Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted since 1986 with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986

and reaches a core group of millions of dedicated Planetary LightWorkers.

One to one, light to Light, it births itself into completion from that point forward

IN THIS ISSUE

*** GENII IN A BOTTLE

*** THE ‘LESS THAN’ CODE

*** DIVINE SEEDS

*** Certainty, Without the Candy Coating of Doubt

*** THE POWER OF ‘NOT ENOUGH’

*** THE COSMIC CHRIST

Healing words from the Dali Lama:

Never Give up
No matter what is going on
Never Give up
Develop the heart
Too much energy is spent developing the mind
instead of the heart
Be compassionate
Work for peace
and I say again
Never Give up
No matter what is happening
No matter what is going on around you
Never Give up

GENII IN A BOTTLE

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We are connected to everything in the Universe.  There is nothing that we are not a part of, everything flows through us and to us. Our energies, our thoughts, and our words flow through all of life on Earth echoing out universe to universe.  There is not an end to us, nor a beginning, but a continual flow of light, changing form over and over again.  We are continually perfecting our form in each and every incarnation. We have been countless forms deliberately challenging ourselves to become more and more as we travel the stellar maze home to Source.  Knowing deep within our beings there is no failure in this type of existence only evolution. 

As we reach an apex in this level of existence and evolution, we begin to realize just what the effects of our words; thoughts and fears have on this turning point of humanity.  We tend to speak haphazardly, creating on a whim, prophesizing out of fear.  We speak like school children thinking our words don’t mean a thing, not realizing that worlds were created by a word, a thought a decree.  Within us is the power to destroy everything or create a utopia, a heaven on earth.  With our frivolous words we are Sabotaging our own lives, our finances, our health, our marriages, and our futures. 

Every thought you have is alive.  Every word you speak is birthed into existence.  You free it from its internal domain.  Just like letting a Genii out of a bottle, your words, your thoughts wait for your command to come into the world of matter and do what they do best, create!   All creation is by you, for you, and through you!  The time between thought, and manifestation grows shorter and shorter, forcing everyone’s attention into the mirrored hallway of responsibility.  It is there that our wordly reflections shake the very core of our souls. We ask ourselves did we really create such turmoil? every situation is of our own making, a perfect, concise creation punctuated, perforated and indented for the people by the people.

We do this as individuals, countries, families, continents, and worlds.  So many opportunities to learn and evolve not knowing the power of the instrument at hand.  We do our best to fulfill ancient and biblical prophecy.  Believing on some level that those of the past knew more than we do.  Giving our power and our world away to the buried bones of the past.  If those same people prophesied today, we would laugh at them as eccentrics, or cult members.  Not honoring there words, or there fears. The external world but mirrors our internal thoughts and dialogue.  Life is not something that happens to us it is something that we create, continuously. 

Knowing that we can and do collectively create lets get busy and create a world of harmony. Lets look at our world glass as always full instead of half-empty and half-hearted.  All livingness responds to your thoughts. Knowing how powerful our words are 24 hours a day for all eternity, puts a bit of a damper on our joking around. What we may say even in play will ripple out through all space and time.  What we decree for another we gift to our self. Our angers, our fears, our jealousies are becoming animated alive and kicking us back to get our attention. You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts will take you.

THE ‘LESS THAN’ CODE

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We stand at a point in-between what we believe in our hearts to be possible and what we see in our world. We hold tightly to the spiritual lifeline that dangles from the high cliffs as we try over and over again to propel up the side of what seems to be an insurmountable slick surface. All techniques we have been taught in the past do not seem to adhere to the molecules of this new world that writes its own rules.

Prayers are not heard, answers are not received and memos are thrown in the trash, nothing seems to be listening to our cries for help. We stand in the street of our life with the eye of the tornado looking straight at us.  We all seem singled out as the very lint from our pockets is spent to gas up or feed our families. We yell at the gods in dismay as we feel so many promises have been broken. We search the yellow pages for answers and no one returns our calls.

All seem to be in a trance as they walk aimlessly through their lives with no hope of a shiny future. Every price we said we would ‘never pay,’ we do now with a great anger that is stuffed away and internalized. We hold back and hold on to what little we have strangling the very economy enforcing the ‘less than’ code to the fullest degree feeling like the ‘last hope’ has left the building.

We do not see any reprieve from this onslaught of darkness that has us all by the throats. We know life will never be the same and mourn for simpler safer times that were only a few months ago but seem light years away.  the sandcastles of old have been swept away as the tides seem to turn against us. Yet deep within us still lives a single grain of faith. It is not our faith in God that counts right now, it is God’s faith in us that brings closure to this reign of fire and brimstone.

Darkness feeds on doubt and fear. It wants us to give up and give in to a bleak future with no hope. Since we are the guardians of the last hope fueled by the Creators belief and faith in us it is our mission and duty to hold this light of hope high for all to see. Speak hope and granular faith into all those you meet, do no allow them to take you down into the muck of hopelessness and drown in the sea of fear.  You are the light in the dark future that so many see. Let your little light shine on what seems like the darkest of days. Hope now gently boils to the surface after too long a stay on the bottom of the barrel. For one spark of hope can ignite an entire world. Don’t fuel the fears of the masses. Keep your light bright fanning the flame of hope to keep the planet warm and safe.

Humanity is the only species that was made in the Creator’s image holding all the credentials and ingredients for doing great feats. it is time to take the faith that has been placed in us by the Creator and invest it in a future filled with hope. We can never stop believing in better days, in the goodness of people, in universal justice.  We can never stop believing in our dreams for ourselves and those we love.  

DIVINE SEEDS

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As Spring pushes her way up thru a rather harsh winter the warm breezes, and the April showers unleash what is hidden deep within life that has been dormant. Within the seed of all life lives a dynamic blueprint for its totality, the complete evolution and the fulfillment of each species. Within a single seed of a great oak lives its fullest potential to become all that it can become. That seed does not contain half of an instruction but contains the entirety of divine instructions to fulfillment the oak trees destiny from birth to death. Within the seed of each human being lives the same instructs, an entire holographic blueprint that houses the unlimited potential of each person. Each human has the ability to fulfill these instructions to their completion or any part thereof. It is a personal choice; it is a divine directive. All life holds the entirety of its potential.

As Spring comes into her peak beauty it is time for each person to take time to plant a new idea, a new seed, a new desire, a new dream, then know without a shadow of a doubt that the seed will come into completion since it holds the fullness of the bloom. Do not plant anything in your life if you doubt its ability to bloom, whether grass seed, flower seed, or tree. If you doubt its ability to fulfill its potential then do not plant at all. Nature asks you to plant at least one seed in your world. Plant this seed with an undiluted knowing that it will reach its full potential. Plant the seed knowing that it will mature, and reach its destiny and destination or do not plant at all.

As you move into more of your co-creator awareness the question arises are you a part time God or a full time doubting human. Do you doubt yourself more hours than you believe in yourself? Would you want your Creator to work in such a haphazard way? As spring comes plant your dreams and your hopes in the fertile soil of a deep belief system. Believe in their fulfillment, or do not plant at all. Whether grass seed or a human dream it needs to be planted in fertile soil. Each seed you plant represents a celestial commitment. Plant as the Creator, without doubt.

Certainty Without The Candy Coating Of Doubt

As Received By Gillian Macbeth-Louthan

As our lenses become sharper and clearer all internal and external truths are SEEN under the big bright light of scrutiny. We have so many decades under our belt – why can’t we remember who we are and what comes next? Once proof was in the pudding, now who can afford the pudding.  We lean forward in the seat of the soul with our internal heart driving us into un-chartered waters on the shifting sees of confusion. Certainty without the candy coating of doubt is required to fulfill our divine obligations. Doubt cannot live in the grade A choices of a world that is moving into the gated community of less than and not enough.

Life is thicker and contains more than in the past. Unexpected expectations take time, energy and heart. Earth has changed and so has her people, continually adjusting to all that is thrown at them.  People are hardened and softened at the same time. This conflict creates tension in the body causing unexpected aches and pains. In these upcoming changes and energies, movement forward is a must if one is not to sink within the dimensional  quicksand of Earth.

We bend forward and backward to life’s demands finding ourselves in limbo more often than not.  wanting to escape and at the same time wanting to stop and embrace all that is around us. Life is changing so quickly we know it may not be the same tomorrow. Heartstrings are tugged, wallets are tugged, and emotions are raw and bleeding. The energies come not as soothing and soft but come as thorns in the crown and heart. 

Step gently into these turbulent times that come. Do not expect them to hold you as you cry, as you weep, or mourn. Allow them to be what they are and allow yourself to be what you are – very human on a divine playing field in a game that changes and challenges you daily. Become as a deep-sea reef and allow the energies to swim around you, hold steady to who you are and do not lose yourself as the big waves come. There is not a quick solution or an app for what we are all destined to drive thru. Like the severe weather footage of late when the tornados come, when the tsunamis come, do you turn around, race forward or just stand still?

THE POWER OF ‘NOT ENOUGH’

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Within the human being is a seed of hope a divine blueprint that has promised never to leave. A seed that stays planted no matter how bad the weather and storms of life may be. So many people have worked so hard only to see their dreams laid to rest in a barren field. They have followed their divine blueprint into a desert that grows little and a land that bears no fruit.  They have extended themselves financially, emotionally and physically plowing a land that is unfriendly and desires not to support what their heart yearns for.

So many peoples dreams begin to dry up in the high noon sun of earthly chaos. The pain is so great in this loss, the heart begins shrink closing the door on hope. People become robot like trying not to feel the sadness in their heart and day. The price of all goes sky high as you continue to make ends meet the rope gets tighter and tighter around your dreams seeming to squeeze the very life out of them. All hands reach out to take what little you have stretching you into more fears and tears and hopelessness. We try hard to escape this harsh reality but life swims toward us with an open mouth hungry to take any and all.  Any illusion of control is held tightly in the body as pain as we announce to the world what we are not going to do louder than what we will be forced to do via life and circumstance.

Our bodies kick and scream and our soul pirouettes spinning out of control as the seasons of time demand our undivided attention. All personal considerations go on hold as these vast energies enter our field of inquiry. Fight or flight gallops thru our biological system as adrenaline glands pump hard like horses in a quarter mile race.  We step within to address the root of the problem as what is invisible in matter beats the heck out of us.  Our ability to nurture has turned into the need to survive. We begin to panic looking for the escape hatch, anything has to be better that all of this planetary upheaval.

All of these events have been predicted for many years but we did not want to see that particular future. We now sit in space and time asking to be rescued by anything or anyone who gives a damn. How can little ole us fight the oil companies the government the choices of people that do not seem to know what they are doing? How can we correct the balance of a world and economy on tilt? We feel helpless and hopeless as our dreams seem to whither on the vine. In this place of vulnerability the scent of fear is loud and clear as we become victims of a never changing world.

it is time to get off our haunches and stand up for all we believe to be good and light in truth and honor. We have been schooled for this time and energy our entire life. We are not little in light or purpose we are destined to make a difference person by person thought by thought without fear of consequences.

As we enter the gateway of 2012 we will be held responsible by our very actions or inactions for what is to be birthed and the future of earth. The baby boomers were birthed to be the warriors of this time and place. They have the tools of light to shift the molecules of all that seems to take away the freedom of choice. Yes we are adrift on a sea of manipulation by all that seems grander than us. Yes we are padding with little hope and broken dreams on a sea that changes its monetary currents every day. We are the saviors of a world that has come undone. It is up to us to hold onto the vision of peace and hope and what is for the greatest good of all concerned.

We can shift our world thought by thought starting with our own little personal universe. We are not blind victims in a con game, we have come into this with eyes wide open, and no matter how hard we try to close them we can still see clearly.  No one on this earth has the right to take our hopes and dreams that were given to us by the Creator.  We have a great promise that lives in our soul that over lights all doubt in our future choices. We can not and will not let others decide our destiny.

Are we so small and meek that we are afraid of the price increase of rice in china or gas in the middle east? How can we let such things make us give up on our dreams of doing and becoming? We are greater than these black darting energies that swarm around us like Alaskan gnats. Our life force has better things to do than swat at the small and pesky.  We have people to love, an earth to heal, and life to live to the fullest.  We can be the change we wish to see in the world if we will only listen with the eyes of the soul and hear with the heart. The heavens look to us to become the change we seek. Every thought is precious and counts, do not let the thought of not enough enter your mind or future.

THE COSMIC CHRIST

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

I the higher aspect of the Christ speak to you from the intersection of Humanness, Soul, and Over Soul.  I speak to you at the point that you and I intersect and we form a Star of David, a Star Tetrahedron, the Cosmic Mercaba. I ask you to turn your eyes inward –to the focus point of your 3^rd eye. To place your consciousness there on the screen of all possibilities and see the light that I AM, the Light that you are, and the Light that we can become together.

When Jesus the man left the earth as his Christed self, and crowned his humanness in glory and Ascension, his disciples hid behind his event of transformation and transmutation. They focused upon this awe-inspiring event with fear, and doubt. They felt deserted, abandoned, and helpless. As your humanness has the opportunity to walk into its Christed garments of Light, will you feel you have abandoned your humanness and the pleasures of earth? Do not allow your garment of Christed Light to be something that you only wear on Easter or Sundays. Wear it continually with the knowledge that you can be divine, holy, and human simultaneously.  For Jesus the man said that the future generations of children of light would do greater deeds than he, which was a promise he made to the future children that would walk the earth.

You shift the future by your thought, by your actions, by your awareness', and by your declarations. You have changed the molecular structure of the mind; do not allow the past to enter your future. As you celebrate Easter – celebrate the Cosmic Christ, the Over Soul,  and the Human Being who lovingly moves toward Christed awareness. Do not get caught up in the trappings of what happened in Biblical Times, do not allow the crucifixion to dictate your future move past it into resurrection and ascension.

Don’t camp in the Spiritual Stigmata of your old selves. Yes, there were many injustices. and pain that you endured but it is not your job to own it.  yes you feel the injustices, yes you feel for what fell as an injustice a minute ago, a week ago, a year ago. But how do those feelings serve you? You cannot move when you are drenched in pity, in sadness, in anger, or in fear. The mobility comes only when you love, in certainness, in faith, in peace. Whenever your life is not moving, it is because you have cemented your feet in the past. Your heart is a Christ Heart. I represent the Trinity of all the incarnations of Christ I am all of it-- as are you. You have worn every religion, every faith, and every conviction. You have worn every magical, alchemical thought through time and space. You still wear them.

Your past does not serve you but as a reminder of what once failed. Look to the future with a heart that is Light. I AM the essence of the Cosmic Christ.  I am in you as you are in me. For we are cut from the same grain and mixed in the same bowl and kneaded into a loaf of bread that is to be shared with all. We are the same. I am not mightier than you. I am not grander than you. I am you.  I ask you to lovingly lift the memory of my time on earth out of the pain and crucifixion.  

Your potential is unlimited. It goes beyond words or expectations. I ask you at this time of Easter to receive my body in communion – but not through a wafer or a glass of wine – but through a vibration. When the Son rises on the morn of Easter – breathe me into you.  Sup upon my love and wisdom of all time – and I will sup upon your humanness. You are the pride and the joy of this universe. Stand up – to see in truth, the true reflection of the Cosmic Christ you are!

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
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