter what.  The caterpillar is destined to become a butterfly! The cocoon would never ever allow the caterpillar to be released, because that is what a cocoon does.  It limits, it protects, it binds.  Earth keeps you as a cocoon until you are ready to set yourself free.  The caterpillar knows that it must try, and try again to get out of the black hole, or it will die.  That is the point of reference that each and everyone of you sit at.  You feel you must try, or perish in the process. Your Soul pushes you through that tiny hole into a Higher Light, just like the caterpillar is pushed by instinct.  You push back, saying ‘ No, I can’t fit, No I can’t  go, NO I CAN’T .  Spirit says, “ you must, or you will perish, as will all life.”   Earth is at a portal of choice, there will be a decision made by the mass consciousness. All of God’s creations sit upon this fence of decision.  All of life is “in decision”.  It is not fate versus freewill it is Fate and Freewill.

Create from a Place of Knowing

or don't create at all….

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

You are in a place and time when you are just now remembering that you have the ability to expand and create your world however you chose.  The chaos the destruction, the disease, the disasters on earth can be changed in a blink, if enough believe this to be a truth.  Perform from a place of knowing.   As one that walks the tight wire Do you want to get up on that tight wire with a knowing, or with a maybe?  These are your everyday life choices.  The  wire is your next thought, your next word, your next decree.  Create purposefully with a knowing not just a thinking of maybe! 

Know without a shadow of a doubt, that your consciousness is birthed from the cosmic crock-pot, and what has been ladled to vast civilizations is also divinely ladled to you.  True knowledge is inherent within all.  Light masters and Ascended masters are a part of your divine blueprint.  With this understanding and knowing, draw your life, become all possibilities. 

Delete the impossibilities that you have received while growing up.   Earth is full of limits—speed limits, time limits, credit card limits, parking limits, everything has a limit.  In your true being there are no limits.

All that you can imagine as truth is but a single grain of God consciousness. The beaches reflect what is the true possibility for life.  Every granule of sand is a world, a universe, and a galaxy.  Imagine all the sand on all the beaches and oceans of earth.  Each one of those granules of sand represents your untouched abilities, and your untouched knowledge.

Do not be afraid of the next step of your journey.  It is as if a cell within your body is afraid to connect with another cell within the same body.  You created connectivity but you chose separation.  Open the doorway that you have kept nailed shut for so long.  You are the projector of your limitations. Open yourself to receive the river of all possibility.

The vibration of money was given to you as a speed bump.  Something to slow you down. Let go of the concept of money as being your rescuer!  You are provided for equal to the amount of love you give to yourself.  You create and manifest the exact amount you can receive, nothing more, nothing less. 

Take a good look at the word “pro-vision.”   You are creating and providing for, through ‘vision’. Stop thinking and living on emergency provisions, sea rations.  Proceed forward past what you have provided for your self up until now.

Every Word You Speak Is Birthed Into Existence

As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We are connected to everything in the Universe.  There is nothing that we are not a part of; everything flows through us and to us. Our energies, our thoughts, and our words flow through all of life, on Earth and elsewhere.  There is not an end to us, or a beginning, but a continual flow of life, changing form over and over again.  We are continually perfecting our form in each and every incarnation, whether that is as an element, plant animal, human, star, or galaxy.  We deliberately challenge ourselves to become all we can become.  There is no failure in this type of existence only evolution. 

As we reach an apex in this level of evolution, we begin to realize just what the effects of our words; thoughts and fears have on this turning point of humanity.  We speak haphazardly, we create on a whim, and we prophesize out of fear.  We speak like our words don’t mean a darn thing.  Seeing them just as words and not realizing that worlds were created by a word, a thought a decree.  Seeing not the power we have available to us, to destroy everything or create a utopia, a paradise, a heaven on earth.  Sabotaging our own lives, our finances, our health, our marriages, and our futures. 

Every thought you have is alive.  Every word you speak is birthed into existence. You free it from its personal  domain.  Just like letting a genie out of a bottle your words, your thoughts wait for your command to come into the world of matter and do what they do best, create!   All creation is by you, for you, and through you! The time between thought, and manifestation grows shorter and shorter, forcing everyone’s attention into the mirrored hallway of responsibility.  It is there that the reflections shout, “look at what you have created, look at what you have birthed!”  We give ourselves wondrous magical gifts every minute of every day just by the very words we speak. No one is out to get us nothing is out to destroy us, every situation is of our own making, a divine creation, a tool to escort us into a higher place of knowing.

We not only do this as individuals, but as countries, families, continents, and also as a world.  So many opportunities to learn and evolve and love.  It is as children playing with nuclear weapons, not knowing the power of the instrument at hand.  We do our best to fulfill ancient and biblical prophecy.  Believing on some level that those of the past knew more than we do.  Giving our power and our world away to the dried bones of the past.  If those same people prophesied today, we would laugh at them as eccentrics, or cult members.  Not honoring there words, or there fears. 

Many cultures throughout the world feel the need to make the ancient prophecies come true.  There religion will not be complete without the mass destruction, that is promised. If the prophecies are not true, then what else in their doctrine is not true?  Has their God lied to them about anything else? It is this type of thinking that must be nipped in the bud.  Not by confrontation, or anger or finger pointing, but by love, love, and more love. The external world but mirrors our internal thoughts and dialogue.  Life is not something that happens to us it is something that we create, continuously. 

Knowing that we can and do collectively create everything and anything, lets get busy and create a world of love, of peace, of joy.  Where every child goes to bed with a full tummy, and every homeless person cashes in their cardboard home, for a real home.  Lets look at our world glass as always full instead of half-empty and halfhearted.  All livingness responds to your thoughts and your desires, especially a casual thought, or decree. 

Knowing how powerful ours words are 24 hours a day for all eternity, puts a bit of a damper on our joking around. What we may say even in play will ripple out through all space and time.  What we decree for another we gift to our self. Our angers, our fears, our jealousies are becoming animated alive and kicking us back to get our attention.

As you love, you attract. You are today where your thoughts have brought you;
you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you. You cannot escape the result of your thoughts; but you can endure and learn, accept and be glad.
You will realize the vision of your heart, not the idle wish. You will gravitate toward that which you secretly most love. In to your hands will be placed the exact result you earn no more, no less. Whatever your present environment may be, you will fall, remain, or rise with your thoughts…your vision… your ideal.

You Are Galactic Beings of Unimagined Proportion

As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We herald from the suns behind the suns, the light behind the light.  We are your reflection as we are your beginning.  We are all that has ever existed and all that has been birthed into form throughout time.  And thus we are one with you as we are one with all.  You may recognize our essence as the sun, the star, and the being-ness known as Alcyone a light within the Pleiadian Star System. 

We are referred to in text as the Great Beings of Light that escorted humanity into an echelon and a ladder of genetic difference.  We come forth on this day to reflect to you portions of yourself that have been long hidden within your own human shadow. We come to reflect to you the trueness of your beauty and abilities. you are a species that is caught up in the whirlwind of healing, fixing,  deleting, and letting go, a daily regiment of  releasing.  You each represent a universe, that has had amnesia and has forgotten its way home.  Your body holds within it trillions of galaxies and constellations that represent all of the livingness that you have incarnated as. Your earth is a host to all of these myriad of universes that expedite themselves into fullness thru all means possible. 

As the universe that you are, it is time to tie up the loose ends and cut away the frills of being stationary and inept in your so-called humanness.  The light that comes forth emanating and radiating from the Sun -- is from the star -- Alcyone.  It shone during the shifts in Atlantis, in Lemuria, and in Ancient Egypt.  It was worshipped by the Mayans, Anastazi and Sumerians alike.  the earth comes full circle and is ready to receive its pulsation's and emanations again. Do Not wait on your city, your councils, your family, and your government to become unified.  You are a complete entity onto your self.  You are a complete unified field of light.  There is nothing that is fractured or broken within your existence except, as you perceive it to be.  step back from the pain and the isolation and look fully at who and what you represent. 

You are here as Emissaries of Light, as Ambassadors of the Creator.  You are not here to putt about, to grow frail and old and diseased.  You are here to grasp completion and see in totality – why you have existed at all.  You are not here to be in pain, to be unloved, to be abused, to be poor, these are all time consuming habits.  There is nothing that you cannot accomplish.  There is nothing that you cannot create.  There is nothing that you cannot heal.  You effect and affect everything.  Everything in your world hears you.  Livingness hears your thoughts, your angers, and your sadness'.  It hears your in-completion. 

You are beings that have forgotten their vastness.  If you are to save this world as you have so incarnated to do, you must begin with yourself.  You are not a victim to anything or anyone unless you decree it is so.  You have forgotten the totality of your being.  Ask everyday to be infused with the remembrance of 'who' in truth you are.  Allow yourself to become that component of light that has existed through all space and time. You are a grand light that cannot be destroyed.  Wake up to who you are.  You have but a few earthen years and experiences left before the tides turn in a direction that you might not want to experience. You are the beginning and the end.  You are the alpha and omega.  You cannot exist any other way except in fullness of your light and in 2008 that will become your reality.

 Speak as a God.  Think as a God.  Allow not the distractions of your day, humanness, or  body to own you and enslave you in such a fashion that it belittles the very creation of who you are.  Step outside of the body and observe it as a vehicle that you instruct, a vehicle that transports you through space and time in every way and in every thought. 

Where your thoughts are is where you dwell, look at it as your creation address. This address then becomes your quantified universe and defined field of light.  Redefine who you are to yourself and then it will follow as the day and the night that you are re-defined in every cell of your body, in every level of your life, and in every document that has ever recorded your life, your birth, and your death.   You are the center of the universe.  Do not take that lightly.  For where you stand in your thinking, in your self, in your construction of circumstances -- ripples out through all existence. It affects your past and present and your future. It is only by your own awakening that you issue that decree on a cellular, stellar fashion to all of life.  Stop whining and see how grand you are.

We have always existed as light. We can be nothing but the expression of light. 

You Seek To Reunite With What You Are

As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

The opulence, the prosperity, the role of Creator-ship that you so seek is within the cellular structure of your being.  It is not housed in a thought, it is not housed in a mediation, it is not housed in a way of life, but it resides within all potential tapped and untapped within the multi-dimensional structure that you exist within.  When you sense a lack within your life, you immediately move your presence into that place. you are re-united within that structure of lack – not as a punishment, but as a learning.  When you have a need within your life, move into it with a knowing. You house all potential.

When you place yourself in a place of deserving, then you become magnetic to all possibilities that exist beyond the limitations of your dimensional perception.  You seek to reunite with what you are.  You seek to learn. You seek to become blessed.  You seek to become love. And yet all of these qualities are inherent within your creational field.  It is by the poignant understanding of embracing what you think you need to be, need to receive, need to know --- that you will fully walk upon the not so distant land that holds these truths. In being human, you embrace the island of division. You sit upon one slice of the human pie and you think that is the world – not realizing that you are surrounded on all sides by everything that you do not find within your self. 

The mechanics of manifestation, the mechanics of creating is being re-defined.  The words 'want and need' will no longer describe who you are.  The words “have, create, deserve receive” will be where you land as you are flown through this universal understanding of who in truth you really are. 

We exist in consciousness beyond a Gate of Time.  That Gate of Time has just recently been seen by your world.  As we are seen visually – then we are able to be heard energetically.  We do not come to conquer your thoughts, your world, your crops, or your children for we are beyond form as are you internally at the core of your being.  We exist as you exist – in a multi- evolutionary sequence in many different dimensions and worlds.  

There are places that you exist as pure undivided molecular structure.  There are places that you exist as color.  There are places that you exist as bacteria and viruses.  Some places you are only sound.  Some places you only exist in the dreamtime and not in a real world as you would say, at all.  You come to a time space continuum within your planetary expression of stardom that asks you to acknowledge the part of you that flies, the part of you that swims in water without breathing.  The part of you that is an amethyst on a moon that orbits a planet 3 galaxies away, the part of you that exists as a doe on a mountainside or an aardvark in an inner world.  For you are all of these. 

Ask your human component, your mind, your brain – to expand into the possibilities that you are all of these things your consciousness equally exists in all of these places.  You are all that you believe yourself to be. When you embrace the complexity of your all-ness, then there is nothing that you need or want.  All is created with a thought as was originally intended. 

MAGDALENE PINK AMETHYST

 PORTAL CRYSTALS

Use these crystals as a Portal To connect with that, which is Magdalene

These very powerful pink lavender crystalline beings come to give us the gift of a deep heart healing thru the looking glass. They are very rare Pink Amethyst from Brazil. They come with hand carved wooden stands that allow them to show their true colors. Allow them to mirror your holy she, as a looking glass, a portal, to other reflections of your true total being, thru space and time. Stand before them like a door within a sacred mountain and allow them to escort you to your true beautiful being.

As you enter the Magdalene Portal in time and energy you enter, the ‘I AM‘ Presence of the Magdalene. The feminine essence of Divinity that beckons forth from the ancient past whispering softly into the Now. Enter the soft strong powerful heart of the Magdalene via the pink amethyst Portal Crystal. Your heart feels the presence of the Magdalene and yet it has not been anchored in her light. Your soul seeks a connection with that which seems fleeting and hidden from view. Like a longing that still lingers.  The knowledge of the Magdalene has long been sought after for it is worth its weight in gold. It changes history and asks one to see with a new lens the possibilities of different time lines. All that one holds as a deep truth eventually fulfills its destiny and comes to the surface to be seen.

The Magdalene Portal crystal allows one to see with a deeper heart understanding. The encoding of the Magdalene is aligned with a deep love of what is holy, sacred and beautiful about earth.  It portrays a strong Light that has the strength and the courage to stand by and allow destiny to unfold.  The Portal of the Magdalene allows access to the inner realms of the divine feminine. This Crystal is a Temple of healing, a mirrored room that will only reflect that which has been healed. It allows one to see themselves as whole, not fractured and afraid.

As we become more and more of our divine self we are feeling disconnected from everything we have identified with since our birth. We are being asked to stretch into as place that is so vast there is no ceiling to be seen. In that field of aloneness, we are asked to fill all the empty space with our newly healed presence. Those who write the world rules have never seen the Vibration of the Magdalene as Holy or necessary. She has been sequestered away in the biblical text like a child sent to her room without her Last Supper. She has written herself upon the hearts and thoughts of many as they have worked throughout time to keep her memory above the curtain that has been drawn on her.

For several years She has gently pushed her way into the minds of the masses whispering REMEMBER ME. She knocks upon the hearts of many as she beckons entrance into their lives. The energy of the Magdalene rose portal is represented by these beautiful pristine feminine Pink Selenite crystals. These wonderful stones hold the vibration of all that is Magdalene and all that is sacred from her point of view. They hold a peachy shiny reflective hope that asks you not to jump ship, but to stay on board a little while longer to see the fruits of your heart labor.

Pink AMETHYST is a stone of heart healing and deep love''.  Pink Amethyst bestows peace, the peace being the perfect peace.   Any kind of amethyst enhances psychic/creative abilities. amethyst has long been used to open the psychic centers.  The stone allows dream recall and is mind quieting. This stone asks you to let go and trust, surrendering so that you may see beyond what consumes your immediate attention. Amethyst is considered a Master Healing stone it is an extremely powerful protective stone. It guards against psychic attack transmuting what is dark into love. Pink Amethyst has a Strong healing and deep cleansing power into the heart of every cell of the body mind, and soul. Pink Amethyst is just wonderful and very rare.