Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted since 1986 with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

This newsletter is Spirit Driven and  has been in circulation since 1986

and reaches a core group of millions of dedicated Planetary LightWorkers.

One to one, light to Light, it births itself into completion from that point forward

IN THIS ISSUE

*** The Blessing of the Mother

*** THE ORIGAMI OF YOUR SOUL

*** Chamuel Angel of Self-Love

*** Let The Five Fingers Of Self Point You In A New Direction

*** Our Purposeful Path

*** COMPLETENESS BECKONS ITSELF HOME

*** She Who Hears Prayers Crystals

The Blessing of the Mother

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Welcome.  I am the spirit, the energy, the Blessing of the Mother.  I come as your heart has beckoned.  Take my hand and we will walk into the lodge of your longings and we will climb the spiral stairway of love – the deep places of love within you that you are afraid to go.  We will walk into this mansion of heart – you and I and we will experience room by room, space by space – all of the beauty of your life.  It’s time to walk into the higher heart.  At this time, you are lost in the needs of the earthen heart.  It is like a 1^st and  2^nd floor of heart.  The 1^st floor of heart is where all of the past hurts, longings, disappointments and sadness’ live.  They are preserved living in the same energy as they were birthed.  They have not changed.  Every year around holidays and anniversaries, you visit these lost and sad parts of your heart.  You walk through growing sadder and sadder with each step. You let them just moan, groan, and cause you tears and heartache. 

I ask you as the Blessed Mother to move into the higher level of your heart.  To go up to the 2^nd floor and look at all the miracles and goodness that has brought you to this day, this minute, this time. You are all collectors of love and every harsh word that has been said to you through out time. Do not circle through the muck and heartbreak of the past –but raise your vibration, and fly above it.    Every little splinter of injustice and every thorn of heartache has helped you to become more aware of your connection to the Light. 

Every year at this time, you start visiting the ghosts of the past. I come to ask you to walk in balance.  Don’t walk down the same old crooked path -- build a byway of Light over the path of thorns, and snares and pitfalls that you have walked every year at this time.  I could not live if I dwelled upon the injustices that happened to me and those I loved.  Act as a God in the flesh, not as a human crying and reaching for God, but as a God Being who is in human form.  You keep forgetting how divine you are, how perfectly wonderfully divine you.  Embrace all the levels of you that you have pushed away-- shift the pain.  Go to the balcony of your heart, look down, and just love it all.  Love every droplet of pain that you have experienced.  It takes more God to create a Human Body then it does to create a Light Body.  Honor the God-ness of your life.  Remember that you are all heart while you are on Earth for it can be no other way.  I am Mother Mary.      

THE ORIGAMI OF YOUR SOUL

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

The great puzzle within seeks to see the picture on the box, if only to make some sense of what is to come. The pieces mix and match like a tourist on holiday. Signs are twisted, roads dead end, bridges fall as you try to cross to the other side of this knowing. As the year ends stay at a place of knowing without restraints or constraints. A place of ‘no expectations’ as what is great makes its way to the surface breaking the quiet of the still pond.

Allow yourself the luxury of being human while at the same time allowing yourself to be divinely orchestrated with the music of the spheres playing in your head. As your hearts expand and contract in unison,  a mirror image of the universe in its pulsation and explosions is portrayed. If you could only truly grasp the fullness of this life you would delight in its gardens and bounty. Here sits the secret of the universe in full bloom. Herein sits time in all of her sequences and sections.

Life has us all whirling and twirling about as toy soldiers without a mission. Allow the origami of your soul to unfold in its own time and truth. The year pushes and prods you into stitching yourself so thin you begin to fracture. This time stamp and pace will not let up for it is not just seasonal. It is important that your prioritize your life and do not let the karma and choices of others be served to you. Do you not Deserve the very goodness you give to others.

The word Deserve (to be worthy for some reward) asks you not just to serve  the needs of others but to allow yourself what is need to complete who you are not a place of Holiness. Give to the Christ child within you. Let the shining star guide you home to remembering in the fullness of time, what this journey is all about.  The gifts of spirit are promised to you in so many ways via so many sacred texts and Holy Scripture. they are the keys that unlock the shackles you wear as humans.

Between 12:12 and 12:21 you will be gifted a cycle of time that will allow you to complete what still holds you hostage in thought and action. Please call upon me Mother Mary to assist you in healing the areas that still fester and pain you. Areas of family or regrets or angers or sad nesses. Allow me to help you join in heart and dream those you still long to see. Allow me to uncover the veil between worlds so you can fully see that, those you love still live on in spirit, deed, and effect.  Allow me to heal what has transmuted thru time in your family DNA. Allow me to help you see into the heart of another.

This is a time of miracles waling all over earth and you need to see that with your own two eyes. No amount of cajoling is going to get you to the place of believing without a miracle or two displaying their wings for you. Expect your family to be healed and forgiven of all past injustices. Expect your life to run smooth and bountiful. Expect help from every human around you if you so needed it. EXPECT the good to come looking for you; expect to be the favorite child of a loving Universe. Use this gift wisely promoting your own dreams in thought and action. Believe in yourself as you believe in others and watch the Christmas Magic dance thru your life. Let the wishes of your life be granted and stop holding them at bay. Create to your full potential and then stretch that ability a little more every day. You were born to do great things remember that every day and act accordingly.

Chamuel

Angel of Self-Love

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Welcome. I am angelic of origin. I am angelic of nature. I am angelic of light. I am the essence the vibration and the song that is known as Chamuel. I am angel of self-love and I come on this day to enfold you in that thought.  Every measurement of time, every measurement of day and night reflects how much you do or do not love yourself. The earth was created from the deepest of heart longings of the Creator. Everything on this planet was created to love you. The dirt that you walk upon loves you. The wind loves to mess up your best hair day like a little brother. The trees smile at you from their great height, but they never look down on you, for they know that you are steward of this beautiful sphere.

When you are in a place of truly loving yourself, then everything that you desire to manifest and create – can, will, and must happen. For that is the way of the Universe. There are many days when there is not much that you like about yourself. On these days when your creative energies are dismal and have run a muck, your creations are like a highland bog.

Think about a time in your past when you were feeling so good and happy for no reason except being alive. Everything that you touched on that day turned into gold life smiled upon you with many miracles, people gave to you because they felt your love and joy and basked in it by being generous.  Now think about the days that you did not want to get out of bed, you did not want to wake up to the world again.  You got up dragging your feet and energy. Everything you touched that day deflated and drooped.  You ran out of gas (of course), got a flat tire and every red light on the way to work.  This is your life the good the bad the ugly always determined by how much you love who you are.

It is through you that everything happens. It can be no other way. For that is the destiny of this place that you reside upon that loves you more than most days you love yourself. Everything touches everything else And that is what you have forgotten.  That is why I, Chamuel, angel of self-love, come to tell you that -- your moods affect all of life. A tree smiles when you are in a good mood. A tree looses leaves when you are in a bad mood. If you are attracting people that are negative and down in the mouth, then look at your own energy – for the vibration is similar of nature.

Stay in a place of joy, happy to be human, happy to be flesh and happy to be wherever you are at that moment of your experience. You are the center of your universe – every one of you. You are the center of your personal time/space continuum – all separate, but united – similar to the cells in your body. When your heart yearns for something so deep – it is your soul that is asking you to provide it. It could be a walk on the beach that your soul needs. It could be dancing in the rain. It could be traveling around the world or writing an old friend a letter. Who do you think points you in the direction of all of those heart longings?

The self is so caught up in the past injustices it does not look forward. There is always a hindsight that is wrapped around the self of the past. Your soul is where the longings of your heart come from. Look closely at what you long for. Look at what is speaking to your heart and then center your self with love and create it from a point of heart.

Most human beings do not feel love or feel loved. This feeling of not being loved may have come from your parents and family members but realize they too are learning how to love. You can access lifetimes – future, past, and simultaneous when your parents loved you very much. Ask for that. Maybe your husband or your wife does not show you much affection or maybe your life is empty of love. There have been plenty throughout time that have loved you.

The sun has set and risen on your every want and need. There were lifetimes when you were magical.  You made gold out of straw more times then we care to count for you are all alchemists. You are angels and you are beautiful humans all wrapped up in one. If you are not getting what you desire at this moment  in time, then you must access a place in space and time that you once received it -- and bring that feeling – (ask for that feeling to flood you)–into your auric field. From that point – create. From that point – love yourself a little more.

Humans are funny creatures the angelic realm does not understand you – but we always stand by you. You do not feel loved even when someone who loves stand face to face and proclaims their love. You do not feel fulfilled no matter how much is given to you. Humans – you do not understand how vast you are. But we do!  In the meantime as you are trying so hard to remember, we hold the light for you. We sit at the fire. We talk about you and joke about you and we compare notes– we love you dearly. We need you to call upon us -- the angels. We cannot intervene unless it is an emergency – and sometimes your definition of an emergency varies greatly from our definition of an emergency. We are obedient to you as the Mother/Father God commanded.  Time after time and life after life we grow to love you more. In order for us to serve you better, you must direct us into the affairs of your life. We will be there for you. No job is too small or too big. I am Chamuel. I am the angel of self-love and I hope you have a better understanding of what that really means.

Let The Five Fingers Of Self

Point You In A New Direction

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Let the energy of Christmas come into you with purpose and preparation. Plan to be a better human with a vast purpose. Listen to the signs and hear the future as it beckons your attention. Every day you will be given a series of energies to look at. Within each intersection is a panel of choices which you are also asked to observe. At that point of inner sight and universal choice, let your heart  be the one to vote with purpose and pure intention. Then  quickly move forward into that opening.

Do not doubt or fear or allow the external frenzied  energies to control your every move this season of miracles. This is your time of miracles, wear it well. Become the master of your fate by making higher choices that move you into a space of freedom. Be thankful for all that is you and all that is about you, for you are the creator of that universe as well.

Let the five fingers of self, point you in a new direction that will support and enable you to be all that you were born to be. Stop fighting the currents of your life and drifting from drama to drama. Spend your time and energy wisely in your creational mode which runs full speed all the time. Become that which you yearn to be in your inner heart. Become the picture in your mind as you embrace the higher credenza of purpose. You do not insult God by trying to be a better. Compete with the higher light your universe grows bored and will entertain itself in fashions that will not always be user friendly to humans.

Each and every day listen with your heart and then move into that place of thought. Follow your light as it connects with person place or thing. Follow your light as it directs you like a beacon into a place of heavenly choice. Choice is the Grand Master of all human energies as it consumes humanity 24 hrs a day. People are always at a point of choice. Ask to chose higher and wiser and in a place of love and then stand back and watch the show of light shift into holograms of miracles and blessings for all.

Each kindness that you do travels thru space and time touches all on its way to the beginning. You touch the very Godhead, the Source with your every action and inaction, know this always then choose to walk  the fine line of creation. Give to those who do not expect it, Give anonymously with zest. Give of your silent prayers for another you pass on the street, give without thinking allowing it to be a way of life not a season

Our Purposeful Path

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

In order for the universe to create from a point of perfection it has to honor itself first. The sun must fully shine for itself first, and then and only then can it shine for others. Is taking care of others an excuse not to take care of ones self? Is it an excuse for not doing the things one is destined to do? These are the questions we all must ask ourselves right now as the outside world tries to suck us away from what we see as our path of purpose.... Do we kick and scream to hold onto self? Do we get angry when others try to take our time, our peace, our quiet?

We are continually distracted from what our perfect intentions are. We start each day out knowing what we are to accomplish but by the end of the day that list is still not crossed off.... Demands are so thick you could cook them on a grill.... Are we here for them or us?? Why are we so busy helping others accomplish their dreams their peace their security when we cannot even find our own or even get to our daily wash....

The energies worm there way into our meditations or prayers our affirmations. Why are we being magnetized in to something that we would normally not enter into? Guilt packs us a bag every other day we as we hold on tight to our drowning lives. As one who sees from a higher point of view and understanding you stand perplexed at the top of the mountain of self. looking out over the valley of you. Alas the valley has changed from land to water and there is no path unless you learn to part the seas of life.

We appear to be living several lives at once observing all of them with a grin and a growl. We want to help and be helpful walking others through their dreams with great rescue efforts on our part.  We grow tired, as the energies of others dramas grow thicker wrapping them selves around like a squeeze play. Days have grown shorter there is not even enough time to accomplish the bare necessities. You run in circles trying to fill the orders of your life not seeing anything accomplished fully.

Who am I and who am I suppose to be is the loudest prayer. Identifying with who you once were seems an impossible task like fueling up mid-galaxy. The drama of the day changes its clothes every hour leaving much undone and strewn about. You seek to light upon a fence of sturdiness as the life winds come to dismantle your DNA and reality.  You question what you have known as truth up to now like an amnesia victim waking up in the wrong family. Do you surrender to what is happening or do you stand and fight for what you have known to be truth. You know you are morphing into someone or something else.... But what? Where is the blueprint the diagram that explains what is happening to you from the inside out.

Is this the ascension being pulled in several directions within a wormhole of confusion? Are you Dorothy or are you the witch as everything swirls around bringing multi-layered past lives back into the picture? Is this real or is this Memorex? The matrix seems to be issuing a tartan of experiences and you are every color and clan. Nature strikes a pose as she opens the door for the unbelievable to become believable. Explanations and signs are of what is to come are layered with codes waiting to be seen. Classes become personalized as you act in your own Creational comedy of errors. Laughter is forgiving. You will see your collages of creation for all they are worth

COMPLETENESS BECKONS ITSELF HOME

by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

It is time to look at what is incomplete within self and life. To sit down and really look at what is still unfinished within body, mind, and spirit. Embracing those thoughts with a gentleness, and a loving touch.  Within each situation in our life that is uncompleted lives a powerful pulsating life force. That life force has taken the shape of all that needs to be finished whether animate or inanimate. Whether thought or deed.

Our lives are full of demands and stresses without any additional outside pressure demanding us to do or undo. Demanding us to finish what seeks itself into completion. What is unfinished haunts us in thought and sight as we scurry about our lives trying to 'fool-fill' ourselves with other things that supposedly serve us better. While that which is in-completed looks on with confusion wondering why we by-pass it.

We harness life with our intentions; we literally lasso it into form. It (whatever that may be) gives us momentary pleasure. We fill a need and move on. Our intention is half-baked, neither here nor there. Living somewhere 1/2 way in-between. we set out to deliberately harness and bridal that life force demanding it become something we thought we wanted or needed. Whether project or deed it awaits our magical touch to set it free.

We wanted that new dress, but have never worn it. We wanted that new tractor but we never use it.  Everything you started and did not finish is still holding a great light and life force within it. Just Waiting to be set free at the moment of completion. Whether its a chore or a dream we have tied up life force and held it captive for far to long.

At this time on earth the Universe is asking its children to COMPLETE! To finish what is unfinished, undone, unseen, whether baseboard or phone call, completeness beckons itself home.  Allowing all captured life form to be set free into completed creation. Like a breath of fresh air after a long winter's nap, life is breathed back into life. It has a rejuvenating effect upon the universe and all her inhabitants.

Why are we so afraid to do what we have promised ourselves? Life quickens and we buckle in holding on for dear life in this earth ride. Moving to fast in thought and deed to slow down the molecules of self enough to complete an intention, a project, or a promise.  Between this spring and summer earth will experience a Completion of Creational Proportion. Reestablishing its life force allowing you more light, more energy, more life.

People talk about not having enough energy or life force or desire to do this or that, forgetting they are made of the same stuff as the Heavenly Father (a little watered down most days).  Most People have a lot more energy than they are showing in their light resumes'. So where is it you ask? Well dear ones it lives in this obligation, this job, and this  or that relationship. It also lives in the garage, in the closet, under the sink and in every nook and cranny. It is everything that is unfinished in your lives on all levels. Everything you need to do but just do not have the time, energy or the drive to do holds your life force. when you actually do finish what needs completing you will free yourself to have more energy and time and abundance.

Life force is also tied up in your dreams and thoughts for the future. The things you want to do but for some reason (or excuse) do not allow your self to experience.  Step back and look at how much life force you hold captive in thought and deed and non-action.

Decree energetically and verbally the completion of all that is unfinished in your life. See it as done (with your blessings) and visualize the life force within it filling you with a beautiful light that stretches from here to eternity. Your passions for life are stuck and need lubricating. This spring and summer give to yourself and the universe the energetic gift of completion.

SHE WHO HEARS PRAYERS Crystals

"the Soft Listener”

These beauties are a rare find in Brazil. They are an emulsion of high quality amethyst blended with beautiful mysterious Smokey quartz. They make for some real interesting healing energy. They are non-obtrusive and quiet of nature. They have a very powerful presence and purpose. This group has many reflections of light within each crystal, lots of healing reflections and rainbows.

These beauties have named themselves ‘She Who Hears Prayers; the Soft Listener’. The vibration of the divine feminine makes itself seen within the structure of these crystalline stones. They are soft of energy but strong of purpose. The earth as of late has chosen to merge and meld stones and crystals together creating some magnificent specimens. These stones come to remind you that all of your prayers and pleads are logged and heard. Your Prayers are sacred holy vibrations and will always fine their way to the heart of the Light. When mankind reaches out for that which cannot be see and only felt with the heart, a strong current of unconditional love is released which circles the globe and fills all the leylines with a powerful healing light.

She Who Hears Prayers has been known by many names thru out time. She who hears prayers is the feminine aspect of what is holy and everlasting of nature. The Divine Mother who will forever listen. These stones come as a soft reminder that you are important to the universal scheme of things, you do matter, and the universe hears your heart-felt pleads. These crystals are healers at a very deep level inviting what is of earthy resolve to the forefront of the ever-changing hologram. The smoke clears within the amethyst and all is seen in the reflections of a healing violet light.

Amethyst bestows peace to ones soul.  Excellent stone for releasing addictive patterns and bad habits.  It is a Calming, strong, protective stone helping one to heal via divine love. Amethyst enhances one's psychic and creative abilities and dream recall. Use it when sleeping or awake to reduce anger, impatience, and nightmares. This stone can show us how to let go and trust. Amethyst is a Master Healing stone.

Smoky Quartz is an excellent stone for removing negativity of any kind. It is also a very protective and grounding stone. It brings physical, protection, psychic protection and enhances survival instincts. Smoky quartz is a stone that brings abundance, prosperity, and good luck and is connected with the sounds of the universe. It makes you more aware of all sounds including telepathic sounds. smoky quartz is excellent for elevating moods, overcoming negative emotions, and relieving depression. Smoky quartz relieves other negative emotions by transforming them into positive energies. It can be considered a stone of protection. It protects and cleanses the aura and can be used for psychic shielding. Smoky quartz is a mood elevator- it relieves fear, enhances security and safety. It has been known to alleviate suicidal tendencies and hopelessness

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
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